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The Door in the Tree

I know these woods like the back of my hand.  Being one of the rangers around these parts, I’ve spent a lot of time taking in the beautiful scenery.  I could tell you God knows how many different stories about brawls I’ve broken up, kids smoking weed out here, and even reports of stalkers, just in this area alone.  

Okay, in all honesty, I haven’t exactly broken anything up, but I have assisted those who did.  I haven’t always been the best with confrontation, but I’m starting to get better about it.  Some of the guys would make fun of me for not being more forceful when it’s necessary, but that just wasn’t my scene.  

The forest surrounding Grady National Park wraps around at least half of the city.  We’ve always had plenty of bizarre rumors and such, dating back to long before the series of strange deaths, when I was just a toddler.  I suppose most small towns have their fair share of unsettling stories in their history.

Even over the years I’ve been a Ranger, people would go missing on occasion, or some freaked out tourists may claim they had seen some bizarre things.  Sometimes a dismembered body will turn up, which I have fortunately not been around for, as I wasn’t always able to handle the sight of blood too well.  Still, I could barely wrap my mind around what happened that day.

Granted, my mind wasn’t what it used to be.  The car accident, back when I was in junior high, not only left my heart heavy but changed me as well.  The truck that ran the red light, plowing into the passenger side of my father’s car, instantly killed my mother, left my father with his left leg, missing below the knee, and landed me in a coma.  

I came out of it a month or so later, but the damage to my brain took some time to repair.  While I was once a stellar student, on my way to bigger and better things before that wreck, the time it took for me to recover from my injuries, as well as my altered brain function, left me a shadow of the man I could’ve been.  

The loss of my mom, the dramatically altered parenting style of my heartbroken dad, and my inability to focus the way I used to, made life far more difficult over the following years.  My father was still a loving guardian, but we grew more distant over time.  I knew he was hurting, but I was too.  I just wish we could’ve remained as close as we once were after we shared such a devastating loss.  

Before the accident, we would take a camping trip at least once a year.  Considering that it was as we made our way back from that final vacation that our family was left in ruins, there wouldn’t be any more excursions out into the wilderness, or anywhere else, for my old man and I.  

Though that last trip had such an impact on my life, I still had so many fond memories of those happier times.  I think that’s why I ended up settling on this particular profession.  It may seem a bit morbid to some, as this is the same spot we used to frequent in my youth–the one we had only just left behind before the accident, but I couldn’t blame such a beautiful place for a tragic event.  

I still felt connected to it, in a strange sort of way.  Maybe it’s simply because it was the last place where I really felt content–where I felt whole.  Perhaps it was just my inherent love of nature, and being there made me feel closer to my mom, in a strange sort of way.  Yes, she died not far from here, but this was the last place I saw her smile–something that was always contagious.  

I like to keep moving, for the most part.  Some of the guys stick to specific areas, plus they’re a hell of a lot more sociable to the residents and tourists, but I like to take in the sights as much as I can while being left alone, if possible.  It’s a beautiful countryside out here, so there’s no shortage of spots to just immerse yourself in the wonder of it all.  

This one clearing, right next to the lake, where the waterfall from high above cascades into the rapids, has always been one of my favorites.  I couldn’t even tell you how many recordings I’ve captured over the six years I’ve been a Ranger, but I always find myself coming back to this place.  

Not to sound like I’m pushing aside my responsibilities or anything like that, but I’ve taken quite a few naps, leaning up against the base of the mountain, and just drinking in the ambiance.  Of course, as soon as I wake up, I end up having to find the nearest tree, as passing out next to rushing water has quite the effect on the bladder, but it’s a fair trade for the peacefulness of it all.  

It was after coming back to the waking world one day that I noticed it for the first time.  Many of the trees surrounding the clearing are ancient, wide, and tall, damn near reaching as high as the peak of the mountain.  While I shambled over to one of the more secluded trees, tucked away from any wandering eyes by the shadows cast by the rock formations above, I noticed the light of the setting sun reflecting off of something.  

At first, I almost thought someone was out there, shining a flashlight in my direction, exposing my draining bladder to the world, but I would be very mistaken about that assumption.  After taking care of my business, I wandered over to where the glow was coming from, immediately puzzled by what stood before me.  

This tree was a beast, its trunk as wide as my truck is long, reaching so high you could very possibly step right off the mountain and onto its branches.  Being one of the more imposing in this area, I knew it pretty well or was at least familiar enough with it to know that it wasn’t like this before.  

The simple, black, wooden door was recessed about a foot into it, the shiny, brass knob catching the light as the sun sank away behind the mountain.  It didn’t look painted if that makes sense.  It was more like the wood the door was constructed from was black, or possibly burnt.  I hesitantly ran my fingers across it, surprised by how smooth it was.  It felt like stroking a chrome-plated bumper, rather than a door that looked as though it belonged in a creepy, old house.  

It was that very thought that inspired me not to attempt to open it–the idea of some sinister mansion being somehow tucked away in the guts of an enormous tree.  I came close; though–wrapping my hand around the shiny knob, protruding from the bizarre entrance to God knows what, but after a moment, I let go.  

It may sound a bit nuts, but when I grabbed that knob, everything fell silent around me.  Being that the door was facing the waterfall, maybe about twenty or thirty feet from it, at that moment, it may as well have been twenty miles away.  It was as though some impenetrable wall suddenly formed around where I stood, blocking out the sounds of the rushing water, the wind gently brushing the leaves, and the cars drifting by on the interstate, off in the distance.  

Though I was quite curious about what may lie behind the door, I was feeling more unsettled than anything.  I just backed away from the thing as if it had me at gunpoint.  The further I got from it, the more my head cleared up, which was enough to convince me to head back to the station.  

During my walk, I was arguing with myself about whether or not to tell some of the other guys about this, while attempting to convince myself that I was just seeing things.  It’s not unusual for me to see strange things after waking up, my mind with one foot still in a dream and the other dragging it along in the real world.  

By the time I reached the cabin that we worked out of, I had shaken the whole thing off, deciding it was best not to give the guys a reason to look at me like I’m crazy.  It was still on my mind, of course: the unusual door as well as the way it made me feel, but that part only assured me that I was still half asleep at the time.  

A week or so passed before I went back out there to see no trace of the door, just the thick trunk and rough bark staring back at me.  I still felt a bit uneasy about dozing off out there, even if the absence of the bizarre entrance to something else convinced me of my suspicions about it not being real.  

It was probably a month or two after that day, that I would find myself face-to-face with it again.  It wasn’t as I patrolled, but as I headed home for the night.  The nearby highway that ran parallel to the waterfall was the second step in my usual return trip, after the back roads from the cabin to the wider, two-lane road.  

There wasn’t much traffic that night, so I kept an eye on the path ahead, and another thumbing through my playlists in search of music for the ride.  It was during that silence as I sought out my driving soundtrack, that I heard the screaming.  I practically skidded into the ditch as it caught my wandering mind by surprise so much that I jumped in my seat.  

I pulled over to the side of the road, next to the woods that would lead to that waterfall, hearing that muffled wailing again.  While I was reluctant to seek out the source of the agonized howl, I felt a strange sort of compulsion to pursue it.  Though I’m not one to look for a fight if I don’t have to, something inside me was begging me to check it out.  

I don’t want to come off like a coward or anything, but on any normal day, I try to avoid conflict like the plague.  Not this one, though.  I wasn’t certain how far into the woods the sound was coming from, but I pulled the heavy flashlight from the center console and headed directly into the forest without giving it a second thought.  

Though I was quite familiar with the area, it didn’t make sprinting between the trees with only the torchlight illuminating the path ahead any easier.  Still, the louder the screaming grew, the more I was certain I was on the right track.  

After about ten to fifteen minutes of forcing my quickly weakening legs onward, I cleared the denser woods that led to that clearing.  As soon as I passed through to where those thicker, far more ancient trees surrounded the cascading waterfall, the screaming fell silent.  It almost felt like it was some insanely realistic recording that ended the moment I set foot in that area.  

I panned my flashlight around the vicinity, desperate to locate the source of that pain-filled squeal, but there was nobody out there, not that I could see anyway.  It wasn’t until I stepped a few more places forward, passing by the first of the thicker trunks that I saw something that almost caused my fingers to lose their grip on my guiding light.  

The warm glow emitting from the cracked open door, recessed into that same enormous tree almost looked inviting at first.  There was only an inch of light peering through the opening, making me wonder if someone had meant to close the door, neglecting to allow it to latch all the way.  That was a theory that made sense anyway, even if the door itself made none.  

As I walked closer, my torch bouncing against my upper thigh as my arm swung limp beside it, I felt that same bizarre sensation of walking into a tunnel.  Just as it had before, the sounds of the rushing water and wind sweeping through the branches drew further away with every step.  When I stopped right in front of the thing, it was as though I had my head was dunked in the lake, with pillows strapped around my ears.  

The world felt so far away from where I stood, my body beginning to slightly spasm from the cold and eerie grip of that warm hue, leaking from within.  Before my mind had a chance of grasping what my body was doing, my palm pressed against the slick wood, nudging the entrance open a little more.  The hinges squealed like a mouse caught in a trap, as the glow from whatever lay within that tree grew wider and wider, tracing my shadow across the autumn leaves behind me.  

While I couldn’t make out the sound of the rushing water to my back, the further the door swung open, the more I could hear the rapids on the other side.  The vision of that same riverbed I had slept next to more times than I can count, caused me to turn my head to ensure the one behind me was still there.  Sure enough, that very waterfall was both behind and before me as I stood in front of that splayed open entrance.  

When that same scream echoed from somewhere beyond the threshold of that ancient tree, my somewhat reluctant instincts took over for my absent mind at the time, speeding me into the foreign and eerily familiar landscape.  As soon as I passed through, darting my head from side to side in search of whoever may be in trouble out there, the sudden, jarring sound of the door slamming shut almost caused me to leap out of my skin.  

Glancing back to see a white door, recessed into the tree, with the same, brass knob protruding from it, I almost forgot what had inspired me to enter.  Again, I moved closer, back the way I came, hearing the ambient sounds of my new location fading further away.  Though the screaming met my ears again, it was far more muffled than the last, taking me a moment to register.  When the distant ‘help’ joined the wailing, though, I finally snapped my senses back to the situation at hand.  

With the terrain being so familiar to me, I began to head to the left of the waterfall, where a trail should lead up around the side of the mountain.  It wasn’t until I almost ran straight into the wall I would often rest against, that I understood in what manner this place differed from the one I left behind.  

After studying the flat, rocky surface for a moment, I made for the right–the opposite direction from the one I was more familiar with.  Every west I knew was an east here, like a mirror image of the world I left behind.  Though I wanted to dwell on this more: to unlock the mystery of my puzzling location, I had no time to waste with whoever provided that scream moving further away by the second.  

Everything I veered around as I ran as quietly as I could in pursuit of the source of that agonized wail was so familiar to me, but so foreign at the same time.  Even the steep, uneven and winding path turned in the opposite direction I was used to, but not in a way that caused me to stumble or slip.  

If anything, as bizarre as it may sound, I felt as though I could close my eyes and find my way around without a second thought.  Perhaps it was nothing more than the way our mirror image is the one we know, as opposed to how we look a little off in pictures or recordings.  We can never truly look upon our own faces, not the way others can.  

These thoughts and realizations didn’t fully form in my mind until I ran into another clearing, near the midway point in the trail.  It wasn’t as much the shrieking woman who looked to be in her late teens, or early twenties, being trussed up to the tree.  It wasn’t the three other scattered bodies, two male and another female, bleeding from various wounds either.  The man who was tying the rope around the screaming girl, however; he inspired me to stop in my tracks.

“I thought this might be enough to grab your attention,” he said, my own voice sounding unnervingly confusing to my ears.  

I had no words of my own to offer the man with the exact same facial features as me.  Everything about him was like I was gazing into my reversed reflection, down to the scar across my right eyebrow, his being on the left.  

The uniform he wore, down to the scuffed-up belt buckle, was the same as mine, just a slightly darker color scheme.When he smiled, raising the left side of his mouth a little higher than the right–again, mimicking my mirror image, I felt the blood drain from my face, my head spinning from this bizarre sight.  

“I wasn’t gonna hurt her,” he said, a shrug accompanying his familiar grin, “not until you got here anyway ” 

“NO!” I yelled out, my quivering legs attempting to push me towards him, as he unclipped my father’s pocket knife from his belt.  

I couldn’t even hope to close the gap between us by the time I convinced my trembling extremities to move, before he flipped open the blade, digging it into her chest.  Blood streamed to the forest floor as he turned it from side to side, gaping the wound wider as he twisted his wrist, the woman only moaning as she had no strength left to scream.

My legs burned and my heart beat like a stampeding herd as I drew close enough to tackle him, taking us both to the ground.  

“Wait!” he barked, his words stopping short as my fist met his jaw, causing us both to recoil from the hit.  

I tumbled to the side of him, wrapping my hand around my swelling jaw, while he did the same.  After a moment, we just started at one another, with his whimpering victim falling silent.  It was at that moment that I fully understood the gravity of the situation, while we both wiped the blood from our split lower lips.  

“What the hell are you?” I asked, gasping for breath.  

“You don’t recognize me?” 

“That’s not an answer! What…the hell …are you!?” 

He cut his eyes from me to the scattered corpses on the grass, to the lifeless woman with blood still trickling from her chest and mouth, and back to me again.  

“I’m your better half,” he said, a sinister smile reaching across his lips.  

This was the first moment in which I couldn’t see myself in his face.  His piercing gaze seemed to darken, as he bared his teeth in a way that made him completely foreign to me.  

“I won’t let you go…I won’t let you…”

“What, exactly?” he said, the smile fading from his face, “you won’t let me kill again? Is that what you think? How are you gonna pull that off? You can’t hurt me without hurting yourself, even your stupid ass can figure that much out.”

“You got some freaking nerve! How exactly am I any dumber than you!?” 

“For one: you think you can reason with me, or stop me from being what I was born to be.  Two: I was always the better part of us.” 

“What the..?” 

In that second, the puzzle pieces fell into place, as though a veil was lifted from my eyes.  Though it was not easy to deny facts that I was quite literally confronted with, I refused to accept what he was implying: that it was he that I lost in the accident that stole my mother from me and my dad.  

“We’re all two parts, buddy,” he said, interrupting my reeling thoughts, “one good, one…well, not so much…” 

The doctors told me that my brain was damaged in that collision–that I lost a part of myself, but that couldn’t have been literal, right? We’re not two physical beings, trapped in one fleshy husk! 

No, I wouldn’t believe it.  There was no part of me capable of doing what he did.  My whole life, I’d never so much as hurt a fly; not if I could help it.  Though I wasn’t the sharpest kid in high school, I never mocked or insulted anyone.  My teachers would practically brag about my behavior to my dad, even if that was to soften the blow of my grades not being the best.  

I had, and would never hurt…wait…that’s not quite true, is it? Yes, I was smart in junior high and kindergarten–gifted, my teachers would even say, but that’s not all I was, was it? I was egotistical, arrogant, and cold.  I treated my popular friends well while pushing around the smaller and less fortunate kids.  

I was a bully.  

“You’re getting there,” my reflection said, that unsettling grin breaching his lips again.  

“I…I like who I am…I like who I am, without you,” I said, the weight of my former self weighing heavily on my conscience.  

“Ain’t about what you like more,” he said, walking closer, “neither of us can be right until we’re whole again.” 

“Back the hell off!” I shouted, drawing my heavy flashlight like a sword.  

“You wanna stop me, don’t ya…only two ways that can happen…” 

“I’m serious! Back the…”

“ONE: you can beat me senseless with your little toy there, and hope to God you can end me before you bleed dry yourself…” 

“You’re not….”

“TWO: you can let me back in…you can let me come home…”

“Never,” I said, shaking my head in denial, “I’ll never let you in.” 

“Ain’t like you’ll go around, snuffing folks out when we’re whole again,” he said, tossing our dad’s pocket knife to the ground, “I’m only like this ’cause I’m undiluted…got no happy, happy thoughts bouncin’ around the old noodle.  It’s the same reason you’re such a FUCKIN’ PUSSY! You’re all sunshine ‘n’ rainbows, y’see…ain’t got no black blood pulsin’ through you…” 

I felt the tears streaming down my face, both in denial of facts I was still fighting to deny, as well as what I may have to do to prevent him from getting what he wanted.  

“Time to make a decision,” he said, hunching over as drew closer, spreading his fingers like a cat about to pounce, “LIVE OR DIE, LITTLE BOY!” 

With that, he charged me, tackling me to the ground as I had to him only moments earlier.  As we rolled on the dead leaves and grass, he thrust his fist into my gut, causing us both to cough and buckle from the impact.  My elbow struck his chin, jarring my jaw so hard, I feared I had broken it.  

We continued like this until we were equally as bruised and bloody, each of us wincing from every blow we traded.  By the time I pushed myself back from him, back in the direction I came from, I hadn’t even realized how far we had tumbled while we waged our battle of self-injury.  

I pushed up from the bumpy ground, my head spinning so much that I didn’t realize that it was not my dizziness that made my equilibrium so offset, but the steep slant I was next to at the time.  

“No!” my doppelganger screamed as I lost my footing, leaving me tumbling down the uneven path.  

It almost felt like I was moving in slow motion, seeing my own, anguished face yelling out as his arms reached for me.  I can’t say whether it was my back meeting the slanted ground, or the other me leaping into my midsection that felt more jarring at the time, but before I knew it, the two of us were tumbling down that hill, sharing more wounds as we bounced from rocks to dips in the path, over and over.  

How long we careened from one object to the next as we poured like a poorly choreographed avalanche down that hill, I couldn’t even tell.  When our descent finally came to a close, mud, dirt, and leaves pasted to the sticky blood leaking from God knows how many places on my body, I found myself just lying there, gazing up at the moon, shining down from above.  

My conscience wavering, every inch of my broken body screaming in agony, my eyes fell shut, sending me once more into blissful darkness.  

I can’t say if it was the ominous, humming sound, or my body being dragged across the ground that shot me back to consciousness, but my vision was still blurry, at best.  With the still uncertain condition I was in, I hadn’t the strength or ability to fight against the hands gripped under my arms, pulling me from the spot where my fall came to a close.  

“Stay with me,” a gentle, feminine voice spoke–one that felt so familiar, and so distant at the same time, “we’re almost home, baby boy.” 

When my eyes finally registered the now violently shuddering tree, with the white door forming cracks in the trembling wood, my already thundering heart sank with the possibility of my way home crumbling apart before me.  

When the hands slipped free from around me, my bones clicking and crunching as I attempted to face the one who brought me this far, I heard the hinges of that ancient door swinging open.  

“You have to go the rest of the way on your own,” the voice said, “I can’t follow you through.” 

My eyes finally met those I had first seen in this world, the distant and forgotten memory of that moment, shooting forward from the depths of my subconscious.  Fresh tears blended with the thick blood, crusted to my cheeks, my chest burning from this wondrous vision.  

“Go!” she said, glancing from me to the door, “you have to go, baby boy…there’s no time!” 

While my fractured heart begged me to stay, my weary and agonized shell fought to push me free of the hard ground, a warm hard cupped around my split and swollen face.  

“I’ll see you again, my love,” she said, her lips forming that playful smile I adored since I formed my first thought, “but not yet…” 

I found myself standing on my own two feet, the shuddering, open door to my back, and the dark sky splitting like a sheet of heavily tinted glass.  

“Not yet,” my mom said, as the world around us crumbled apart, my body falling weightless through the opening to the one I belonged in.  

My eyes sprung back open, uncertain of when they had closed, with my back pressed to the glass and dirt.  I sat straight up, running my fingers across my face in search of injury, only meeting my stubble in the process.  

The ancient, wide tree stood before me, with no trace of a door in sight, only the centuries-old bark, with the moonlight accentuating its hardened texture.  My senses still reeling, while my mind fought to recall where I had just been.  Ultimately, after understanding that I was only recently on my way back home, after a long day at work, I headed back in the direction of my truck, hoping it was still by the road where I left it.  

The next few days came and went in something of a haze.  There were reports of some missing college kids: two male, and two female, but there was no sign of where they went.  Though the memories of my time behind that door took a while to fully reform in the back of my mind, it’s not something I could really explain to anyone.  

Not only did I not want people to think I was nuts, but I wasn’t about to tell them what, or who had abducted the four who went missing.  While the man I was before following the path they ended up taking may only be half of the one who came back, I won’t be held responsible for what my sentient darker half did.  

Once upon a time, my conscience would have been crippled beneath the weight of those deaths, but my more recently reclaimed, logical mind understands that it wasn’t truly my fault.  It was as he, well, I said, ‘that he was the undiluted version’, after all.  

Whether it was that fall that linked us back together or the actions of the one who saved me from being lost in that place, I suppose I’ll never know.  It is quite amazing though, the feeling of being whole again for the first time in years.  

I still don’t fully understand how I came back to this side with none of the injuries I received there.  Perhaps it was more the split parts of my soul who faced off in that bizarre, mirror world, rather than the physical form of my fractured body.

While that doesn’t fully explain the missing teens, I suppose I’ll never have all the answers to what happened that night, nor what truly occured after that collision that ripped my family apart.  Life goes on, regardless of any of that, when all is said and done.  

 Though I’m planning to start taking some night classes, to finally earn some sort of degree, I don’t plan to quit being a Ranger.  I love my job, which is something that both sides of me can agree on.  I suppose I just have something of a need to prove to myself that my brain is working as it used to before I ended up with quite the literal split personality.  

Don’t worry, I don’t have any desire to stalk and murder anyone, well, not entirely.  I have a few urges I didn’t have before, but I’m certain it’s nothing that I can’t control.  Yes, I’m a little more broody than I was not so long ago, but also a good deal less cowardly, so that’s something at least.  

 Whatever happens from here, I will neither be taking naps on the job nor revisiting that spot by the waterfall, if I can help it.  One thing I learned from all of this, is that there’s far more to being content, than being happy.  It’s not all sunshine and roses, but that’s life.  

You have to take the bad with the good, in the end.  One cannot exist without the other, after all.

Guardians of the Storm

“There’s a storm coming…are you ready?” the stranger asked.  

I couldn’t see his face, as he was hidden by the darkness.  I could make out his mouth to a point; his pure white teeth almost glowing through the pitch-black surroundings.  

“A storm?” I asked, “why do I need to be ready for that?” 

“It is not the storm, but what awaits within you should fear…are you ready for that? Are you prepared to stay?” 

“I don’t understand.  Why can’t you just tell me what…”

I felt my words catch in my throat.  I was unable to convince them to even reach my mouth, let alone escape out into the world.  Though I had been unable to see anything at first, when the sky lit up with such vibrant flashes of lightning, I could make out the silhouette of the man.  

He just stood in place, holding a black umbrella above his head, still shielding his appearance from me.  When the scarlet rain began to cascade down upon us, I no longer attempted to focus on the stranger, only on the heavy, blood-like drops as they quickly formed pools around our feet.  

“A decision must be made.  Once you choose, your fate is sealed…”

When my eyes blinked open, I was sitting straight up in my bed, momentarily confused and somewhat dazed.  The dream felt more real and at the same time more surreal than any I had ever experienced.  I could still hear that deeply haunting voice reverberating against my eardrums as though he stood in the corner of my bedroom, still holding his umbrella.  

I chalked it up to nothing more than good old-fashioned nerves with this being my first day of a new job.  I’d done some security work, here and there, over the past few years, so I assumed my new responsibilities as a bonafide park ranger wouldn’t be much different.  I’d been through orientation and the like over the previous days, even though I would only be a glorified temp until I could prove one way or another that I could handle the full-time responsibilities.  

After the meet and greet with the others who worked the morning shift, Slade, the guy they referred to as the Chief, or simply Cap, called me back into his office.  He was an older guy; maybe around fifty or so, but he was a good bit taller than me and quite stocky.  He looked like someone you don’t want to be disrespectful or rude to.  I most definitely didn’t want to get on his bad side anyway.  

We talked back and forth for a while, just shooting the shit and getting to know each other a bit.  He asked if I saw this as something I could see myself making a lifelong career out of, but I couldn’t give him a straight answer on that.  It was my first day, after all.  He seemed understanding to my stuttered reply when I tried to come up with something to say to his question at least.

Once all the small talk was out of the way, he got up from his seat, shook my hand, and led me towards the door to his office.  He reached out for the latch before hesitating, glancing over to me, and placing his hand on my shoulder.  

“Once you see them, they see you too,” he told me, staring into my eyes with such intensity, I felt my spine stiffen.  

“Huh?”

“There are a lotta strange things out there, but nothin’ else like them.  You best be sure if you wanna stick around before the rain comes.”

“I’m sorry, sir…I don’t know what you’re…”

“Get a feel for the job.  Get the routines down and get to know the rest of the guys.  We’re a family ’round here; more so than that.”

I just continued to stare back at him, feeling more puzzled by the second.  To be honest, I thought he was just messing with me; hazing the new guy and all.  Still, he was getting up in years, so I thought he may well have been a bit…well, I was sure he meant well, anyway.  

“There’s a storm comin’, son.  Best be sure before it gets here,” he said, finally pulling the door open.  

His words instantly flashed me back to the bizarre dream from the night before, but I was certain it was nothing more than a coincidence.  There had been something of a drought of late.  I couldn’t even remember the last time it rained, so it had to come sooner or later.  I just chalked the shared sentiment between my new boss and the stranger in my dream as nothing more than my subconscious longing for the rain to come and cool off the world some.  

He handed me a set of keys, warning me to never be without them.  The keychain that dangled from the eight or so keys of various shapes and sizes, was the same unusual symbol that was mounted to the outside wall of the rangers station.  I didn’t pay it much attention at the time, as I assumed it simply represented whatever company may own or operate things around these parts, but I would learn to damn sure do what he advised, and keep them on me at all times.

As that first week progressed, I grew to very much enjoy the job, as well as the company of my fellow employees.  Since I had technically signed on for seasonal work, there was potential for it to become a full-time thing, so I tried to learn everything I could to give myself a better shot.  I worked staggered shifts those first few weeks, working with just about all of the other rangers to get all the different perspectives.  

They were a friendly group, but Rick, the graveyard shift guy, was a bit twitchy and nervous for someone hovering right around thirty years old.  He was a slender, shaggy haired guy, but he looked like he had some solid muscle on him.  There were scars up and down the length of both of his forearms, but I assumed that may have been from his time overseas, and likely a factor on his troubled mind.  

“You hear some crazy shit out here when the sun goes down,” he said more than once over the days we worked together.  

“What kinda crazy shit?” I asked, honestly quite curious as to what would qualify as such, given all the wildlife around.  

“Hard to say, really.  Just, I don’t know, unnatural, I s’pose.”

“But, I mean, like, how so? Weird animal noises? Squealing tires of cars and such? Maybe people messing around? What?” 

“I guess a bit of everything, in a way, you know?” 

“Um, nope…don’t know,” I replied with a laugh.

“You’ll understand more when you see them,” he said, attempting to laugh with me, “kinda opens your eyes some, though…best if you don’t…you know…see them…”

“Who are ‘they’?” I asked, making air quotes with my fingers, “Cap said something about ‘them’ my first day, but…”

“Can’t say what they are, on account of the fact I don’t really know.  Can’t even see them, you know, all the time…just when it rains, I guess…I know they’re there, though.  Can feel ’em lookin’ back at me…just…”

He sort of drifted off while he spoke, just gazing out the window.  Whether he was looking at ‘them’, out there in the dark, I didn’t know.  In all honesty, I didn’t buy it at all; that something out there was only visible in the rain, but Rick did look troubled.  

Craig; one of the early shift boys, told me that Rick had some lingering PTSD from his time in Afghanistan, and he ‘wasn’t all there’ anymore.  For the most part, he seemed like a good dude, but he had seen some shit; his eyes revealed that much.  

Were it not for Captain Slade having dropped the warning about the elusive ‘them’ when I started, I wouldn’t pay Rick’s words any mind, but it had most certainly piqued my curiosity.  

“Are they dangerous?” I asked after the room fell silent for a while.  

“I…not sure, honestly…but some of the other things are.  All kinda things out there…gets more clear when you see them, though.”

The more he spoke in his almost frustrating riddles, the more uneasy I felt; not from the elusive ‘them’, but from Rick’s seemingly troubled mind.Fortunately, the shift had almost reached its end by this point.  I had grown more awkward and somewhat uncomfortable the longer we shared each other’s company, so when the clock chimed to signify the morning crew should be arriving any minute, I almost jumped to my feet to ready my escape.  

Before I signed on for seasonal work, I hadn’t realized what sort of schedule I may be working.  I’d been to various campsites and parks before, and witnessed a few ranger stations closing up shop for the night around seven or eight.  Had I understood that this particular area required twenty-four-hour supervision, for some reason, I’m not entirely sure if I would’ve gone for it, but it would seem I would be fluctuating my hours at least.  

Over the following weeks, I completed my training, grew far more familiar with most of the trails and more populated hiking spots, and had begun to feel like a solid part of the team.  Being the new guy, I was still working a different shift each week, but I was okay with that.  I would still have plenty of time off, plus guaranteed at least one full weekend off a month.  

Sure, the job didn’t pay quite as much as I would like, but I would apparently get a healthy raise after becoming a full-time employee.  Cap assured me it was entirely in my own hands; whether or not I wanted to become a permanent member, though I wasn’t exactly sure what he meant by that.  If I chose to just stick with part-time, my time with the rangers would come to an end by around September, so I had a lot to think about.

I had worked the job for about two months by the time I had yet another uncomfortable conversation, but I had already grown quite accustomed to such things.  When the chief called me into his office, the expression he wore made me think he was about to fire my ass for a moment.  It looked almost more like he was intending to give me a piece of his mind, rather than asking if I’d come to a decision yet; that’s how it felt to me at the time anyway.  

“So, how committed to this job are you?” he asked, staring me down as though it was some sort of interrogation.

“Um, I mean, I care about the job a lot, if that’s what you’re asking.  Not to, like, butter my own popcorn too much, but I feel as though I’ve proved I can handle everything you guys have handed me so far.” 

“Mhmm, yeah.  The team has nothin’ but good things to say about you, and you seem quite outgoing with the public and such, but that’s not entirely what I’m asking.” 

“I’m so sorry sir, but I’m not sure what you’re getting at.”

“You understand why we close off the trails and damn near seal off the whole mountain when there’s storms brewin’?” 

“Well yeah, I mean, it’s too dangerous out there when it’s wet, right?” 

“Yes, that, but also…”

“Them, right?” I said with a sigh, “I know, supposedly you can only see them when…”

“Ain’t no supposedly about it, son.  I know you got your doubts, and I don’t blame you none, but if you do intend on makin’ this a full-time thing, you’re gonna learn.  You need to be sure.”

“I don’t know what to tell you, sir.  With all due respect; and please understand that I do have the utmost respect for you, but all this ‘them’ stuff, I don’t know, it sounds like some crazy superstition or something.”

He just looked up at me from his chair, drumming his fingers across the wood of his desk.  Judging by the especially faded and worn section his fingertips bounced against at the time, it would appear he had been performing this very ritual for years.  

“You’ve certainly proven yourself, son, I can’t deny that.  Every task we’ve given you, you’ve performed admirably, but there’s still so much more to our responsibilities than what you’ve seen so far.” 

“Oh, I don’t doubt that,” I said with a laugh, “I’d be one arrogant son of a bitch if I thought I had everything down in just a couple of months.”

“That’s the thing, though.  You ain’t even seen a hint of what we’re really here for; not yet anyway.”

Again we shared the silence, as we gazed at one another.  He had such intensity in his eyes, but I still couldn’t fathom where he was going with any of this.  Yes, I had no doubt there would be far more trying times ahead of me, should I decide to stick around, but how bad could it be? 

I’d already had to lend a hand in breaking up a bit of a scuffle between a few campers who knocked back a few too many.  Some of the guys and I even had to deal with a drug deal that was taking place behind the trees, but I handled that okay.  Those fellas tried to get physical with us, and I held my own, even if I did take a few hits.  

Still, should things get more of hand than anything I’d seen over those first weeks, I was certain I could deal with it.  I’d seen my fair share of scraps when I was younger; even had to defend my little sister against our drunk father more than once, so I’m no stranger to either tough times or hard decisions.  

*S’pose to rain this weekend,” the chief said, finally breaking the uncomfortable silence, “you ok with workin’ Saturday and Sunday?” 

“Yeah.  Shouldn’t be a problem at all,” I replied, fully aware that I couldn’t expect to have every weekend to myself.  

“I want you on the graveyard shift for the next few days too.  You alright with that?” 

“Um, yeah.  Sure thing.”

“You think about how you see your place here.  When the rain comes; if it’s while you’re on the job, really think about it.  You wanna stay and be a part of this, take a look outside.  If not, well, might be best to just turn on the TV and tune out the world for a time.”

I wasn’t exactly psyched to work the late shift, nor was I thrilled about sharing the office with Rick again, but I had a feeling Cap was testing me.  I still hadn’t given him a yay or nay on the ready for full-time question yet, but I was interested.  I couldn’t deny the strange superstitions of the group had made me a bit uneasy, but I still liked everyone I had worked with so far; even Rick, when he wasn’t being so, well, dramatic, I suppose.  

To my surprise, when I came to work the following night, it would seem I would be working alone.  On one hand, it was quite intimidating to be left to my own devices for the first time, but on the other, it would be incredibly peaceful to have the place to myself.  The times I’d worked the night shift before, little to nothing happened, other than the occasional phone call or making rounds to pass the time.  

It had already begun to sprinkle during my drive to work, and I had to manually open the main gates at the base of the mountain, as they had already shut everything down for the storm.  When I strolled into the station, Sarah and James made a little small talk, before almost ordering me to give them a call if anything came up.  

James is a pretty big black guy; even taller and more stocky than the chief.  He’s super friendly and almost carefree in the way he carries himself, though he looks the type who would fit right in as a bouncer at one of the popular hot spots in the city.  Sarah is maybe a half a foot shorter than me, but very pretty, with big, hazel anime eyes and curly dark hair.  She comes off as really sweet and friendly, but I get the feeling she could kick some serious ass if a situation called for it.  

Given how quiet everything had grown outside, I assured them they had nothing to worry about.  I didn’t want to just flat out admit that I would likely just take a nap after a while, as I didn’t see myself making rounds in the rain.  Also, with the day shift having seemingly run everyone off the mountain before the first drop hit the ground, I was certain it’d be a peaceful night.  

“If you do go out there,* Sarah said, wearing the expression of a mother lecturing her child, “make sure you’ve got your keys with you.”

“Oh yeah, the last thing I need is to get locked out,” I replied with a laugh.  

“No, it’s…”

“He’s got this,” James said, laying his hand on Sarah’s shoulder, “We all had to handle the first one solo.  You got this, right?” 

“Hell yes,” I said, still chuckling a little.  

“Just…be safe, yeah?” Sarah said, giving me a concerned smile before she and James walked out.  

I rolled my eyes at the overly dramatic performance my colleagues were putting on, but I did give an absent-minded jiggle to the keys, dangling from my belt loop to ensure they were in place.  With the place all to myself, I kicked back, switched on the tv in the lounge, and kicked back on the couch.  

Maybe an hour or so after the previous shift had headed out, the bottom fell out.  It sounded like a veritable monsoon was hammering against the walls of the cozy cabin we called a rangers station.  Even with the brutal wind sounding as though it was thrusting the trees themselves against the exterior walls, it didn’t concern me much until the tv lost its signal.  

I don’t mean to sound like I was just trying to ride the system and whittle the hours away watching TV, but I suppose that had been my plan up until that point.  I gave a heavy sigh, staring at the static on the screen until I just turned the damn thing off.  I got to my feet, unclipped the keys from my belt to fidget with them; spin them around my finger and the like, pulled out my phone, and just aimlessly wandered around the cabin.  

As I casually played my bubble popper game while tinkering with my keys like a fidget spinner, I sighed once more when the lights went out.  I could feel the absence of air conditioning almost immediately.  The room got stuffy in a hurry, making me realize I was in for a long night indeed.  

While the storm continued to rage on; rattling the building so violently I almost jumped with every lightning strike, a new sound joined the soundtrack of my first night alone in the cabin.  The scream sounded as though it was right outside, inspiring me to stash my phone and head to the gun cabinet.  

Whether it was from the scream itself, the fact I was alone, or just a bit of inherent fear at the time, my hand was shaking pretty aggressively while I unlocked the door to the gun safe.  I grabbed a shotgun, a handful of shells, and a flashlight from the rack beside the safe, still trembling while I clicked it on.  I exhaled a shaky breath as I softly walked to the window, planning to see if I could make out where the scream had come from before marching out into the storm.  

As I moved to pull open the blinds, the warnings of the chief leaped to the forefront of my mind, reminding me that this very act could be the deciding factor in my future with the rangers.  For a moment, I hesitated, still holding the string to the blinds between my fingers.  I just stared around the room, almost searching for something to guide me one way or the other, but when the horrified shriek echoed for a second time, my mind was made up, be it for better or worse.  

For several minutes I gazed through the glass, unable to make out much of anything.  When the power went out, it had also snuffed out the street lamps, which left me just glaring into the darkness and the rain beating against the glass.  It wasn’t until the world outside was illuminated by a succession of lightning strikes that I finally got my first glimpse of what I assumed to be ‘them’, though that’s not saying much.  

That first flash allowed me to see little more than the rain itself, looking like a veritable hurricane with how heavy and violently it beat across the ground and the cabin.  The second strike revealed something my eyes couldn’t quite register at first, but it was enough for me to focus on that spot for the next one.  When the third lit up the world below, I felt my mouth droop and my eyes widen, when they saw the shape almost silhouetted by the rain.  

The longer I gazed through the glass, the more clearly I could see them, though it was only the one at first.  It didn’t look like anything; only the shape of a large man, accentuated by the water splashing against its body.  After a few minutes, I could see more of them; almost too many to count, just surrounding the building.  They didn’t move, but be it the inherent dread I was feeling, or my denial faltering, I could swear I felt them looking back at me.  

When the shrill scream blended into a frenzied cry for help, I had no more time for staring contests.  Whatever those things were, I had to believe they had no ill intent besides just glaring back at me.  The yelling now sounded as though it was further back into the trees, so I was certain they were not exactly running from these invisible things that just stood in place.  

I ran out into the stormy night, wielding my flashlight in one hand and my shotgun in the other.  I had shoved the extra ammunition into the pocket of my raincoat, but I hoped to God I wouldn’t have to use them.  My heart was racing harder than my feet as I weaved in between the still unmoving, rain-soaked silhouettes, while I half expected them to reach out for me.  To my relief, I was clear of them and cutting through the trees before I knew it.  

The further I sprinted through the woods, the louder the screaming grew, assuring me I was nearing whatever frightened individual had found their way this far up the otherwise sealed off mountain.  My legs almost sent me to the soggy forest floor; skidding to a halt when I finally looked upon the one who continued to shriek.  I felt my limbs shudder more violently than the slender branches shaking from the aggressive wind when my eyes met those of the screaming figure.  

“Help me…” it said in a voice, not unlike a terrified child.  

I couldn’t form anything legible from my mouth, which trembled just as much as my fingers and toes.  

“Save me, mister…” it said, getting to its feet.  

The more it spoke, the more its voice transformed from that childlike tone to something far deeper and hauntingly unnatural.  

“You will help me…won’t you?”

It stood seven feet tall, to my reckoning, though I can’t say I was in control of my faculties enough to make an accurate assessment of such things.  It looked like a skeleton, with pale flesh and slender musculature lining its bones.  Its face was long, with its pointed chin almost touching the top of its chest, even with the neck that appeared just as lengthy as its scrawny forearms.  

When my flashlight slipped from my fingers, I could only make out its features in between flashes of lightning; each one revealing it had neared since the last.  It looked as though its arms and legs had two joints for every one I had, making its staggering movements in the sporadic light even more unsettling to look upon.  

As it opened its mouth wider to reveal thin and pointed teeth, it appeared as though its jaw did not hinge, but simply dropped open as though it had pistons behind its wafer-thin cheeks.  The emaciated and sunken chest heaved as it moved closer, accenting its ribs that seemed to double my own in number.  

Those insanely lengthy legs darted right at me, until I could finally make out the pure and almost shimmering white of its eyes.  There were no irises to speak of; only tiny, round, blackened dots in the dead center of the otherwise milky pool of its gaze.  

“Do something!” a voice in the back of my head yelled out, but I couldn’t convince my paralyzed limbs to move.  

It wasn’t until the thing shrieked out again in that shrill squeal that almost caused my bladder to rupture from within, that I finally forced my body to listen to me.  It reached out towards me with those slender arms shifting in its inhuman angles, while I moved my limb, training my loaded shotgun before me.  

I pulled the trigger, releasing the shotgun spray directly into the midsection of the horrendous creature.  Since I had only managed to take possession of the hand that held my weapon, my inability to stabilize the damn thing before I fired, kicked the gun right out of the fingers that barely gripped onto it.  As soon as the shell discharged, I felt it jerk my wrist and elbow to the side, sending my only weapon to the ground.  

Though the skeletal creature shrieked more aggressively when the shrapnel tore into its gut, it was only momentarily stunned.  My weakened knees dropped me just as hastily to the soggy forest floor as the low-flying shotgun had only moments before, while I watched the torn flesh and tissue repair itself before my eyes.  

“My God…” the voice in the back of my mind whimpered, “what can I do?”

The thing let out another squeal, but it was not one of anguish or pain.  If I had to wager a guess, I would assume it was laughing.  Its arms flailed wildly as it gyrated with its nauseating howl, which only sealed the reality of my fate in the recesses of my mind.  I would not survive this.  

When it settled back down from its fit of maddening laughter, it just stared down at me.  It had me whipped and it knew it.  Hell, I knew it too, but I just couldn’t fathom how to do a damn thing about it at this point.  While I gazed up at it, attempting to accept the inevitability of my mom and sister being able to cash in my life insurance policy, another bright stab of lightning revealed something I hadn’t noticed before.  

Its pale flesh had scars across it; not remnants of tears and gashes, or even shotgun spray to the gut, but symbols burned into it.  Not just any symbol, but the one that adorned the outside wall of the ranger’s station, though these were about the size of a keychain.  

I reached for my belt; my heart racing with the prospect of a possible manner of escape.  A desperate plea of preserving my worthless life that crumbled in an instant when I realized my keys now lay upon the shelf next to the gun cabinet back at the cabin.  

“No…” I whimpered; my heart sinking into the pit of my stomach.  

I exhaled one last trembling breath as the thing leaned over at its lengthy waist, reaching out for me with both of its hauntingly unnatural arms, steadily twisting as they neared.  I could smell the sickeningly foul stench, drifting up from the blackened tips of its fingers as they closed the gap between us, before I closed my eyes, bracing for whatever it had planned.  

When the gunshot rang out, I almost confused it for a violent clap of thunder at first.  As the sticky fluids and grizzled tissue sprayed across me, my eyes blinked back open to see the thing glaring at the meaty stump of its left hand before another bullet tore into its chest.  

“You ok, kid?” Slade said, panting for breath while James and Sarah beat the creature away from me with the butts of their guns.  

I still couldn’t quite produce words; only gazed on as the creature regrew its hand, while each wound inflicted by my colleagues sealed shut before the next.  Once they had it down on its knees, they pulled something from their pockets, pressing it against the flesh of the beast.  

The thing shrieked out in agony from the circular crests burning its skin, leaving that same symbol that hung from my keychain in their wake.  While the injuries inflicted by our weapons faded within moments, those charred into it from the bizarre symbol remained reddened and angry.  

Slade helped me back to my feet before the thing pushed away from my associates, attempting to get to its feet and sprint back into the woods.  When James kicked the legs out from under it, Sarah drew a lengthy machete from her hip.  They moved so quickly; coordinating each attack so flawlessly, that I could barely keep track.  

James finally pinned the thing to the ground, pushing the heel of his boot against the withered chest of the flailing creature.  With one swipe of her blade, Sarah separated that horrendously long head from the slender neck, kicking it to the side like a soccer ball when the work was done.  

I still just gazed on while they severed each limb, before gathering up the dismembered parts in thick garbage bags once it was split apart into easily manageable servings.  Only moments prior, I was certain I would not live to see another day, so I didn’t speak a word while they handed me a few of the bags before helping me back to the station.  

Nobody acknowledged the things only made visible by the pouring rain as we left the trees behind, nor did anyone speak up until we got back into the cabin.  Slade walked down to an apparent basement I never knew about, after tossing the bags down the stairs, while James and Sarah fished some towels from a closet.  Moments later; after the rumbling of something below, the lights flickered back on.  

Some time later, the chief came back up from the lower level, panting slightly as he rubbed his brow with the back of his forearm.  I had no way to know what exactly he did to dispose of the pieces of the creature in the woods, but that was only one of so many questions I had bouncing as round in my mind at the time.  

“Prob’ly shoulda told you about the generator downstairs,” Slade said with a chuckle, giving Sarah a grateful nod for the towel she handed him.  

“Probably shoulda told me a lot of things,” I replied, almost coughing on the first words I’d spoken in what felt like hours.  

“You wouldn’t have believed him,” Sarah said, vigorously rubbing the towel across her thick and wavy hair, “I know I wouldn’t back then.”

James was just staring out the window while attempting to dry himself off, only looking back from time to time to give an agreeing nod or a smile.  Sarah went to the kitchen, coming back some moments later with a tray holding four steaming cups.  

I hadn’t even realized how frigid my flesh was until the hot coffee flowed down my throat.  I could feel its warmth spread through me the instant it entered my mouth.  Slade handed out some blankets, before we all gathered up in the lounge, sitting around like huddled up kids at a sleepover.  

“They can see you now,” he said, gesturing with a tilt of his head towards the window in the lobby.  

“The invisible guys?” I asked, almost laughing at the absurdity of it all.  

“The Watchers, we call ’em, on account of that’s all they do.  They don’t mess with us, and we don’t mess with them, but when they’re out, well, so are the others.” 

He cut his eyes between each of us while he spoke, though I had no doubt the rest of the room’s occupants had been through this speech before.  Still, he didn’t come off as our boss at the time.  The way he talked felt more like a close relative or a dear friend telling a tale.  

“You see, son, this mountain is home to what could be called a weak spot; a flimsy doorway between this world and another.  For some reason, things can’t get through one way or another on any normal day, but when it storms…well, that’s a different story.  Can’t say why, as I’m sure it’s way above my understandin’, but something about the rain opens that door up further.  That’s where we come in.”

“So, what are we, like, I don’t know, the guardians of the storm, or something?” I asked, still fighting back a chuckle at how silly the concept sounded.  

“Hell yeah!” James said with a smile, cutting his eyes at Sarah, “I like that! We should put that shit on a T-shirt!” 

We all laughed at his enthusiastic reaction to an otherwise insane conversation.  If nothing else, that moment of levity allowed the tension in my back to release for the first time in god knows how long.  Once the laughter settled down, the room fell silent.  We all sort of stared into our cups or around the room, but I knew there was more to be discussed, given the nature of what our jobs entail.  

“We’ve all been through something like this,” Sarah said, giving me a somehow compassionate smile, “but we were nearby the whole time…”

“Yeah, we wouldn’t leave you alone on your first storm, it’s just, I guess, part of it, you know?” James said, sounding equally as understanding as Sarah, “You gotta feel alone with it to appreciate what it is we’re protecting people from out here.”

“I don’t know, man,” I replied, giving him a smirk, “I think I still woulda been freaked out if I had a whole damn army with me.”

While we talked back and forth, another question occurred to me.  

“So, if the door, I don’t know, swings open when it rains…I mean, are those things still out there?” 

“Rest of the team is out there right now; will be until the storm calms,” Slade replied.  

“Should we be out there too?” 

“Believe it or not,” Sarah said, “this isn’t a bad one.  Besides, everyone else is out by the gateway.”

“Yeah, every now and then, a stray gets by, but we keep the main group at the door, and the rest of us stay back to catch any that get through,” James added.  

“You’ll get the feel for everything soon enough,” Slade said, giving me a more compassionate look than I thought him to be capable of, “One thing you need to prepare for though: it’s all hands on deck when it storms.”

As the night progressed, they explained more about the doorway, and how it’s up to us to fight back against anything that comes through.  I couldn’t quite understand how something like this couldn’t be left in the hands of some government-run military force, but Slade just said it’s best if those in charge didn’t know about the rips in the world like these.  Yes, I couldn’t deny that it was scary to think of what the powerful people of the world could do with something like this, but could a handful of half-assed trained rangers do enough to keep this concealed?

As it turned out, I was about the only one who was half-assed trained at the time; something that would be remedied very soon.  Before the storm finally calmed down, Slade asked me once and for all if I was ready to be a full-time member of the team.  I was scared; I can’t lie about that fact, but how often does some average asshole get the chance to make a difference in the world?

I told him I was in before the words even left his mouth; something that inspired the rest of the room’s occupants to act like it was my damn birthday or something.  Slade looked downright proud as he clapped me on the shoulder while shaking my hand so enthusiastically that I thought it might just pop right off.  He laughed pretty hard when I said that very thing, and it was only then that I realized I had never seen him smile before this night.  

When the morning crew arrived, they all took turns shaking my hand and truly welcoming me on board, after the chief gave them the news.  They would likely take turns sleeping off the busy night, but that was just another part of the routine I had to look forward to.  When I finally got back to my home just a little while later, I passed out as soon as my head hit the pillow.

“A decision has been made, yes?” the stranger in the dark asked.  

Once more, all I could see was that wide smile, but be it due to the veil being lifted from my eyes, or just the simple fact that this was our second meeting, I was a bit more apprehensive about his presence this time.  

“It has,” I replied, with confidence in my words.  

“Then you have found your place?”

“I believe I have.  Yes.”

Just as it had the last time we spoke, the rain began to trickle down around us.  I looked to my hands to see the pools of crimson forming upon my palms, before I glanced back up to that unwavering grin.  

“A storm is still coming…”

“I survived the last one.”

“That was nothing; just a taste of what is yet to come…”

“And what is any of this to you? Who even are you?” 

“You will see soon enough.”

The laughter that erupted from that oversized mouth after those last words broke free from it, damn near caused me to retch over the side of my bed when I, once more, found myself sitting straight up, gasping for breath.  I plan to ask Slade and some of the others if they’ve experienced any strange dreams featuring this unusual individual, but I’m sure it’s nothing more than my subconscious, getting carried away with my new outlook on the world.  

I still have a lot to learn, and the guys pretty much guaranteed that my training is going to be far removed from a simple walk in the park, but I think I’m prepared for it.  I am most certainly intimidated by what else could be out there, just waiting for us in the storm, but I hope I’m strong enough to handle it.  

Slade told me they’ll have a local tattoo artist come to the station within the next few days, to hook me up with the same ink they all share; that symbol that hangs from the keys I’ll be damn sure never to be without again.  I hope to find out what this symbol is, or at least what it represents, but that’s only one of the many things I have yet to learn.  

Depending on how things go with my training, I’ll try to post more soon.  Just rest assured that the next time the heavens open wide, cleansing the world below with its ferocious storm, we will be out there; lending a hand to keep the other side from breaking through.  It may not be what I originally signed up for, but I think that, for the first time in my life, I have truly found where I belong.  Be it for better, or for worse, well, that remains to be seen.  

In the Darkness, She Still Burns

When Jacob Housley turned up dead, it didn’t take long for me to hear about it.  Just about everyone knew everyone, back in the old town, and I was more than familiar with the Housleys.  Well, I used to be, anyway.  

Jacob was one of my fathers closest friends–almost an uncle to me in my youth.  Though I hadn’t seen him for many years, when my childhood friend, Tony called to tell me the news, it still knocked the wind out of me.  

I had moved out to the city, right after graduating high school, working a few jobs, here and there, to carve out my own life, free from my father.  We were never exactly close, but after my mom walked out on us, things only got worse between us.  

After many attempts to settle on a career choice, I took some classes to become a private investigator.  I’ve been doing this for a good six years, by this point, but it feels like what I’m supposed to be doing.

I have a good relationship with the local police department–something that makes life so much easier, in a profession like this.  While I mostly deal with cases involving cheating spouses, some fraud, and neighborhood thieves, I’ve been told that I’m a natural at this.  

I can often tell when people are being truthful or not, while clues to my investigations practically fall into my lap, sometimes.  It’s hard to explain, really, but I know when I’m on the wrong track, no matter how much things may, or may not add up at the time.  

I think that’s what motivated me to head back to the small town in which I was raised, to look into the death of my childhood, adopted uncle.  I won’t say that I don’t have faith in the local law, back home…okay, that’s exactly what I’m saying.  

Whether they didn’t care, or were just completely inept, Mayberry PD came off like the fucking FBI in comparison.  Not that anything particularly noteworthy ever happened when I lived there, of course.  

Still, my lack of faith in their investigation skills aside, I had such an intense need to know what happened to Jacob Housley.  My only apprehension was in potentially having to reach out to my old man, as he was the only person I knew to be particularly close to Jacob.  

Honestly, I can’t even recall the last time we spoke, let alone met in person.  I have visited my old stomping ground a few times over the decade or so I’ve been gone, but only to touch base with some friends.  I should probably feel bad for not checking in on him sooner, but he lost those privileges a long time ago.  

Jacob almost seemed a polar opposite to my father at times.  He actually treated me like a human being, for one.  While my dad generally made sure to keep me at arms length.  Of course, the more he pushed me away, the more I wanted to get away, and never look back.  

I booked a hotel room, on the outskirts of town, spending the first day just settling in, and making a few phone calls.  Like I said: it’s not a big place, by any means, but there were still a few good spots, right off the interstate.

Daryl Gently–quite the fitting name for the completely indifferent sheriff, who had been in that position since before I left, was not particularly forthcoming with any details concerning the death.  What he did, I suspect, inadvertently let me know, was that the fire which consumed the house did not appear to be accidental.

I had a feeling about that–that his premature demise was likely the result of foul play.  I suppose I wouldn’t have felt compelled to head out this way, if I believed it to be just a simple electrical fire.  Still, whether he meant to share these facts or not, Gently’s indication that this was no accident assured me that I was on the right track.  

With or without the sheriff’s blessing, that would be my first stop, the following morning–the remains of the home in which the old family friend perished, along with all of his worldly belongings.  He had once shared the place with his wife and daughter, who was like a sister to me, but they walked out on him, some years before I left this town behind.  

I was thankful for that, if for no other reason–that he was alone when the building was reduced to ash and cinders.  I still keep in touch with Sarah, who still feels like a sibling to me, but she doesn’t seem to think too highly of her father.  Of course, that’s something to which I can relate, even if I do have very different memories of her old man.  

I felt my breath catch in my throat, when I pulled up alongside the ruined structure, still concealed behind the yellow tape–the sight of the house in which I had played as a boy, completely unrecognizable.  

I just stood there, next to my car, gazing at the charred wood and ash, my jaw dropping involuntarily.  I was so mentally checked out, I didn’t even notice the car pulling up on the other side of the road.  But when the siren sounded one time, my senses collided with my mind again, spinning me in place.  

Gently just glared at me, with his driver’s side window rolled down, shaking his head with an expression of parental disappointment on his face.  It would seem that he was well aware that I would not simply leave this alone, with his dismissal of my request to look into this.  

Regardless of that, I gave him a pleasant enough smile and a nod, climbing back into my car.  He didn’t move until I did–likely to make certain I would leave the scene behind, but I wasn’t about to walk away from this.  

If anything, his adamant refusal to allow me to just look at the damn place, safely and legally behind the yellow tape, only made me more determined to find out what happened here.  

Taking one final glance at the crumbled and burnt structure, I gave a complimentary wave to the elderly sheriff, before easing back down the road.  His intervention only fueled the theory which had been building in the recesses of my mind–that there was a conspiracy here, or some sort of cover up.  

Whether this was the case or not, when I took that last look at the remnants of the home of my adopted uncle, those indescribable instincts assured me that I would find no answers there.  Still, I couldn’t quite get a read on where I should go next, as effortless as such things have been, since I began my career as a PI.  

Perhaps it was simply my connection to the house, as well as the town itself.  I can’t deny that my thoughts were cluttered, my mind uneasy about being back here, under these circumstances.  No, I had to get my head right, if I hoped to find my next lead, with or without the aid of the local police department.  

I spent the next few hours driving around with no destination in mind.  Not only should a relaxing drive allow my mind to wander a bit, but this was part of my process when I didn’t know where to turn.  

Though it’s difficult to articulate–how these inspirations creep up on me, the best way I can describe it is that this is my bloodhound stage of investigation.  I can’t say what it is, whether some sort of mental itch, or simply allowing my thoughts to categorize themselves while I focus on the road.  But it’s not unlike a dog seeking out a specific scent.  

With my head in the clouds as I drove aimlessly, I would rely on my dashcam and gps to paint a picture of my travels, should nothing strike me, as I plundered on.  Even after I felt as though I had toured the entirety of my home town, a number of times, I didn’t feel the slightest itch or twinge.  

Ultimately, after hours spent spanning the streets, suburbs, and back roads, I returned to my hotel room, having picked up some fast food to ease the grumbling of my stomach.  Flipping on the television, and sitting on the surprisingly cozy bed, I hoped the distractions would settle my erratic thoughts as I indulged in my well earned meal.  

No matter how much I tried to focus on the movie on the screen, something was nibbling on my subconscious–like a distant voice I couldn’t quite make out.  I knew there was something I was missing, even with having absolutely no evidence to go on.  

I’d felt this before, or at least a watered down version of it.  Like something hiding in plain sight, just out of view.  Whatever it was, as I had to force my waning appetite to indulge, it was obvious I would not be able to distract myself–not until I at least understood my next step.  

I had grown both restless and exhausted, though I knew that sleep would not be in the cards for me anytime soon.  Stashing the remainder of the meal I couldn’t finish for the time being, I pulled up the GPS on my phone, to track my hours of weaving from one road to the next.  

In some ways, given that uneasy feeling in the back of my mind, I wasn’t surprised about the recurring steps in my aimless driving.  Still, that didn’t make it any easier to accept where I would need to visit, to unlock the next chapter in my investigation.  

It looked as though I had driven past my father’s house a total of five times, during which my mind had been so distant, I didn’t even realize I was on his street.  Though I could chalk this up to the fact that it was the house I grew up in, potentially guided there by that subconscious need to go back home, I hadn’t considered it a home for a very long time.  

My father could barely stand to look at me, after his wife left, pushing me further and further away with each passing day.  I was around twelve when she walked out, though my memories of that are sort of vague.  I do remember her well, and how she had that way of making me feel like the most precious part of this world.  

I felt like I was everything to her, as she was to me, when I was a kid.  I can’t even describe how much it fractured me when she left.  The fact that she didn’t speak a word to me about what she was planning was just as perplexing as it was hurtful.  

I simply woke up one day, and she was gone.  It was almost like she had never even lived in the house, with how quickly my old man seemingly vanquished the place of all of her things.  Of course I don’t really recall her having much in the way of material belongings.  

I won’t say that my dad was exactly a loving parent before she departed our lives, but I do recall him smiling more.  He would tell me that it was my fault that she left, for being such an unusual child over my younger years, though those memories are hard to locate.  Naturally, regardless of what I could or could not remember, he continued to point his finger at me for everything that brought him misery afterwards.  

While he was never physically violent with me, he made certain that I knew what a curse I had been to his life.  Somehow; though, I made it through those times with no lingering damage to my self esteem or inner worth.  I always had a confidence in myself that he couldn’t shake, no matter how hard he tried.  

My old man had only two passions in his life: the church, and the bottle.  He still kept his faith in his god–honestly to a fault, but that wouldn’t stop him from getting hammered just about every single night after my mom took off.  

The more drunk he got, the more vocal he was about how I looked, in his eyes.  I know he was hurting–even at a young age, I could see that.  But, after she bailed on us, he acted like I was some sort of demon, haunting his once happy home.  

He would drag me to church, every damn week, spilling the gospel all the more when we got back to the house.  While a lot of my memories of those years are somewhat foggy, I’ll never forget how he looked at me.  That hatred and resentment in his eyes.

I never felt alone or abandoned, though–even while hiding out in my bedroom, attempting to avoid my father’s attempts to make me suffer.  A child’s mind can be scarred so easily, when shown such resentment by those tasked with raising them.  But I only became all the more independent, and driven to escape his endless negativity.  

It’s as if there was a dense cloud of melancholy surrounding the man at all times, which only left me so much lighter when I left.  Leaving that house behind, once and for all, was like bursting through the surface of the ocean, after being lost to the sea for years.  

It was that fog of misery, even more than the resentment, that inspired me never to return to that place.  That’s also what was making me all the more uneasy about having to return, should I hope to get to the bottom of what was really going on in this town.  I swear I could feel it creeping back up on me, as I sat on that hotel mattress, my skin trembling from the thought of what may lie ahead for me.  

Sometime, during the night, as I fought to sleep away my old ghosts, the thunder beyond my window sprang me from the bed, almost gasping for breath.  It felt like the knowledge that I must face my father had summoned the storm itself–his inherent disparity presiding over this damned town.  

As I rolled back over to allow my weary mind to drift away once more, I felt the most intense sensation of being watched.  I sat straight up, the blanket pouring from my suddenly shivering frame, cutting my eyes to the window on my right.  

Even with the curtains closed, the lights from the parking lot revealed the slender silhouette, standing right in front of the glass.  I couldn’t make out any features, but I didn’t need to.  I could feel the eyes burning into mine, as though I was locked into a dead stare with whoever was out there.  

Snapping my drowsy and erratic mind back to the here and now, I leapt from the plush mattress, snatching the revolver I had set upon the nightstand.  I didn’t break my gaze from the haunting shadow beyond the window until I reached the door, throwing it open, and springing from my room.  

I felt the textured grip of my gun trembling in my hand with the sight of only the vacant, second floor landing before me.  Cutting my head from one side to the other, seeing no trace of anyone or anything, other than the occasional vehicle drifting by the hotel, I felt almost disconnected from my body.  

As I turned to head back into my temporary living quarters, taking one last glance at where I was certain someone had stood, glaring in at me–that’s when I noticed the footprints.  Crouching down and running a finger across the blackened shape of two, slender, bare feet.  I could smell the smoke embedded into the sooty residue on my finger, before I registered what it was.  

With a quick jaunt back to my nightstand to grab my phone, and a sheet of paper, I snapped three shots of the prints, as well as the ash upon my fingertips.  I would often see strange things upon reawakening, with one part of my mind still honed in on whatever dream I had been entertaining.  I needed proof that this was no hallucination.  

Before heading back in and locking my door for the night, I brushed some of the ashy substance onto the paper sheet, folding it up for safe keeping.  With no friends on the police department here, I wasn’t sure if I’d be able to convince anyone to run some tests on it.  But something told me to hold onto it–that itching in my mind convinced me of that fact.  

Once I lay back down again, after slipping my pistol beneath the pillow to my left, I kept stealing glances at the window.  With how erratic my thoughts had been when I attempted to pass out before, I knew it would be a far less simple task to drift away now.

Fortunately, I had remembered to bring my over the counter sleeping pills, which had become my go to remedy for those sleepless nights, when an investigation cluttered my thoughts.  Granted, this one was far more potent than the average adultery case, but I hoped that doubling my regular dosage would get the job done.  

I didn’t even realize I had indeed dozed back off, until my alarm brought me back to the waking world.  Well, somewhat, anyway.  Between the interrupted sleep, and unwelcome visitor, prior to knocking back the meds, I almost felt hungover.  

With my head so loopy, I chose to fall out for a few more hours, hopeful to have as clear a mind as possible, before facing my father.  I knew he would prey on any weakness he saw in me, avoiding the questions to which I needed answers, as much as humanly possible.  

It was a little past two in the afternoon, when I blinked my eyes back open.  I was still a bit dazed, but I knew I couldn’t afford to waste the day–not with so much weighing on me.  I had to get this out of the way.  I had to face my father, if I hoped to clear the clutter, and get my instincts back on track.  

My stomach was in knots as I drove the all too familiar roads to the house in which I grew up.  Having not eaten much the previous day, and my appetite still having not returned enough to even attempt breakfast, the anticipation of seeing my old man only aggravated my churning gut all the more.  

I just sat in my car, parked in front of my long since abandoned home, attempting to motivate myself to move.  I didn’t so much as glance at the house–just gazed, blankly through the windshield, my weary mind attempting to organize the erratic thoughts.  

When my pensive daze was interrupted by such an aggressive pounding on my driver’s side window, I thought the glass would shatter.  I felt my blood flow stop cold with the sight of my father glaring down at me.  

He didn’t speak, only continued to stare on with that all too familiar resentment in his eyes.  As I unclasped my seatbelt, took a deep breath, and prepared to get out of my car, he turned his back to me, strolling toward the open front door of his home.  

While I reluctantly followed a ways behind him, he cut his eyes over his shoulder–I assume, to be certain I was coming along.  He didn’t exactly invite me in, as he crossed the threshold, but he left the door open for me.  

I felt my legs attempt to give out beneath me, the musty scent of the old place slapping me across the face even harder than the bitter nostalgia, as I walked in.  I just stood in the doorway for a moment, placing a hand against the frame to stabilize my involuntary swaying.  

“Close the door!” he called out in a clearly pissed off tone.  

After regulating my spinning head, to a point, I continued on to the dining room, keeping my eyes fixed on the ratty carpet.  Whether it was being in my dad’s presence, or the vision of the house in which I had not stepped foot for years that had my heart racing so bad, I thought it best to maintain a bit of tunnel vision for a time.  

“Heard you was back,” he said, pulling two beers from the fridge, “didn’t figure you’d come to visit or nothin’.”

“I heard about Jacob,” I said, as my old man took his usual spot at the table, sliding one of the bottles toward me, “I had to come check it out.” 

“Gently’ll find who done it…ain’t no need in you…”

“Gently can barely track down his fucking car in the parking lot.”

“You’ll watch your mouth, when you’re in this house, boy,” he said, glaring up at me with contempt.  

He was never a fan of swearing–claimed it was against God’s commandments, and all that good stuff.  Even when I was forced to read his precious Bible, when I was a kid, I can’t say I ever found the part that said, ‘Thou shalt not say ‘fuck’ a lot’, but I was skimming, at best.  

“You don’t get to tell me what I can and cannot say anymore,” I replied, coldly, “but I’ll try to control my potty mouth.” 

He just gave a heavy sigh, before chugging down half of the chilled beer in his hand.  

“What’d you come here for? Whatcha think I can give you that the police can’t?” 

“They won’t give me anything.  Besides, you know…well…you knew Jacob better than anyone.  Did he have any enemies?” 

“Enemies!?” he belted with a condescending laugh, “you ain’t in the big city, boy.  Ain’t no one got enemies ’round these parts.  Besides…I don’t know Housley like I used to.” 

“Pushed him away too, huh?” I said, more than asked.  

“What’s that s’pose to mean?” he said, slamming his bottle on the table, “I didn’t never push you, one way or the other! You…”

“Seriously!? All you did was push me! After Mom left, you…”

“What in the name of Pete did you ever know ‘bout yer momma!?”

“What did…? She was the only one who actually wanted me in this house! I knew her better than you ever let me get to know you! All you showed me was contempt!” 

“Your mom hit the road when you was still in diapers! Yeah, I’d catch you playin’ house, like a lil girl–pretendin’ she didn’t up and leave us, but I ain’t never even showed you a picture of her!” 

“You are fucking delusional!” I scoffed, “if it wasn’t for her, I would’ve grown up to be the same ignorant, goddamn prick…” 

I don’t even know when he got to his feet, but when his hand smacked across my face, I could barely form a rational thought.  

“You ain’t gonna blaspheme in MY house!” 

My mind suddenly flooded with such an erratic collage of imagery, I felt my body flop to the chair beside me.  

“There ya go, bein’ a lil sissy again.  I didn’t even hit you that hard, and you’re actin’ like you’re dyin’!” 

It was like that hit realigned the gears which had been shifted in my mind, the fog that hid away excerpts from my past dissipating, while I fought to regain my focus.  

“You live in a fantasy world–always have! Your momma was the same way.  That’s how I knowed you was just the same as her.  That you was as corrupt as her.  That you was as unclean as her…” 

I blinked my eyes, battling to hone in on the world around me, rather than the imagery panning across the surface of my mind.  I glanced at my old man, who was only inches from my face, still raging on.  

While I looked at his reddening skin and hateful gaze, my mind’s eye revealed a seemingly endless stream of this very expression from my youth.  I jerked my head to the side as I felt him strike me again–not in the present, but the much smaller and far more defenseless child I once was.  

I cut my eyes to the stove, to see the spiderwebbed cracks across the glass door, upon which he had rammed my head when I was just a boy.  I pushed my old man away from me, while he still screamed at me through gritted teeth.  

Staggering to the living room, I saw the splits in the drywall, against which he had pushed me, the chip on the coffee table, that earned me sixteen stitches across the back of my scalp, and the door frame he had snapped my forearm against.  

It was all coming back–everything my trauma had hidden from me.  I suddenly and vividly recalled every single beating.  Every wound he had inflicted.  Every scar I had never questioned before.  And every single thread, sewn into the tapestry of my hatred for the son of a bitch who raised me.  

With my mind, still in chaos, and my old man, still following behind, yelling at me, I was on him before I registered it.  He finally shut his mouth, as his whole body trembled beneath my grip as I snatched him by the collar, ramming his back to the same wall against which he had slammed me, splitting the drywall all the more.  

I couldn’t even form words as I glared into his suddenly horror-stricken eyes, but I didn’t need them.  He could see the truth reflected in my gaze.  He could see that I remembered everything he had put me through.  

“You put me through hell,” I said, matter of factly, when I relocated my ability to speak.  

“I…I was tryin’ to save you…” 

“Save me!? I was a child!”

“You was her child…” 

“I was yours too…” 

“Ain’t no part of me in you,” he said, spitting with words.  

I rammed him harder against the wall, battling my urge to thrust my fist through his face and into the sheetrock.  He coughed, his legs buckling beneath him, but I wouldn’t let him drop.  

“Is this why she left? Did you beat her too?” 

“I never…I couldn’t…”

She had protected me from him, or at least attempted to–I realized that now.  That was until she left, of course, which only made me feel all the more betrayed.  She left me to be tormented.  While I can fully understand why she would bail on him, why wouldn’t she take me with her!?

I finally released my grip, allowing the bastard to fall to the carpet.  I backed away, still trembling from head to toe, while he shivered on the floor, staring, wide eyed back at me.  

“You’d better be glad that she made me better than you.  That she taught me, better than you,” I said, lowering myself to the floor across from him.  

“She didn’t make you nothin’, boy…you never knew her! You ain’t never seen her face, ye hear me?”

“I remember her face…I remember her love…I remember that she was the only person in this house who made me feel wanted.” 

“You need help, son,” he said, with a heavy exhale, and strangely compassionate voice, “she left when you was six months old…ain’t no way you ever even met her…”

“Bullshit…she tucked me in every single night, until she left.  She would sing me to sleep, when you left me in tears.  She would tend to the wounds that you inflicted.  I remember it all now.  You can’t…”

“It ain’t…true…” 

“Okay.  You say she left when I was a baby.  Whatever.  But I know she was with me, even if she snuck into the house when you were passed out drunk.  Before you ran her off for good, anyway.”

“You don’t understand…you need help, boy…” 

“No, you don’t understand! She was the only thing that kept me going, back then! You’re a fucking monster! She actually…”

“She’s…dead! She died before you lost your first tooth!” he screamed, tears spilling down his face.  

“Bullshit! I know that…” 

“She was a troubled girl, son.  I…I tried to help her, but she just pushed me away…I know I was hard on you…I…I’m sorry…but I didn’t want you to…”

“What did you do to her? I said, getting back to my feet.  

“I didn’t do nothin’, son…she…she killed herself.  They found her body in the woods.  She hung herself out there, where no one could stop her.  She…had problems, kid.  She was disturbed in ways that I didn’t know how to fix, but…but, I tried.  Lord knows, I tried.”

There was a sincerity on his face I had never seen before.  It looked as though his heart was shattering, as he trembled before me.  But, I knew she had been in my life–that she was a significant part of my childhood.  I couldn’t even begin to wrap my mind around what he was saying.  

“Tell me…tell me everything,” I said, reaching a hand to the broken man on the floor, helping him back to his feet.  

He glanced at the deep split in the wall, and back to me, shaking his head, before leading me back to the dining room.  Grabbing another beer from the fridge, he gave a nod to the chair opposing him.  I took my spot, wrapping my trembling fingers around the bottle awaiting me.  

My father glared at the drink in his hand, as if seeking advice from the brown, tinted glass.  I didn’t speak, only stared at his tilted head, granting him some moments to gather his bearings.  Maybe ten minutes passed by, before he began to talk.  

“Your momma wasn’t never like other folks.  S’pose that’s what drawed me to her, back then.  There was somethin’ about her that just cast a spell on anyone that met her.  Hell, I reckon I was head over heels from that first glance.”

He chuckled, softly, with an expression I had never seen.  It was both happy and sad, but kind and compassionate.  I didn’t even know his face was capable of anything other than rage and bitterness.  

“When you was born, I ain’t never seen no one look at anyone, the way she looked at you.  I kinda hate to admit it, but I was a bit jealous.  The love in her eyes for you, was so far beyond anythin’ she’d ever showed me.  S’pose I sorta resented you for that.  Didn’t realize it at the time, though.” 

He wouldn’t look up from his bottle, even when tipping it to his lips.  I could see the shame on his face, though.  

“We started fightin’ a lot, over them first months of your life, and I just knowed she was gonna leave me.  The bond between the two of you was more intense than anythin’ I’d ever knowed.  Every night, she’d sit beside your crib, fallin’ asleep beside you, leavin’ me alone in the bed.”

“One mornin’, right outta the blue.  I woke up, and she was just gone! Didn’t leave a note.  Didn’t even take her things with her.  At first, I figured she’d just run into town for a spell, but she never come back.  Days went by, and she just…she just didn’t come home.” 

“I looked for her.  Filled out a missin’ persons report, and damn near lost my mind over weeks of searchin’.  But couldn’t never turn nothin’ up.  That was until some months later, when some hikers found her decomposin’ body, strung up to that tree branch.” 

Tears were spilling down his face, as he continued his staring match with his beer.  I almost wanted to feel bad for him–to get up and hold him, to ease his heavy heart.  But I couldn’t shake the feeling that he wasn’t telling me everything.  

“I’m sorry I took it out on you,” he said, finally cutting his watering eyes to mine, “I knowed it wasn’t your fault, but I was hurtin’.  I was angry…so damned angry! I saw so much of her in you…the way you acted.  The things that you’d say and do…that look in yer eyes…” 

The borderline swearing caught me more off guard than the seemingly endless river of tears.  I started to get to my feet, my mind battling to find a way to forgive him for the hell he put me through.  But, before I had the chance to weigh my doubts about his words, with the sudden ache in my chest, a knock at the door put an end to this brief moment of bonding with my old man.  

He smeared the sleeve of his shirt across his eyes, as he got up from his chair, glancing at me momentarily with an expression I couldn’t quite read.  I just stayed where I was, while he approached the door, still attempting to calm my trembling extremities.  

At first, I assumed it was likely to just be a neighbor, or someone from his church–visitors who would be neither my business, nor my concern.  But, when I heard the familiar, shaky voice of sheriff Gently, I suddenly felt inspired to keep my breathing shallow, to make out what was being said.  

“There’s been another fire, Dale,” the sheriff said in a harried voice.  

There was some whispering, before the door closed, the voices growing much more muffled and hard to make out.  I crept closer to the door, but still couldn’t make out any details about who, or where this blaze had consumed.  

Something that seems quite clear about this; though–the death of Jacob Housley was certainly no accident, though I already suspected that much.  Between how shaken Gently seemed, as well as the sudden need for secrecy between him and my old man, I knew that they both knew more than they were letting on.  

As I heard the doorknob jiggle, likely from fingers wrapping around it, I hastily returned to my place at the table.  I started fidgeting with my phone, and sipping from my beer, to play the part of one not concerned with the conversation I wasn’t meant to bear witness to.  

When my father returned, looking shaken and pale, he didn’t give me a chance to ask any more questions.  

“I have to head out for a spell.  Best for you to go,” he said, dismissively, not so much as making eye contact.  

I just looked at him, still reeling from the things we discussed about my mother, the memories I had locked away, as well as curious as to the nature of this most recent fire.  

“Come over tomorrow,” he said, finally gazing into my eyes, his welling up again, “we’ll talk more…if you want.”

Whether that was due to the things we still had to discuss, or what the sheriff told him, I couldn’t read.  But I chose not to dig for answers.  Of course, that didn’t mean I wasn’t still going to seek them out.  

Gently was still standing outside when I left, completely ignoring me as I walked past him.  As I hopped into my car, I could feel the eyes of both the sheriff and my father glaring at me–likely to ensure I was indeed leaving, before they headed out.  

Though I planned to follow them, I had to make them believe I was washing my hands of this.  They surely wouldn’t hit the road until I was well out of view.  Having no idea which direction they would be going, I would have to both get out of their sight, and remain close enough to pursue them.  

This was one of those circumstances in which I would have to fully rely on my instincts.  Sure, I could park off to the side of the road and wait for them to pass by, but if they were going in the opposite direction, I would be shit out of luck.  And I was pretty damn certain they would be following the path opposing the one I took, as I eased back onto the road.  

After I took that first left, securing myself out of their direct line of sight, I pulled into the old gas station, just past the old neighborhood.  I neither filled my tank, nor did I gaze out at the road.  I just closed my eyes, with my hands still gripped around the steering wheel.  

The traffic passing by was sporadic, but I wasn’t distracted by the cars coming and going–not when I allowed my mind’s eye to enter its bloodhound stage.  Though I had only heard the sheriff’s truck once or twice, it had a very distinctive rumble.  Distinct enough for me to know it had not passed by the gas station.  

While it had only been maybe five or ten minutes since I left the old house behind, I knew they wouldn’t waste much time after I was out of the way.  As I suspected, this had to mean they had gone the other way.  

My eyes blinking back open, I hit the gas, heading back in the direction from which I had come.  Sure enough, there was no trace of Gently’s truck, or anyone lingering in my old front yard.  This was when I really needed to be on my toes.  

I didn’t hesitate as I continued on through my old man’s neighborhood, nor did I allow myself to take a second guess when I took the right at the first stop sign.  When I neared another fork ahead, again, I didn’t give myself a chance to make a choice, just followed whichever way my steering wheel veered.  

Though I didn’t want to earn any unwanted attention, I sped faster than I normally would on these roads.  Yes, even after all these years, navigating the old town was still deeply embedded in my muscle memory.  But I wasn’t trying to get pulled over by some deputy do-right either.  

Still, I had to catch up with those I was tracking, and I had no doubt they would likely be abusing the speed limit themselves.  When I saw the shadow of a vehicle ahead of me in the distance, highlighted by the aura of the setting sun, I knew I had located my target, even if I couldn’t make out the slightest detail, just yet.  

With that, I slowed down a little.  Not much.  Just enough to match the course they were setting.  I couldn’t allow them to make out which vehicle was behind them either, though I was sure they would have no reason to suspect that I had found them.  

For a good fifteen minutes, I followed behind, matching each turn they took, losing sight of them for only moments at a time.  When they finally pulled over, next to the treeline of the woods near the city limits, I eased over, finding a spot to nestle my car behind the brush.  

Though it appeared that any firefighters or ambulances had already vacated the area, light plumes of smoke still drifted from the trees.  Even traveling on foot now, attempting to keep my steps as silent as possible through the dried leaves scattered across the forest floor, this gave me a definite course to follow.  

I can’t quite say how long I had been traversing between and around the trees, when the erratic voices met my ears.  But when I passed through some of the scorched brush to see the charred remains of a crumbling cabin, I dropped to the ground to avoid the gaze of the two who stood before it.  

Between the water still dripping from the structure and the wind brushing the surrounding leaves, I still couldn’t make out what they were saying.  The sheriff appeared to be falling apart, almost as much as the scorched frame of what was left of a house.  

My father looked to be attempting to calm him down, while clearly shaken himself.  As he gripped Gently by the shoulders, slapping him across the face, I grew aware of another sound off in the distance.  

While the only remaining evidence of the blaze that consumed the small cabin, was the dissipating smoke, drifting from the charred wooden planks.  I could swear I heard the crackling of fire somewhere else nearby.  

With the two I followed out here having seemingly shifted from shocked to angered, pointing fingers at one another, while raising their voices, I understood that I couldn’t advance my investigation until they had moved on.  Not with the ambient noises around me muffling even their rage filled words.  

I edged back a little, making sure that my movements wouldn’t grab their attention, though they appeared quite singularly focused on their argument at the time.  Once I felt I was far enough away to move more freely, I followed in pursuit of the crackling sounds.  

With the sun having gone down, it was no easy task traversing the forest, though the moon above did make things a little more clear.  Still, every time I felt like I was nearing that unsettling sound, it seemed to move further out.  

I had been clumsily stalking through the dense woods for maybe a good twenty minutes or so, when I noticed the flickering illumination ahead.  I quickened my pace, worried that both the sound and the glow would move further out by the time I could reach them, but that wasn’t entirely the case.  

When I pushed through the denser woods, passing into a wide clearing, both the crackling and the illumination just stopped.  The moonlight shone as a spotlight on a charred circle in the dead center of the clearing, with a lone, wide, but skeletal tree looming over it.  

A long, thick branch protruded from the tree, directly above where the ground looked to have been set aflame, and I found my extremities trembling from the sight.  My whole body was shivering as I approached the eerie patch of scorched land, my heart racing all of a sudden.  

As I stood there, my gaze shifting from the forest floor, to the skeletal tree, I felt tears begin to trickle down my face.  I couldn’t convince myself to move, like I was strangely paralyzed by the sights before me.  That was until I heard the rustling and harried voices behind me.  

My frantic mind colliding back with the reality around me, I practically sprinted to the nearest bushes, leaping into them in hopes of not being discovered.  When I saw a very frazzled Daryl Gently emerging from the trees I had passed through only moments ago, my thoughts were so scattered, I didn’t even realize what was different about him at first.  

It wasn’t until the next individual followed behind him, when I felt my breath catch in my throat.  Jacob Housley looked almost just as I remembered him from my youth, though his movements were erratic, and his face pale and strangely horrified.  

Both of the men were talking over the other, panicked and frenzied voices that overlapped in a way I couldn’t make out a word.  They kept looking back to where they had entered, when three more people pushed through the trees.  Two of which caused me to audibly gasp, clutching at my mouth.  

A woman, in a long, sleek, black dress, with her wrists bound by duct tape, and a burlap sack over her head, was clutched by the grasp of two other men.  One–a tall, but slender man, with a ratty, brown beard and a feathered mullet.  And the other…my father.  But not the man I had followed out here.  Not the man who had been worn down by life and years of alcoholism.  

I barely remember this version of him–a large and muscled man, with fine, blonde hair and a neatly trimmed goatee.  I hesitantly got to my feet, understanding that the events I was witnessing were not actually taking place before me–not exactly, anyway.  

I moved in closer, as they pushed the screaming woman to the charred patch of ground, my skin trembling as though the temperature had plummeted.  My body shook all the more violently, when my old man pulled the sack away, revealing the tear filled eyes of the one who always found a way to make me smile, when life got too heavy.  

“Why!” she cried out, shuffling herself to her knees, begging for a reason for this assault.  

Any more words she could offer were cut short, when my old man’s boot met her face, toppling her back to the ground.  He gave a nod to the trembling Gently, who pulled the pack from his back, tossing it to Housley.  

“You sure about this, man?” Jacob said, his words as shaky and strained as my mother’s.  

“I…I saw her…” my father said, his voice cracking as tears trickled down his face, “I saw her tryin’ to conjure the devil in my son’s bedroom…” 

“NO!” my mother screamed, “you don’t understand!” 

“I don’t understand!?” he barked, “I don’t understand that you was makin’ incantations by his crib!? That you was circlin’ a pentagram and lightin’ candles!?” 

“It was a spell of protection! To keep him safe!” she bargained, but he wouldn’t hear it.  

“You heard her!” he said, darting his eyes between the others, “you heard her admit it! That she was doin’ spells!”

Housley just gazed at her, shaking his head from side to side.  Gently pulled his crucifix necklace from around his neck, kissing it, and gripping it tightly.  The other guy just muttered under his breath, walking back to my father.  

“Thou shalt not…” my father stuttered, pulling the coiled rope from the backpack, “thou shalt not suffer…a witch…to live…” 

My mother screamed all the more as the three men held her in place, while my old man slung the rope across the thick tree branch.  She gazed into his eyes, as he pulled the noose around her neck, no longer battling against those who still held her down.  

She would not break his stare, even when all four of them grabbed the rope, pulling her up by the neck, and tying it around the trunk.  She didn’t writhe when the oxygen was restricted to her lungs, nor did her expression reflect any hatred…only the pain of one betrayed, so grievously.  

Part of me wanted to run to her–to pull her free of her bindings, and the rope that steadily choked the life from her.  But I knew these events were nothing I had control over–not now.  I only fell to my knees, sobbing upon the dead leaves, while the four men squirted my mother down with lighter fluid.  

They each lit their own match, tossing them at her from a distance safe from the blaze, as it began to consume her.  They watched on still, even as they backed away.  She still didn’t scream.  She didn’t beg.  She still did not break her gaze from her husband, even after her eyeballs leaked from their sockets.  Even when the rope snapped, leaving her burning on the forest floor.  

I glared contemptuously into the eyes of this memory of my father–a memory that was not mine, but one I would never forget.  I still wouldn’t tear my eyes from his, until he and his now panicking mob fled back through the trees, leaving me alone with the crackling fire to my back.  

I can’t say how long I lingered there, kneeling on the ground with my expression somber, and tears still trickling down my face.  When I finally got back to my feet, reluctantly turning to the flames consuming the ghost of my mother, she was no longer lying on the forest floor.  

Standing there before me, the vibrant, flickering, orange glow of her eyes, gazing into mine.  Her hair was nothing but flame, almost being tossed by the gentle breeze, the blaze coursing across her arms, and down her back and legs.  

The expression on the face, unchanged from the loving smile I would look upon as my youthful eyes drifted away, was so kind.  She didn’t speak–only outstretched her arm, gesturing for me to approach her.  

There was no hesitation in my steps, as I paced toward her, the flames retracting as I drew near, leaving only her pale skin, and the blackened, soot-lined flesh from her shins to her feet.  I threw my arms around her, while she returned my embrace, both of us shedding tears over the years and memories of which my father had robbed us.  

After a time, she pulled back, her palm tenderly encasing my cheek.  I saw fragments–flickers of days gone by, revealing more about the craft my mother had practiced in life, and my father’s reaction when he discovered who his wife truly was.  

She never used her gifts to harm, only to help those she cared for.  While she had performed some rituals for her husband’s benefit–health, success, peace of mind, he clearly could not differentiate such things.  All he could fathom in his closed, little mind, was that she must be in league with the devil himself.  

I somehow recalled the day she returned to me, after the night her husband left her smoldering in these very woods.  To me–a toddler, with no concept of even the average, day to day world around me, I only saw the woman who gave birth to me.  The one who adored me, like no other.  

As the years passed, I grew more aware of how I would always know she would arrive, when that glow flickered outside my bedroom window.  Though her skin was unnaturally pale, and her eyes that vibrant orange, these aspects of her never seemed unusual or out of place to me.  

Her dark hair defied gravity, always blown by absent wind.  Her dress was blackened and charred, as were her bare feet and legs, but all I ever registered was the love she expressed.  

It’s strange, though.  Even though I remember her sending me to sleep with exhilarating tales of fantastical adventures, when I was a kid, it would seem that she no longer had the ability to speak.  Not out loud, anyway.  

I saw one last vision, playing across my mind’s eyes–that of an older man, wearing a long robe, and a large crucifix around his neck, who my old man invited into his home.  

While my father had cursed the craft of his wife, he apparently had no problem with the ritual this man performed in his house–the one that prevented my mother from ever entering again.  

Whether or not he denied that I could have met the woman who gave birth to me.  It would seem that he was well aware that something uninvited had entered.  Something he found a way to deny entry.  

As my mom backed away from me, the flames reemerging, and surrounding her once more, I heard her whispering directly into my thoughts.  

“I love you too, mom,” I replied to her unspoken words.  

Once more, after she faded from before me, I found myself alone, staring at that charred patch of ground.  I felt the rage coursing through my veins, as I began to walk back in the direction from which I had come.  But I did not keep my movements stealthy this time.  

Daryl and my old man were still bantering back and forth, when I pushed through the trees, surrounding the still smoking cabin.  They both stopped talking the second they saw me, with Gently uttering threats, and reaching for his gun.  

My father did not say a word, only gazed into my hate-filled eyes, his lower lip quivering slightly.  Whether he could see in my expression, that I knew what they had done–what he had done, so many years ago.  Or he was just caught off guard by my sudden arrival, I’m not entirely certain.  

When I pushed past the sheriff, even his words stopped short when my fist met my dad’s jaw, dropping him to the ground.  He just glared up at me, with shock and guilt in equal measures, etched upon his now swelling face.  

I didn’t linger.  I didn’t stay to have a chat, or ask questions to which I already knew the answer.  I just continued walking back to my car, speeding away from those damned woods, and the two who would be facing my mother’s justice soon enough.  

Though I had no reason to continue this investigation anymore, the hour was late by the time I reached my hotel room.  With the day’s revelations bearing down on my body and mind, I was beyond exhausted.  

I felt filthy, worn down, and broken.  My mind was reeling, while my heart ached for the life I could have had, and the one who was stolen from me.  But, I knew these were things I couldn’t change.  Not anymore.  

I just turned on the television in an attempt to distract my weary thoughts, passing out within seconds after dropping onto the fairly cozy bed.  

Though I hadn’t paid much attention to the time when I nodded off, I still felt groggy and barely coherent when my ringing phone awoke me, early the following morning.  

“Daryl’s dead,” my old man said, his voice trembling, “the station burned down last night…he was alone…everyone else had gone home…He…he didn’t have a chance.”

“And?” I replied, coldly.  

I can’t say I had ever cared for the sheriff.  But, after what I had learned about the night my mother ‘left’, I sure as hell wasn’t about to shed any tears over this.  

“Reckon…reckon I’ll be next…”

“Likely so.” I said, matter of factly.  

“Would you…um…can you come by the house…one last time?” 

“I have no reason to ever see you again, old man.  Besides, I’m headed back home today.” 

“Please, son…please, just let me explain…” 

“Explain? Are you fucking serious!? Explain why you murdered my mother–your wife!? Why you treated me like a goddamn demon in your house?” 

“Please…just…just consider it a dying man’s last request…just…”

I hung up on him before he had the chance to attempt to guilt trip me over his own sins.  Yes, there were answers I still didn’t have–chapters of the story of which I was still unaware.  But I had nothing left to give.  Not to him.  

Some days after returning to my home in the city, I received word about my childhood home having burnt to its foundation.  Whether my mother had indeed found a way to enter, after all these years, or perhaps, he had granted her entry, to finally account for his sins, I can’t say.  

Maybe she didn’t have to step inside, setting the blaze from the exterior, but it doesn’t really matter.  Justice, it would seem, has finally been served.  If nothing else, I would imagine the series of mysterious deaths which haunted my old stomping ground should likely be over now.  

I took one last trip out that way, a couple of months after the dust settled, and life returned to normal, or whatever would qualify as such.  I didn’t go into town, though.  I had friends whom I would catch up with another day, but not this one.  

It didn’t take me any effort to find that clearing in the woods again, regardless of the fact I had only visited that area once before.  I knelt down beside where that no longer charred spot, beneath the ancient tree, had already begun to sprout new life.  

Respecting her craft, after spending a good deal of time over the previous months researching it, I asked the old tree for permission, before carving into its bark.  My mom never had a tombstone, nor any record of her death.  But I hoped that the inscription I left behind would serve as a reminder that she lived.  

‘Here lies the final resting place of Mary Elizabeth Lancaster–my beloved mother, and friend to mother earth.  As above, so below.  As within, so without.  As the universe, so the soul.  I love you, mom.  Rest well, and in peace.’

The Beast of Christmas Past (Christmas)

He came in the night, that bitter Christmas Eve.  I suppose ‘it’ came in the night would be more fitting, but I haven’t ruled out the possibility of it being a man; not yet anyway.  Yes, there was nothing human about him, but if I allow those thoughts to linger, I’ll never get out of this institution.  

Yes, it was a man who killed them; it had to be.  There’s no such thing as paranormal or supernatural creatures.  At the time, sure, I was convinced he was an it, or something that couldn’t be rationally explained away, but I cannot allow those thoughts to take root again.  It was only my youthful imagination that made him seem so beastly.  That’s what Doctor Ross told me.  

This year marks the tenth anniversary.  A whole decade has almost gone by since my family was slaughtered in my childhood home.  If nothing else, I wasn’t held responsible for the crime, even if I was the last man standing, so to speak.  Even with that being the case, there was no way that a small-framed, skinny eight-year-old kid could have done those things; they couldn’t deny that.  

My recollection of what I witnessed that brutal night didn’t help, mind you.  It did; however, land me in this god-forsaken facility for the remainder of my formative years.  At the time; after it happened anyway, I was hysterical.  A state that was only intensified by their disbelief in what I told them.  

I just couldn’t understand it, you know? Why wouldn’t they listen? I knew what I saw; what I felt! I did not doubt that creature took away everyone I loved…I thought that was the case anyway.  Of course, I’m fully aware that these images that still cut into the back of my eyelids were nothing more than the trauma of seeing such a thing, especially at such a young age.  

I know it didn’t happen how I remember it.  That’s what I’m supposed to believe.  

I know, these ramblings probably make it sound like I’m exactly where I belong; where I must remain until I truly understand what’s real and what isn’t.  Ross told me to write it all down, so I could see with my own eyes how preposterous it sounds.  Perhaps that will allow me to move on; deal with my loss and rejoin the world once more.  

Maybe then, I can get past this and learn to push away the scars etched upon my subconscious; to see for myself what is and what isn’t.  

Maybe then, I can see the truth of things.

Maybe then…I can go home.

Late December 2012.  That’s when it happened.  My parents weren’t exactly well off.  They would still scrimp and save every penny they could to ensure my sister and I had at least something under the tree, but that wasn’t a big deal to us.  Katie was twice my age, but she would still get excited around the holidays, even being a cynical and sarcastic teenager.  

My folks both worked pretty grueling schedules, so I was left in my sister’s care most days.  Sure, we’d bicker sometimes, as siblings often do, but I looked up to her and I loved her.  That’s how it was, right? Yes, I loved her and my parents.  They were everything to me.  

My mom worked mornings at a local diner, while my dad had a second-shift job at a nearby factory.  There were days I would only see one or the other, depending on overtime and such, but they were always attentive when they were home.  Well, that’s what parents do, isn’t it; take care of their children? 

Though we didn’t have any illusions about who set the presents under the tree, as our parents never pushed the seasonal mythology on us, we were always grateful for what they bought us.  It was more the time together I cherished; far more so than whatever I would unwrap Christmas morning.  It was the only day of the year both of my folks would outright refuse to work, even if bills were piling up.  

I remember feeling so warm when I laid down to rest that night before the big day, just knowing they would be there when I awoke.  I think…no…no, that’s not right.  My father was upset about something that night.  Yes, I struggled to sleep; tossed and turned until I finally passed out.  I was crying about something.  Is that right? What was it that had me so worked up?

No, none of that matters.  This is about the stranger who came calling.  Sure, my memories may be a bit shuffled around, given what happened, but we were a loving family; always were.  Whatever happened before that night doesn’t matter.  I was asleep when he arrived if that’s the proper word for it.  It was more like he crash-landed in our home.  

I don’t know what time it was, but it sounded like the ceiling was caving down around me.  It jarred me awake; left my mind reeling from the shock of it.  I was scared to leave my bedroom.  I just sat upright with the blanket pulled up to my chin, shivering as though the temperature in the room had plummeted.  Of course, it had done that very thing; I could see my foggy breath pushing around the fabric as I huddled for warmth.  

It was Katie’s screaming that convinced me to crawl under my bed.  I’d heard her yell over the years; shouting in anger or frustration, but nothing like this.  My bladder almost gave out, just from the sheer magnitude of it.  It was like she was trying to add words to her wailing fit, but only gargles and howls made it through.  

I heard my parents’ bedroom door open…no…no, it wasn’t my parents’ door, it was my father’s.  He and my mother had separate rooms; they hadn’t shared a bed in years.  I can’t remember why.  It was likely just the different shifts they worked.  Yes, that was probably it.  They didn’t want to disturb one another; that makes sense.  

When his door opened, he yelled out, spilling curses and cocking his shotgun.  Katie was still whimpering, but it was weaker, like she was tiring out or something.  The intruder laughed when my dad threatened him; told him he’d fill his guts full of lead if he didn’t let her go.  Something hard hit the wall, tumbling to the floor after.  

The shotgun discharged…I heard the shell fragmenting as though it hit a steel door, while the stranger let out another laugh that was so shrill; so heartless, and free of actual levity, that I pushed my hands to my ears, so hard I thought I may just squash them both.  

Over and over again, the gun went off, but the invader still just cackled like a madman.  I could hear the heavy footsteps across the floor, ending right outside my door.  My father shouted again, but it didn’t stop the man from pushing through my door, splitting and shattering the wood.

It opened out; I remember that much.  He could have easily pulled it open; it was never locked…wait.  It was locked many nights, but not this one.  He slammed against it, raining splinters across the bed I hid beneath.  

I was crying; wailing out as my sister had.  I could see everything now; everything that happened next.  While I still cowered beneath the box spring, I couldn’t not stare through the open entryway, though I begged my eyes to turn away.  They ignored my mental pleas, remaining peeled open to gaze at the gruesome sight beyond the threshold of my room.  

My dad charged at the man…no, it wasn’t a man.  Yes, it was; of course, it was.  He was wearing a costume or something.  That’s what deflected the shotgun shells.  That makes sense.  Though I could only see his legs at first; those worn leather, buckled boots, with matted white and mud-speckled fur lining at the top, my curiosity overruled my senses.  

No, they weren’t boots…they were hooves; wide, chipped, and jagged hooves.  That can’t be right.  Yes, they were boots; boots shaped like hooves at the bottom.  They were just part of the costume.  Part of the facade.  

Before I realized it, I was pulling myself forward, closer to the end of the bed, to get a better view of what was going on.  He was taller than my door frame.  I could only see up to his shoulders through the opening.

He was wearing a Santa Claus outfit; a filthy, torn, and stained one.  The sleeves were twice as long as all of the images I had seen of old St.  Nick, with thin, boney fingers hanging almost a foot past the ragged cuffs.  It had to be some sort of costume, but I could swear the fingers moved as if they were real, though I knew that was impossible.  

It had to be some sort of prosthetic or extravagant mechanical prop that made his arms double the length of any I had ever seen, but when one of them raised past the view of what I could see beyond the door, I could hear those elongated fingers crunch into something.  My father’s agonized shriek coincided with that horrendous sound before he was pulled back towards the stranger in the red and white suit.  

When my dad came into view, just beyond where my door used to be, I slapped my hand to my mouth to muffle the scream I couldn’t even hope to hold back.  Christ…the entire slender hand of the stranger was impaled through the side of my father’s chest.  He wheezed and coughed, likely from his lungs filling with the same blood that gushed from his trembling mouth.  My god, I can see it so clearly!

He was attempting to swat at the stranger; swinging the shotgun he still held, but there was little force behind his strikes.  He…didn’t have any strength left.  When the intruder raised his other boney hand to my dad’s face, my old man let go of his weapon, attempting to pull away the jagged fingernails as they tore into his flesh, carving deep ditches into his cheeks, with strips of his flesh peeling away behind them.  

My father squealed from the shock and pain of his skin being shredded, but the fingers did not pull free until they reached his midsection.  I was gasping for breath, violently trembling at the sight of him dangling from the outstretched hand that was still pushed into his chest when I finally saw the face of the creature…the man in the costume, as it leaned in to look my dad in the eye; the one that had not been split in two, anyway.  

His face was thin, with sunken cheeks that were so shallow, I almost thought they were holes in his flesh at first.  The stringy beard that hung from his chin to his navel was smeared with just as much muck and gore as the rest of his suit, while the large, wide, and circular eyes seemed to flicker like headlights shining upon a cat in the darkness.  His brow protruded an inch or two from his head, with two uneven horns curling in opposing directions; the left one twice as long as the right.  

The image is as clear as day; as though I’m looking that monster in the eye right now…the man in the mask.  Jesus…it had to be a mask, right? 

When he turned to face me, I felt every drop of blood drain from my body as he winked and smiled; his dried, split, and chapped lips peeling away from the jagged and uneven teeth.  As he opened his mouth as though to laugh once more, his tongue sprang free like the tentacle of a Kraken being freed from its cavern, slapping against my father’s face.  

It wriggled into the hole he had torn into my old man’s cheek, pushing through the other side, before pulling back, splashing thick saliva and gore across the railing of the stairs.  He did not break the gaze of those haunting eyes from mine as he held up two of his long fingers as though he were making a peace sign.  

He allowed me to focus on them; the sickeningly yellow skin, wrinkled with boils and pockmarks, before he swiftly pierced them into my father’s eyes, bursting the one that had still been in one piece, before pushing through the back of his skull.  My bladder let loose, just like it feels like it wants to do right now.  I could barely fathom it…what I was watching.  

“Naughty, naughty,” he said in a disturbingly soft and almost pleasant voice as he dropped the corpse of my dad to the carpet.  

He glanced back at me before continuing his stroll down the hall, breaking through my mother’s door as he had mine.  I desperately wanted to pull myself free and run from my room, out into the street to scream out for help, but I was frozen! I couldn’t convince my body to move, I just lay there, cowering and crying, feeling hopeless; feeling useless.  

My mom’s shrieks were the most painful of all to hear.  That shrill and high-pitched sound still echoes against the inner walls of my subconscious to this day.  I could hear her battling against him in vain; her legs and arms pounding against the walls and floor as he dragged her from her bedroom.  

There was a snapping sound, followed by another squeal; something I assumed to be the first assault of the stranger; well, the first after pulling her from her bed anyway.  I would see, when he dragged her to my doorway, that the fingernails were peeled back on several of her fingers, where she had attempted to grab onto something as he pulled her from her haven.  

Once more, I would have to watch her suffer as her husband had, put on display for me, like some demented puppet show, with my doorway being the stage.  He did not cause her as much suffering as my father, but he did not show her any mercy either.  

As he held her outstretched before him, one hand gripping tightly onto her shoulder, the other dancing its fingers across her chest and stomach as though he was typing a long number into a payphone, each poke digging into her flesh, tearing away chunks of meat on their swift exits.  I tried again to shut my eyes and hide away from this awful sight, but I couldn’t! Dear God, I couldn’t even turn my head!

She howled louder with every pierce of her skin, retching across his arm in the process.  This did not break his focus, though he growled in a strange sort of rippling sound, as though he rapidly tapped his Adam’s apple while he moaned.  It was a sound that almost caused my gut to rebel as my bladder had.  

With blood now dripping to the floor, trickling from each of the numerous wounds he had jabbed into her, he just stared at her as she wept.  I could tell she was weakening as her husband had only moments before, with her arms hanging limp at her sides.  I could barely differentiate my sobs from hers as we both shed tears over this brutal invasion of our home.  

“STOP!” I yelled out, gasping for breath between my hopeless wails, finally convincing my body to do something I demanded.  

“NO MORE! LET HER GO! PLEASE!!” 

He did as I asked, dropping her to the floor at his feet.  He just stared back at me again, those unwavering and hauntingly bright eyes cutting through my own.  We shared that gaze for what felt like an eternity, and while I was certain my blood would be splashed across the walls any moment now, I would not look away; I couldn’t look away.  

“Naughty,” he said softly, as he raised his hoof…his boot, slamming it hard upon my mother’s head, crumpling it like a potato chip bag before my quivering eyes.  

I screamed.  I screamed louder and more frantically than I ever knew myself to be capable.  A primal rage unleashed within me, as I pushed myself forwards, breaking free of my loosely constructed, protective shell, charging towards the beast…the man who stood in my doorway.  I knew I couldn’t beat him.  I knew he would tear me to shreds for having the nerve to wage such a pitiful assault, but I didn’t care.  

I slammed my fists against him as soon as I was close enough, though my punches were about as effective as a soggy spitwad.  I just kept swinging and yelling, cursing and kicking until I simply did not have enough energy left to continue.  

He didn’t block my attacks, nor did he return any of his own; he just glared down at me, even after I fell to my knees, gasping for breath, my shirt soaked from the tears and my pants drenched from the fear that kept me confined for so long.  

“Nice,” he said, his lips widening into a disturbingly long smile that pushed his shallow cheeks into loose wrinkles at his ears.  

He lifted his hand, causing me to wince at the terror of my bloody end coming any second, but he just patted the top of my head.  Holding his elongated fingers across my scalp, he peeled open my shirt with his other forefinger, tearing through the fabric as though his fingernail had a razor blade tucked beneath.  When the claw dug into my chest, I knew this was it.  

I bit down, finally closing my eyes and fighting as hard as I could to resist releasing another shriek into the night as I felt my skin tearing, and my blood leaking down my stomach, but it was over before I even realized it.  I still kept my eyelids sealed as tightly as I could, readying myself for the following attack, but it never came.  

I hadn’t even realized the hand had released from my head, as I was so tensed up and shivering all over.  When I allowed my eyes to reopen, I saw no trace of the man who had invaded our home; only the bodies and trails of blood he had left behind.  

When the blue lights flickered from outside, splashing their strobing illumination across the house I still knelt frozen within, I finally caught sight of Katie’s broken body, folded backward in the center, laying next to the split drywall.  I was still mentally vacant while a blanket was draped over me, as a man lifted me from the floor, carrying me down the stairs and out of the blood-soaked house.  

It took some days for me to speak again; allowing me to tell them what I had witnessed that Christmas Eve, but they didn’t believe me; not about the creature anyway.  They told me that it was a man in a costume who had broken into our home, somehow splitting the chimney down the center as he forced his way in, but this was something I was not willing to hear at the time.  

From what I was told, I became frantic, lashing out and attempting to attack those who had only hoped to help me.  That, along with my disillusions about what I had seen that night, earned me a stay in this very facility, where I have been since the night my world was torn apart.  

We were a happy family.  My father loved me, as did…wait.  No, he didn’t, did he? He blamed me for his marriage falling apart.  So did she…all of them.  Katie yelled at me when my dad moved into the guest bedroom.  We had a guest bedroom…Wait, this isn’t right.  

No, it was his fault for mom leaving.  The guest room came later after she gave him a second chance.  Yes! He hit me.  He hit mom too.  Katie, though, no he would never hurt her.  She was his first; the only child he wanted.  Mom only wanted one too…I was some sort of fluke.  She had her tubes tied, I wasn’t supposed to happen; that’s what she told me.  

Oh God, she was the one who turned on me first; mom resented what I did to her happy home.  That’s right! I was just a kid! What the hell…how could I be responsible!? She yelled at me; said I was a curse on their happiness.  She always just stood by while he beat me, until one day, he was so drunk, he turned on her too! 

Katie and me; we were friends until she kicked him out.  She told me it was my fault; that I should’ve just taken my licks like a good boy.  I would stay in my room; just stay out of sight as much as I could, but they’d still yell at me through the door.  When dad came back, he wasted no time in reminding me how worthless I was.  

That Christmas Eve, I couldn’t take it anymore…I made a wish…I asked for this! I didn’t pray to God, or wish for Santa to make it stop hurting…I begged the other one to take them away.  It wasn’t a man.  No.  It was never a man.  

I was too small to fight back; too weak to stand up against them, so I turned to the only one I hoped could set things right.  I know what the K carved into my chest stands for now…the scar I will wear for the rest of my life as a reminder.  

I was the one who summoned Krampus to our home that Christmas ten years ago.  Oh, God.  It was me who killed my family, even if it wasn’t by my own hands.  

Is this a breakthrough, or just further proof that I’m crazy? No.  I’m never getting out of here; not with what I know now.  Even if I tell them everything, they’ll never believe me.  

I deserve this.  I wanted so much to go back home, but I didn’t understand…I am home…I am exactly where I belong after all.

A Series of Life-Changing Events

What lengths would you be willing to go to if you lost that which made you whole? Something that made you complete.  The very thing that gave your life meaning.  How far would you go to get back that which was taken from you? 

I was a painter.  It was my passion, and it meant more to me than anything else in my pitiful existence.  Since I was a child, nothing gave me more pleasure than when I traced my brush across the canvas.

Of course, when I was a kid, that amounted to little more than crayons scribbling across the pages of my coloring books, but we all start somewhere.  

As the years passed, I no longer drifted outside of the dark outlines of the playful puppy dogs or rainbow covered field settings.  I even began lining my own creations upon the blank pages of the sketchbooks my mother would purchase for me.

As I grew, my art grew with me.  By the time I reached the age of sixteen, my artistic age was far ahead of my physical one.  My teachers were astounded by my works that far exceeded their own talents, and by eighteen, I was sought out by some of the better known art galleries in the country.  

I never attended college, as I was already earning far more than the average graduate could even hope to attain.  With the fortune I received from even my initial submissions, I was able to purchase a gorgeous house for my mother, and a rather pricey loft apartment in the city for myself.  

I never cared for the concept of fame, so I would sell my paintings under a number of aliases.  My agent frowned at the concept as she considered the name more important than the product, but I never was one to seek the attention of others.  

It took some convincing, but she finally backed off and allowed me the freedom I required.  Regardless of the name assigned to my works, the demand for them was high.  Gallery owners from coast to coast would beg my agent for more information as to the true identity of the mysterious artist, but she respected my wishes and never broke her promise to keep my name concealed.  

I was a multimillionaire by the time I reached twenty-three, and nobody outside of my small circle of friends had the slightest idea who I was.  Mine was a life to be envied, though my only concern was my passion for the craft.  

It was on the eve of my thirtieth birthday when my dreams were stolen from me.  I generally walk the streets of the city, or take the occasional taxi to get where I need to go.  Being something of an introvert, I did not spend much time among the public, but there were times that I enjoyed sharing some company.  

I met with a handful of close friends at a restaurant close to my apartment.  We spent the night reflecting on days gone by, and the plans we had for those to come.  It was a very pleasant evening, and we would not part ways until the hour was late.  

My solitary walk back to my home should have only taken twenty minutes at the most, but the stranger who pulled me from the path I walked had different plans for me.  

He demanded anything of value I had on my person, after he became angry at the absence of cash in my wallet.  I offered him my watch and the cufflinks I wore, but he did not appear convinced that they were worth as much as I had suggested.  

He became infuriated that I had little more to offer him, so he took it upon himself to beat me with the sawed off shotgun he had held on me.  After my face was sufficiently swollen and torn, he spent some time kicking into my gut as I lay bleeding on the ground.  

In my final plea to the man, I pulled off my watch and held it out in front of me as I begged him to yield his attacks.  He appeared to consider this bargain as an insult and he fired his gun at the hand I held outstretched.  

I stared in horrified shock as my hand blew apart before my eyes, while spray from the blast tore into my arm, shoulder and neck.  I could not find the ability to scream out as I gazed upon the shredded tissue and jagged bone where a hand used to reside.  

The shot awoke an array of sounds from neighboring apartments and animals that inhabited the area.  Within moments, the flickering blue lights of a nearby patrol car inspired the man to flee and leave me where I lay, bordering on catatonia.  

I will not get into much detail concerning the following months of multiple surgeries and psychological assistance.  The only information relevant to the story I am telling is the degree of the injuries I sustained that night.  

The tissue damage that my arm and shoulder had suffered was significant.  Even after multiple surgeries, I had very limited movement across the entire limb, not to mention the hand that was now absent from my wrist.  There was no saving that as it had been completely ruined by the blast.  

I attempted to train my left hand in the art that had been effortless to my right, but that was a losing battle from the start.  I spent millions in my quest to restore what I had lost, but that only proved to bring me closer to destitution.  

I had lost everything in the world that brought me joy, but my inability to produce my paintings was the most intolerable of my losses.  Though I was still far from poverty, the addictions I developed threatened to bring me closer to that very state.  

It was the pain pills at first, but after they ran out, I sought compensation.  Heroin was the next logical step, as it was opioids that began my transition from a barely functioning adult, to a drug addicted burden of a man.  

My friends and family attempted to intervene in my self destruction, but I rewarded their concern by forcing them out of my life completely.  I considered my life to be unworthy of salvation as I throttled deeper into despair.  Nothing mattered to me other than numbing the pain that my existence had become.  

It was some five years after the attack that ripped my life apart that I became the victim of another life altering event under the moonlight.  I rarely left my apartment anymore, but I still had necessities.  One of which was intoxication.  

I had been frequenting the dingy corner tavern for some weeks before that night.  Though track marks still lined my arms, my medicine was not quite treating my anguish as it used to.  Of course, I still maintained the addiction, but alcohol would prove an efficient secondary method.  

I had sufficiently obliterated my motor functions by the time the bartender recommended that I leave before he called the police to drag me out.  I staggered my way to the door and out into the night.  It was late and the city was mostly asleep as I hobbled through the streets.

“Could ya help a guy out with a bite to eat?” A voice beckoned as I walked past a row of vacant properties.

I could barely focus my eyes on the man who sat upon the steps that led to the doorway of an abandoned storefront.  

“I don’t hove any clash,” I slurred, holding my one working arm out to the side for stability.  

“Ain’t gonna cost ya nothin’,” the man replied, getting to his feet.  

“Don’t half flood either,” I replied, still struggling to form words.  

“I beg to differ,” he replied as he snatched me by my shirt collar and pulled me toward him.  

Though my body was numb and my head loopy, I was well aware of the sharp teeth that penetrated the already scarred tissue of my neck.  I felt him drain the blood from the holes he formed before he pushed me to the ground after taking in little more than a mouthful.  

“Ugh!” He sneered as he coughed out the blood he just drained, “I could tell you were a drunk, but a junkie too!?” He spat.  

I struggled to gather myself up while holding my shaking hand over the open wound.  

“Bleagh, it tastes awful! What the hell is wrong with you!?” He exclaimed, wiping off his tongue with the bottom half of his shirt.  

“Wrong wiff me!?” I slurred, staggering back to my feet, “You’re the one furging blighting purple!” 

“I’ll never get this taste outta my mouth,” he said, mostly to himself as he scraped at his tongue.  

The man turned around and started to walk away, still muttering under his breath.  

“Aye, wait!” I cried out as I hobbled after him.

He ignored me and just kept walking.

“Just flinnish it!” I screamed, forcing one leg in front of the other to the best of my ability.

“Kill me you chiggen split!” I yelled as loud as I could.

He finally stopped and turned to face me.

“You couldn’t pay me to drink another drop of that tainted syrup running through your veins!” He growled.

“Please!” I fell to my knees, “Please just end it!” I begged in the first legible sentence I had spoken for several hours.  

The man just stood in place and glared at me.  It was impossible to know what he was thinking, but his furrowed brow appeared to soften as he looked upon the pitiful lump of broken human flesh before him.  

He slowly paced back to me as I sobbed on the ground.  After a moment, he crouched down in front of me.  He wrapped his fingers across the top of my head, and pulled my face up to look him in the eye.  

“I was like you once,” he said, turning my head from side to side as though he were looking for an expiration date.

“Just killed me,” I whispered.  

“That really what you want?” He asked.

“I can’t go on like this,” I said, holding up my one hand while struggling to raise the other wrist to meet it.

“Someone messed you up real good,” he remarked as he grabbed my right wrist that used to end in five fingers.  

The man reached out to the open wound he had chewed into before.  He ran a finger across it before slicing into it with his fingernail, tearing the hole wider.  I could feel the blood freely flow down my shirt and the idea that my pain was almost over brought me more joy than I expected

“I’m gonna do you a solid, friend,” he said as he ran the same fingernail across the palm of his other hand.  

As fluids spilled from his hand, he wrapped it around the fresh opening in my throat.  He just held his hand there for a moment, while he dug his other hand into the inside pocket of his coat.  He pulled out a small card and slipped it into my jacket pocket.  

“When your head clears up some, you gimme a call,” he said, patting his hand on the pocket he had just inserted the card into.

“We’ll talk about you doin’ me a solid in return,” he pulled his hand away from my neck and stood up.

“Fair’s fair, and all that,” he said as he turned around and continued on the path he started before.

By the time the stranger turned the corner and left my sight, my head had begun to grow more foggy.  I felt my neck to assess the damage, to see only a hint of blood on my hand.  Feeling dejected that my worthless life would be continuing, I raised myself up from the ground and made my way back home.  

Almost as soon as I walked through the doorway to my apartment, my throat began to burn.  I staggered forwards, reaching up to the wound and fell to my knees for the second time that night as an unbearable agony screamed from inside my gut.  I clutched my stomach before reaching back to my scoulding throat.  I felt my useless arm shiver and twitch as it attempted to reach out with fingers it no longer had and I shouted out and cursed my life until I fell into an unconscious state in the middle of my living room.  

I’m not entirely sure how long I was out for, but I felt quite remarkable when I awoke.  Not only did the complete absence of a hangover surprise me, but I didn’t even feel remotely stiff from having slept on the hardwood floor.  

I immediately headed to the shower after realizing I was incredibly filthy.  I repeated my normal pattern of not regarding myself in the mirror, as I could not stand to look at what I had become, though somehow, I did not feel consumed with self hatred at the moment.  

After getting myself cleaned up, I couldn’t help but notice the complete lack of a wound on my neck, when I took a reluctant glance at my reflection.  There wasn’t even a scratch! On top of that, some of the scarring from the shotgun spray was gone from around that area too.  

For a moment, I thought I may have dreamt the events that left me passed out on my living room floor.  It wasn’t until I retrieved the card from my jacket pocket that I convinced myself it was no delusion of my sleeping subconscious.  

I picked up my cell phone to place a call to the mysterious individual who had both chewed on and healed my throat, to see that the date showed it was two days later than I would have assumed it to be.  My low battery indicator was blinking since it had apparently been some time since it was last fed.  

After a while, my phone was charged enough to place the call that would hopefully grant me some answers.  The fact that I had not even sought out my bag of, shall we call it ‘medication’, was a mystery in itself.  It had been a long time since I had allowed my sober mind to be free from a drug induced state for so long.

The conversation was short.  The individual, who now introduced himself as Reginald Linus, arranged for me to meet him at a warehouse downtown after nightfall.  He gave me no insight to the nature of what this meeting would entail, nor did he grant me any explanation to the events that had transpired between us before.  

It was sometime after nine when I arrived at the abandoned building.  The place appeared completely deserted, and there was no entrance outside of the large dock door that stood open.  I walked in to see little more than a wide open space that indicated no signs of life in the building.  

“Lookin’ good, friend,” Linus said as he strolled out from the darkness.  

“It would seem I have you to thank for that,” I replied.  

It was my first time really seeing the man with clear vision.  He looked young.  Maybe mid-twenties at most.  He had short, spikey, dark hair, and he was pale.  Paler than anyone I had ever seen.  I looked tan next to him, and I was a drug addicted recluse that only left my apartment to feed my habits and necessities.

He waved his hand for me to follow him.  There were no lights illuminating the path ahead, but I could see everything as clearly as if the roof was missing and the sun shone down from above.  I followed the man across the empty warehouse, until we came to a door at the back of the building.  

We walked into another open area that was more lit than the room we had just left.  Six more individuals were sitting on couches, or leaning on the counter at the back area.  There was a pool table, some arcade machines and a variety of different styles of chairs and sofas.  There was a large tv mounted to the back wall which currently had cartoons playing on it.  

“Another stray, Linus?” An attractive brunette called out from the couch.  

“You’re still my favorite, Katie girl,” Linus replied with a wink.  

“What is all this?” I asked, looking around the room and at its inhabitants.  

There was a tall, muscular bald man at the bar, a pretty African American girl beside the brunette on the couch, two thin, brown haired men, who looked little older than eighteen, and another man whose face I could not see as he had his head down on the bar.

I could assume that the brown haired kids were twins, or at least brothers, as they favored each other greatly.  Everyone but the guy passed out on the bar stared at me with a host of suspicious expressions on their faces.  

“This, here, is my pack,” Linus said with his arms spread out beside him.  

“Pack?” I asked, curious as to what qualified them as such.  

“You gotta know what’s goin’ on by now,” Linus stated with an unsettling smirk.

“Your neck’s all healed up now.  That ain’t exactly modern medicine y’know?” He continued.  

I knew what he was getting at.  The way he had bitten into the flesh of my throat.  The fact that I showed no signs of any tissue damage after the introduction of his blood into mine.  It wasn’t difficult to put it all together, but I was unsure if I was ready to admit it just yet.  

“So, if what you’re saying is true,” I said, suddenly feeling far more nervous than I did before.

“If becoming like you healed my neck,” I continued, 

“Then why…” I couldn’t quite finish the sentence.  I just moved my ruined arm as much as I could and looked down at it.  

“You ain’t exactly one of us just yet, friend,” Linus said.  

“You gotta have one good meal before it really takes hold of ya,” he continued with a mischievous smile.  

Finally the veil was completely lifted from my eyes.  I knew exactly what he meant by ‘one good meal’.  Maybe I was fooling myself to think that one little blood transfer would put humpty dumpty back together again.  

“If I have a good meal, as you say,” I said, feeling a trembling develop under my skin.

“Will it make me whole again?” I asked, holding back the welling in my eyes to the best of my ability.  

“Ain’t exactly that simple, friend,” Linus said after studying my face for a moment.  

“Those injuries are long since healed, ya see?” He continued.

Of course not, I thought.  I hung my head as sadness began to creep back up on me.  I wasn’t completely sure if I was willing to go to such lengths; to feed on another person to repair my broken body and mind, but I had hope for a moment.  

“I said it ain’t as simple as takin’ your first bite, friend.  Didn’t say it wasn’t doable,” Linus smiled widely as he spoke.  

“Huh?” I replied, genuinely lost for words.  

“The wounds are old, kid.  You wanna new arm outta the deal, you just gotta make ’em new again,” he said.  

“H-how would that work?” I asked, suddenly struggling to form words.  

“Lot easier than you’d think,” he replied.

“Of course, if you ain’t interested, you can just turn around right now and you’ll be back to your old self before ya know it,” he said, with a half smile and a shrug.  

My thoughts were scattered.  Was it really possible I could be my full self again? That I could possibly regain some manner of a grip on my old life? Would my necessity to feed on the lifeblood of others be a burden I could live with if I chose this path? Questions.  Too many questions.  

“What about what I owe you?” I continued, fearing that I would be getting more in debt to this man.  

“We’ll get to that soon enough,” he said.

“I mean, would this add to that?” I felt selfish in my request, but I already feared what my payment would be for just a taste of the life I could have.  

“This one’s on the house,” he said, with an expression on his face I could not read.

“Besides, you ain’t no good to me like that,” he gestured to my twitching arm.  

“So, um, when? I mean, how? What do I need to do?” I stammered out a mess of irrational questions at once.  

“Does that mean you’re in?” He asked, tilting his head and giving me a sideways look.  

The temptation was too great.  My life had been meaningless for too long.  I couldn’t bear the idea of returning to the needle and the bottle, just to be able to barely cope with the burden of life.  Whatever it takes.  I didn’t care anymore.  

“I am,” I replied, holding my head up, mimicking pride in my decision.  

“When can we start?” I asked.

“No time like the present,” Linus smiled with sinister purpose in his eyes.  

He gave a nod to the big guy at the bar.  The hulking man walked over to me and wrapped his thick arms around my body and left arm.  I struggled to break free, but his strength far exceeded my own.  

“What the hell!?” I exclaimed.  

“Katie girl, be a dear and go fetch a little somethin’ from the pantry for our new friend,” Linus said without acknowledging my outburst.  

The brunette lifted herself up from the couch and headed towards a door on the left.  After a few moments, she returned, pushing a gurnee with an older gentleman strapped down to it.  He appeared unconscious, and had a drip running to his arm that led to a bag of clear fluid that hung from an attachment on the side of the rolling bed.  

Linus walked up to me and looked me in the eye.  I still struggled against the beast who had his meat hooks around me, but my efforts showed absolutely no reward.  

“You want it quick or easy?” Linus asked.  

“W-want w-what?” I stuttered, feeling my heart race as though it wanted to burst out of my chest.  

“To be whole again?” He said, raising his eyebrows.  

“Um, I, I guess, um, quick?” I stammered.

“I was hopin’ you’d say that,” Linus said with a wink.  

Before I could even think about saying another word, he grabbed my arm with his right hand.  He pulled it out to the side, and rared back with his other hand.  He slammed his open palm into my shoulder, causing me to scream out in agony as I felt the bone dislocate.  

He then grabbed at my limb with both hands as he spun to face away from me with my outstretched arm held behind his head as though he were about to cast a fishing line into a still lake.  With one quick motion, I felt the damaged and scarred tissue of my shoulder tear apart as he heaved his grip forward, detaching my appendage from my torso.  

I shouted out from the disbelief and horrified shock of my arm being torn away from me.  I felt my legs give out as the large man held me in place.  Linus threw my limb to the floor, and dug the fingernails on both of his hands into the remaining shredded meat of my shoulder, before tearing away the tissue that remained.  

“Don’t go passin’ out on me,” he snarled as he pulled the gurnee towards where I was barely hanging on to my ability to remain conscious.  

With one swipe, he tore apart the throat of the old man that lay before me, and the one who held me upright, pushed me down so that my mouth made contact with the gushing wound.  

“DRINK!” Linus screamed out.  

New instincts took over, and I buried my face deep into the tattered, open throat and allowed the dark blood to spray into my gaping maw.

As I drained the old man, I felt new life blossoming from inside me.  Pure exhilarated ecstasy rushed through my veins as I ingested the thick fluids.  I had never felt so alive! I felt no pain.  I felt no suffering.  No meal that ever graced my lips before this day fulfilled me as much as this singular moment.  

Over the hour or so that passed after the brutal removal of my tarnished limb, and the subsequent meal that followed, I found myself lost for words.  The ground beef that rested where my shoulder and arm used to be had already stopped bleeding, and I felt a heavy pulsing on my right as the tissue had already begun to regrow.  

Once I found my voice again, I looked up at Linus from where I sat on the floor.  

“What was the easy way, exactly?” I asked with a weary smile.  

“We woulda put you out for a bit and cut it off with a hacksaw,” he said with a shrug.

We just stared at each other for a moment, before he burst out laughing so hard his eyes began to water.  

“How the hell is that easier!?” I asked, joining him in a loud belly laugh.

“Easier for you! Shit ton more work for us,” he replied, wiping the tears from his eyes.

As the night progressed, Linus explained the nature of my debt to him.  I would be required to join his pack, and shed the life I lived before.  He seemed to think this would be a much tougher pill to swallow than it actually was.  I had long since abandoned the life I used to cherish, so this would not be much of an adjustment on that particular front.  

As we continued to discuss my new circumstances, he explained that my arm would begin to rebuild itself over the course of the next week or two.  It would take time for it to fully take shape again, but time would seem far less relevant now.  

We took a brief tour of our shared living space, and my new pack introduced me to what they called ‘the pantry’.  It was a wide room that held victims they would induce into a coma.  They stored food in there as a squirrel would stash away meals for the winter.  It was an efficient way to ensure they would never go hungry during the times of the year when less people walked the streets at night

Linus told me he would teach me to hunt and to feed.  He would also show me how to use the abilities I would manifest soon after my transformation, and even how to defend myself against those who hunt our kind.  

Though all of the information I was given was a lot to take in, I only asked him one question in return: 

“Will I be able to paint again?”

“Don’t see why not,” he shrugged.

“Place could use a bit of decoratin’ anyway,” he laughed, as did I.

As the months that followed went by, I found it surprising how little a toll it took on me to end the lives of others to feed my thirst.  I tried to avoid feeding on those who appeared to have lives that were worth holding onto, but I wasn’t especially picky when the hunger hit.  

As Linus requested, I left what little I had left of my old life behind.  I did begin to paint again with my newly formed limb.  It proved even more talented than the one I had lost, and the money that quickly poured back in spruced up our little warehouse quite nicely.  Some reviews of my work would even mention that I was capable of the most vibrant shade of red they had ever laid eyes on.  

My new agent respected my desire for anonymity as much as my old one had, and I insisted to my roommates that she stay off the dinner table, so to speak.  The fact that they benefitted from my work as much as I, left them little reason to argue against my requests.  We even began performing some construction on the old mill to add more levels underground.  

This would be a vast undertaking that would take many years to achieve, but we weren’t getting any older.  Before too long, we had a veritable mansion that led four stories beneath the earth.  I assisted my pack in finding new recruits over the years, and we had increased our numbers threefold before we knew it.  

As time passed, Linus spoke of an uprising that could potentially occur someday soon, against the elders who looked on our kind as little more than animals.  I assured him that I would stand by him if a fight ever were to arise.  He had become a close and dear friend, as did the other members of our group.  

Though my greatest passion still lay upon the canvas, my life felt so much more fulfilled than it had not so long ago.  I never could have predicted that I would find the most happiness I had ever known after my soul was set free from my now immortal shell.  

Regardless of how content I had become, there was one last personal venture I would embark on: To locate the man who robbed me of my life, long before I gladly walked away from it.  

“Why you wastin’ your time on that, friend?” Linus would ask from time to time as I made my weekly jaunt into the night alone.  

“He’s the last part of my old life that I have still been unable to shed,” I would reply.  

Truthfully, he understood my motivations, but he would still insist it wasn’t worth the trouble.  After all, were it not for that first life changing event, I would have never found myself where I am today.  Not to mention, I may well have ended up as a fresh meal for my good friend without my tainted blood.  

It was a snowy November night when my quest finally proved fruitful.  I barely recognized the man at first as he was much older than when we had first met.  I followed the same path I had travelled many times before.  That time of week was the only time I would allow myself to come close to the area in which I used to live.  

Truth be told, I didn’t even realize it was that very man I saw from a distance that night.  I had almost given up that week’s search until I quite literally bumped into him in passing.  I continued on my stroll until it registered in my mind.  I quickly sped back and leapt on him from behind.  His head met the concrete and he went out like a light, so I took the opportunity to carry him to the very alley at which he tore my dreams from me.  It was our special place, after all.  

I watched over him until he awoke, and when he came around, I had a little talk with him.  He begged for his life after he accepted that I was who I claimed to be, after I pulled the watch from my wrist to offer him, once more.  It was the same model that his shotgun had destroyed, along with the hand which held it.  

The years had not been kind to the man.  I ran a finger across the gash the ground had left on his head and sampled the blood that leaked out.  Linus had been correct in his distaste for how the drugs affected the flavor.  Perhaps I would leave this individual to dwell in the misery of his own making after all.  

It wasn’t until I turned to leave the alley with the full intention of never returning again, that a question dawned on me.  How had I not paid attention to this, the first time we met? I wondered.  It could have just been the shock of the gun that was trained on me that caused me to not notice this one, simple thing.

I turned back to the wretched man who still wept on his knees.  

“Before I go, would you be so kind as to answer a question for me?” I asked as he stared up at me with eyes that swelled with fear.

“Are you left handed, or right?” 

As a good friend once told me, “Fair’s fair, and all that.”

I’ve Got My Eye on You

The Chesterfield style, buttoned and studded black leather desk chair was not exactly what Antonio Vilas; better known as Tortilla to his friends, was looking for that day, but it had his attention from the moment he saw it.  It had a walnut frame, was fully adjustable, and sat on five legs with castors and patinated brass caps, with a low back, and it caused him to light up like a seven-year-old birthday boy.  

When he rolled it into Prodigy Tattoo; the shop in which he worked, the other artists were hard at work, but still gave a curious glance to the unusually giddy Tony as he passed by them.  When he slid it beside the desk at his station, he just gazed at it with awe in his eyes.  While awaiting the only client he had scheduled on this particular Sunday, he kept cutting glances from his new chair to his associates, eagerly anticipating introducing them.  

He did feel quite silly the longer this went on, but it didn’t exactly inspire him to become any less thrilled about his new tattooing chair.  His old one had been falling further into disrepair by the day.  Had he not been leaning back to take a look at what finishing touches were left, he may well have carved far deeper than intended into the flesh of one of his regulars when the castor wheel snapped.  Fortunately, ending up sprawled out on the floor when it gave out was a best-case scenario, but the ‘what ifs’ that darted across his mind at the time, assured him it was time to replace the old girl.  

“Well damn, Tortilla, ain’t that classy,” Andrew North, the shop owner said, after walking over to see what Tony was so excited about.  

Andrew; better known as Houdini to his associates, had given his friend the nickname back in the day, mostly because it was often his go-to snack in between appointments.  Though he had never explained his own adopted moniker to his friends, they crafted theories from some time spent in some far-off prison he escaped from, to turning to tattooing when his dreams of becoming a magician didn’t work out.  

He would just claim that the story was not appropriate for such civilized conversations as this establishment would require, but the name stuck nonetheless.  William, the most recent addition to the team, was not quite as fond of the name his buddies had chosen for him, and would often attempt to make suggestions for a new one.  Unfortunately, it would seem he was stuck being referred to as Wonka for the foreseeable future.  

“Could change it to Wonky, if you’d prefer,” Tortilla would say from time to time when the subject came up.  

William would just roll his eyes and try to keep a lid on his frustration when he would have to endure Wonky Wonka jokes for the remainder of the day.  All in all, they were a tight-knit group, when everything was said and done.  Yes, they would often go out of their way to get on one another’s nerves, but it was all in good fun, or so they would claim.  

“Damn man, you gonna start wearing a smoking jacket next? Maybe puff away on a pipe in between tats?” Wonka said, pulling off his black latex gloves.  

“Come on, guys! This thing is fucking sweet, right?” Tony said, running his fingers across the low, leather back.  

“Oh yeah,” Houdini added, “fucking beautiful Mr.  Hefner.”

Tony offered a forced chuckle to the words of his friends, but still rolled his eyes in dispute.  

“Just take a seat, huh? I bet it’s more comfortable than your shitty stool,” he scoffed.  

Andrew planted himself down into the chair, causing it to roll back a foot or so, almost slamming against the shelf behind it.  

“Meh, I’ll stick with my shitty stool,” he said, pushing himself back up.  

Though Wonka and Tortilla both could barely catch their collective breath from the laughter that erupted when Houdini’s face planted to the floor, he did not appear remotely amused.  He just glanced back to where his left foot was still entangled between two of the five legs of the chair, barely taking the time to notice the blood streaming from his nose.  

“Shit man, you ok!?” Tony asked, reaching a hand to help his boss from the floor while attempting to hold off his laughter.  

“Fuck your fucking chair!” He replied after getting back to his feet, storming off in the direction of the bathroom.  

As soon as the door slammed at the rear of the building, Wonka and Tony both lost it again.  When Andrew yelled some muffled swearing from within the small restroom, it did not help them come any closer to settling down.  The fact that they were still chuckling when he emerged from the back room, did not help matters at all.  

“Not fucking cool, guys,” he said, walking back to his station, without so much as glancing at either of them.  

“Come on, man.  It was just an accident!” Tony said.  

“Yeah, you’d act the same way if it was one of us,” William added.  

Tortilla let out a sigh when no response greeted his words, before gesturing to the chair once more.  

“You wanna try?” 

Wonka just raised his middle finger, before strolling back to his station.  There wasn’t much talking for the remainder of the day, between the three, but when Tony’s client arrived, he was happy to just settle down into his new chair, to christen it properly.  

Antonio specialized in black and grey, with a Gothic and dark style somewhere between realism and neo-traditional.  He was best known for his intricate and detailed skulls, which is exactly what that day’s client had requested.  While Tony had drawn up a rough design of the reaper-like figure holding a pocket watch, this regular customer had allowed him the freedom to improvise a bit, as long as it included the chosen elements.  

As he settled down upon the cozy, padded black leather, he found himself entering ‘the zone’ as soon as he carved that first line across the flesh.  He was barely responsive to any of the small talk his client was attempting to make, as he was solely focused on the art he produced across his canvas.  His arms were lined with gooseflesh while he worked, be it from the vibration of his machine, or simply the excitement of his work.  

About three hours in, somewhere off in the distance he heard a voice calling to him.  For a moment, he thought he may well have unlocked a passageway to the other side through the intricate details he forged upon the flesh, but when he finally snapped his attention back to the world around him, he realized it was no otherworldly entity, but the man whose skin was being decorated at the time.  

“Cool if we take a break,” he asked, wearing an expression of sheer exhaustion, “I could use a smoke.”

*Oh…yeah, um, I’m sorry, man.  Got a bit carried away, I guess.”

They both laughed a bit, while Tony wiped down the shoulder he had been operating on.  The tall and bulky man who had been adorned with a good seven of Tortilla’s works to date, took an enthusiastic glance in the mirror, nodding his gleeful approval, before strolling towards the exit.  

Though Antonio considered joining his client for a smoke, he didn’t feel especially compelled to lift himself from the cozy chair he’d sat upon for some hours now.  When Bob Clancy, his regular for a good two years now, came strolling back in, he was still gushing over the work his artist had already completed a good three-quarters of.  

“This might be the best one yet,” he said, rolling his stiff neck, “it’s different, you know, from your usual stuff, but in a good way! You’ve come a long way, man.”

While Tony briefly considered looking deeper into the words, searching for some underlying insult to his previous work on the man, he couldn’t help but agree that this was something special.  The way the light source cast a shadow over the left side of the skull, while the tattered cloth of the hood hung low upon its brow, really brought it to life, in his opinion.  

The longer he stared at it, the more he began to map out the finishing touches that remained; something that almost made his mouth water with anticipation, for some reason he couldn’t pinpoint.  

“You ready to get back at it then?” 

“Hell yes! How much longer, you think? Not to sound like a puss or anything, but feeling a bit like ground beef, y’know?” Bob said with a slightly embarrassed chuckle.  

“Maybe another hour, give or take.  Cool?” Tony said after examining it more closely.  

“Yeah…yeah, I can handle that.”

Sure enough; after a solid hour, almost to the minute, Tortilla was wiping down the fresh tattoo for the final time.  As he gazed upon his work, he felt that this may just be the smoothest black and grey he had ever applied, but when he stared directly at the lone, vibrant, emerald green eye, just across from the empty socket to the right of it, he felt a bit stunned for a moment.  

He glanced over to the small ink cups he had set up before beginning, wondering exactly when he had laid out the three shades of green, one turquoise, and two of yellow.  For a moment, he felt lost and a little exasperated by apparently being so zoned out, that he didn’t even recall this part of the process, but when his client spoke up, he found himself even more stunned.  

“You were right, man.  That green against the black and grey really pops! I fucking love it, brother!”

“Yeah, um.  I’m glad!” Tony replied, surprised by both the addition of color to what was planned as a monochromatic tattoo, as well as the fact he had seemingly run this by his regular customer.  

He wouldn’t admit this to anyone; his having had a conversation he could not recall, nor the vacant memory of even pouring the ink, but he could not deny it did turn out quite remarkable.  Antonio had always been his own worst critic; always finding flaws in his work that nobody else could see, but not this one.  This, he thought, could very well be the most incredible tattoo he’d ever done.  Hell, it may have been the best he’d ever seen in general, though he wouldn’t speak those words aloud either.  

“Holy shit, man!” Andrew remarked, having finally stuck a fork in his childlike pouting, “I might need to get me one of those chairs too!” 

“Yeah, dude,” Wonka added, “that piece is fucking amazing!” 

Tony felt his face flush a little, but he accepted the praise with a wide smile.  

“You think?” He said, “Maybe a comfy ass makes all the difference!” 

They all found this remark to be quite hilarious, but neither of his workmates could pull their eyes away from the shoulder belonging to Bob Clancy until he strolled contently away from them.  Antonio left the shop for the night soon after, feeling more pride in his work than he ever had before, with William and Andrew still tossing compliments his way as they walked out with him.  

Over the days that followed, life at the shop went on as always, with still lingering wise cracks passing back and forth concerning Andrew’s puffy nose.  It had only swelled for a day or two, after his swift descent to the floor on account of his legs entwining with Tony’s now favorite chair, but he still held the grudge.  

There was one more aspect to the animosity he felt, though; one he would not speak of, even if he were held at gunpoint.  Be it due to the aforementioned ‘comfy ass’, or something else entirely, Houdini could not deny that the work Tortilla had churned out since replacing his broken, old seat, dramatically rivaled his own.  

He did take pride in this to a point, mind you.  Tony had been Andrew’s apprentice some years back, so he could still claim some credit for the incredible and intricate artwork he was gracing upon the flesh of his clients.  Still, he could not quite ignore some semblance of jealousy when new customers would request Antonio, over either of the other artists in the shop.  

As weeks turned to months, Tony’s work had gained the attention of some of the better-known tattoo-related publications in the country; a reputation he had only dreamt of achieving when he chose this field so many years before.  Yes, this brought a great deal more new clients to the shop; even some from a great many miles away, but they only had an interest in one-third of the artists in the building.  

It wasn’t until a good six months had passed by; while Andrew was flipping through the pages of his colleague’s portfolio, that he discovered one consistency in every tattoo Tony had produced over that time.  Though his clientele was primarily interested in his black and grey, there were still those who insisted on full-color work; something he was still quite skilled in, though not as smoothly as his monochromatic work.  

Regardless of whether he etched one of his famous skulls, a raven soaring to the heavens above, or even Christ himself upon the cross, they all contained a single, emerald green eye in one location or another.  In the dead center of a vibrant red rose, the eye peered out, an especially gory zombie-themed piece from a week or so back, holding the eye between its gore-lined jaws.  A set of simple, praying hands were parted ever so slightly where the palms would normally meet, revealing a shadowed eye gazing out from within.  

There were some that Houdini had to search for the eye; not unlike a child seeking out the man in the red and white striped shirt amongst the crowd, but he would locate it eventually.  What was even more troubling to him, as he leafed from one page to the next, was that he could swear they were glaring back at him, like those old paintings of eerie little children, whose eyes would follow, no matter where the onlooker stood.  

Having decided he had allowed his imagination to run far too wild for his own good, he slapped the book shut, cut the lights, and headed home from the night.  He had already lingered far longer than intended after his associates made their goodbyes for the day, and only just began to realize how exhausted his body was feeling.  

The next day, when Andrew and Wonka arrived at the shop, Tortilla was nowhere to be seen.  Both double-checked their phones to see if he had alerted them to his possible tardiness but just shrugged it off when they saw no evidence of such.  With their chosen careers being one of not having to keep a particularly strict schedule, they didn’t feel the need to concern themselves with his absence.  He had been pulling some serious hours since his name became such a hot topic in the community, after all.  

After a good three hours passed, while Andrew was finishing up the final session of a full sleeve, he decided it was unlikely that Tony would be attending work that day.  With that realization, he could not fight off the temptation that had been building for several weeks.  Once his client was content, he strolled back to Antonio’s station, glanced around like a common thief approaching a liquor store, and pulled his friend’s treasured chair to his spot in preparation for his next appointment.  

“Really, dude?” William said with a sarcastic chuckle, glancing up from the thigh he was operating on at the time.  

“I mean, what the fuck, right? I’m just curious,” he replied, laughing nervously as though he was defending his actions to a superior, rather than the guy who only recently became a fully licensed tattoo artist.  

“Just don’t bust your ass again!” 

“Yeah, I’ll stand up all slow like, and shit.”

While Andrew was not particularly thrilled about his two o’clock appointment; a landscape of all things, he had to know if there was something to this chair.  The idea grew more laughable to him the longer he pondered on it, but as ridiculous as it seemed, he had to try it out.  He was still rolling his eyes at his silliness when his client strolled in a good fifteen minutes early.  

Once the cups were filled with the many shades required for the task at hand, the stencil applied to the bulging calf muscle of the customer, and that first dip of the needle into the ink, Andrew softly sat upon his pilfered throne to begin his work.  With that first light stroke, he could feel his fingertips tingle with anticipation, far more so than they had in years.  

As tedious as he found landscape tattoos to be, he was almost exhilarated as the minutes quickly sped by.  Though he had initially set aside four hours for this piece, the quicker the time passed, the more confident he felt he could knock a solid hour off his initial estimate.  

His client, one Jacob DeLancy, who wore three of Houdinis original works already, had been attempting to make small talk, off and on for a while now.  Though Andrew had lazily replied to each question or statement that was sent his way, he didn’t pay it much attention, until, 

“You hear about Bob Clancy?” escaped his client’s lips.  

“Why does that name sound familiar?” Andrew thought, breaking his focus for a moment.  

“He’s one of Tortilla’s regulars, right?” Wonka asked, having strolled up to check on his mentor’s progress.  

“Oh yeah!” Andrew said, leaning back to stretch his back for a moment, “What about him?” 

“He’s dead!” Jacob exclaimed, “pretty fucked up situation, at that.”

According to Mr.  DeLancey’s tale, Clancy had not only violently put an end to his own life but had brutally murdered his wife and his brother, before taking the butcher’s knife to his own throat when the work was done.  Supposedly, as Jacob told it, he had caught the two fooling around behind his back, tied them both up in his basement, and taken his time carving into them with the cleaver.  

Later on that night, Andrew and William would do some research to see if the man had been exaggerating the brutality of the crime, but if anything, it would appear he had neglected some of the more gruesome details.  Whether it was before, during, or after the untimely demise of Patricia and Jonathan Clancy, the late Robert Clancy had carved the eyes from both of them.  

Since he used that same wide cleaver to exact his horrendous crime of passion, he had apparently made quite the mess of their faces while he performed the unlicenced surgery.  William felt a shiver run the length of his spine as he read aloud some of the details he was surprised to find so explicitly laid out in the article, while briefly wishing he was not such a visual thinker.  

Andrew just stared, slack-jawed at the computer screen, attempting to cough the lump in his throat into submission before sacrificing his lunch to the keyboard, lying crooked on the table.  He had been somewhat mentally checked out while he finished up the pleasant beach scene upon the calf of DeLancey; brooding over such a brutal crime taking place in the little town he had called home for the better part of thirty years.  Even so, he was not quite prepared for the graphic article Wonka looked up after his client walked out.  

It was while Andrew and William shared the silence of the otherwise vacant shop, that the former realized he had neglected to snap a photograph of the work he had performed upon the borrowed chair.  He was left without an answer to whether or not the far more comfortable seat than he was used to, had indeed made a difference in his work, but he felt no desire to dwell on it at the time; not after the revelation of one of the shop’s regulars being capable of such brutality.  

With the two days ahead being their days off; Monday and Tuesday, as weekends were their busiest days, Wonka and Houdini both decided to just take it easy.  Some weeks, they would line up clients for their off days, just to make a little extra scratch, and though Andrew had initially made appointments for that Tuesday, he made arrangements to reschedule.  

While he was still very tempted to take Tony’s chair for another spin, to perhaps give it another test run, he felt he needed the time away, far more so than he would even verbalize at the time.  William contacted him about going out to get some drinks that day, but he feigned a headache to turn down the offer without being overly dismissive to a friend.  

When that Wednesday arrived, with Antonio still not reporting for work, his colleagues began to show a bit more concern for his absence.  Not only was he booked solid for the next few months, according to the ledger they kept next to the phone, but he had still not contacted either of them with any sort of excuse.  In addition to these facts; though he was scheduled to tattoo three to four clients each day for a good deal of the foreseeable future, nobody showed up, other than those with appointments with the two remaining artists.  

They attempted to call him, but to no avail; there wasn’t a single ring before the voicemail message kicked in.  After work that day, they both jumped in Wonka’s jeep and headed over to Tony’s place.  Though neither of them was surprised to receive no answer at the door, they shared a worried glance before giving up on knocking.  

As they began to head back to the shop to pick up Andrews’s truck, Wonka strolled to the mailbox, to see it almost fit to burst from the veritable slew of letters and packages stuffed into it.  With no answers as to the location of their friend and colleague, the duo went their separate ways for the night, to reunite the following morning once more.  

Each day that followed, did so without the slightest trace of Antonio.  After a few days of this, Andrew began to regularly pull the deserted chair over to his station, making sure to move it back before leaving for the night, just in case his friend should reemerge.  After another two weeks passed by, he no longer returned the cozy, leather seat; just left it where it was when he was finished with the day’s appointments.  

He couldn’t tell much of a difference in his work, since he had been regularly using the borrowed chair, but it was far more comfortable than his stool, though he would be certain to never admit that to Tortilla, should he ever come back.  Things got back into a stride after a few weeks, with the two remaining tattoo artists left to assume their friend had decided to just give up the life of a popular, local artist.  

Yes, they missed him, but after a solid month of his absence, Andrew had grown to believe he would not be returning.  With that in mind, he even began to consider hiring a new apprentice, though he often found that process to be quite exhausting.  He had been pondering all of this while absentmindedly tattooing an American traditional eagle across a new client’s back, almost panicking when he came back to his senses.  

The sigh of relief he exhaled upon seeing that the work was almost complete caused his head to spin slightly, but he was thankful that his muscle memory had taken the wheel while his mind wandered away for a time.  Not only that, but he couldn’t deny that this may be one of the most well-constructed pieces of this nature he had ever crafted, though he wasn’t a particular fan of the style.  

With that being the last appointment of the day, Andrew headed to his truck, only giving a half-hearted wave to William on the way out.  Be it from his good friend and colleague having apparently fallen off the face of the planet, or just the simple fact that every day had begun to feel like a rerun of the last, he just wasn’t feeling it of late.  

Though he felt guilty about leaving Wonka as the only other tattoo artist left, he decided to make some calls, push back some appointments, and take a few days off to get his head straight.  His most recent apprentice was understanding of his plight; assuring Andrew that he would hold down the fort in his absence.  With that, Houdini, the man who proudly founded the now most popular tattoo shop in town, hoped to not even think about the damn place for a solid seventy-two hours, if he could help it.  Unfortunately, things would not go as he had hoped.  

Though the first day of his much-needed sabbatical went just as he had hoped; free from the stress of work, and quite relaxing in his growingly melancholy state, the second did not flow as smoothly.  

“They’re all dead, man,” the voice of Antonio Vilas whispered from the other end of the line.  

While Andrew had been both excited and surprised to see his friend’s name appear on the screen of his two-year-old device, he felt his extremities begin to shiver from his words.  

“What? Who’s dead, Tony? Where the hell have you been!? What’s going on with…”

“All of them, Drew! Every poor bastard and bitch I inked since I got that goddamn chair…they’re all…”

His whispering and erratic voice turned to whimpers as he began to sob.  That’s what it sounded like, anyway.  For all Andrew knew, he could’ve been maniacally laughing, rather than almost uncontrollably wailing.  

“Calm down, brother…just talk to me, man.  Why do you think…”

“Just turn on the TV! Look online, hell, check out a fucking newspaper! Have you even paid attention to what’s going on out there!?”

He went from such wounded sobriety in his words, to agitated and frantic quickly, not even missing a beat.  

“Alright, man.  Gimme a sec, and I’ll boot up the laptop, okay? Just don’t go anywhere.  I’ll be right back.”

Life in such a small town comes with its shared conveniences, along with some healthy drawbacks; one of which is that just about everyone knows almost everything about everyone else.  With that factor in mind, Andrew was certain that a supposed rash of deaths would not have gone unnoticed, especially with some of the more gossipy clients who come and go at the shop.  

When the first page of articles popped up on the screen of his laptop; however, he couldn’t help but wonder how deeply his head had been buried in the sand of late.  Though the brutal crime and subsequent suicide of Bob Clancy was the subject matter of at least half of the first page of results, those that were next in line reflected some other familiar names.  

Jennifer Ross, who had commissioned a beautiful, Gothic, black and grey half sleeve from Tortilla had seemingly lost her life to an animal attack.  According to the coroner’s report, it may have been a large dog or a small bear that tore her throat and chest to shreds, but the local sheriff was not ruling out foul play just yet.  

Alexander Kale; another of Tony’s regulars, who received a total of three tattoos over those first two months of the cozy new chair in the shop, found himself sandwiched between the front end of a lifted F150 and a brick wall.  From the information reflected in the article, the truck had supposedly been unoccupied when the accident occurred, according to several witnesses.  Mr.  Kale, it would seem, was simply in the wrong place at the wrong time, when the vacant vehicle ended its descent down the short hilly road.  

Again, the local law was not ruling it out as a possible homicide, as heavy trucks generally do not find themselves rolling unoccupied down steep inclines of their own volition.  The fact that the owner of the vehicle was out of town at the time of the incident; having left his vehicle parallel parked beside his home, as he usually did, had him ruled out as a potential suspect.  

Given the bizarre nature of the alleged freak accident, the investigation was still ongoing, but with as many townsfolk that witnessed the brutal death of Mr.  Kale, it was hard to fight the simple facts.  Those being that it would take a near-perfectly planned series of events for anyone to have murdered someone this way.  

Ramie Hawkins, a tattoo virgin before Tony graced his upper arm with an impressively detailed skull and rose, also lost his life in a vehicular accident, but one far more cut and dry than its predecessor.  Onlookers described the young man walking the sidewalk with his eyes glued to his phone, seemingly ignoring their screams for him to stop, before he strolled into the road, meeting a transfer truck within seconds.  

The driver of the truck has been undergoing some psychological assistance but is not being held responsible for the death.  None who saw the man walk directly into oncoming traffic could claim that anyone was responsible, but the man himself.  It was just one more life-ending accident of many that had befallen this small town of late, but Andrew could barely wrap his mind around it.  

As he scrolled down, the list of local deaths grew longer and longer, and while he gazed at the screen with his mouth agape, he could barely believe what he was seeing; not only the numerous townsfolk who had lost their lives but that he had heard nothing about it until now.  Had he been so self-consumed these past months, that such horrible events were occurring without him so much as acknowledging them? 

“Wonka hasn’t mentioned anything either,” he thought, defending his ignorance of these bizarre events, “not like I’m the only one who didn’t know.”

It was while the back of his mind was defending the front, that he suddenly remembered his other colleague.  He almost flipped the laptop to the floor as he got to his feet, heading for the coffee table, where he had left his phone.  The heavy sigh he exhaled upon hearing the dial tone, signifying Tony had ended the call, was almost as quivering as the words his friend had spoken, only moments before.  

For a moment, he considered driving to the shop, to discuss this revelation with William, but he thought it best to allow his mind to process it before getting behind the wheel, especially with how much death had already befallen this small town.  On top of that, given his quickened pulse, he could hear his emergency bottle of Jack calling from his den.  

Those first two shots settled his trembling fingers a little, but when he pushed the glass to one side, tipping the bottle to his lips, he allowed his chaotic thoughts to be swallowed by the burgeoning inebriation.  It didn’t take long for the whiskey to work its magic; clouding his senses and easing his weary mind for a time.  He was still clutching the near-empty bottle when his eyes drooped, sending him to the wonders of La-La land, and away from the word of this world for a while.  

When he was awakened by another unexpected phone call, Andrew was already annoyed when he answered.  

“I’m so sorry man, I know you’re trying to chill, but you gotta come to the shop, like, now!” 

Wonka sounded particularly wigged out about whatever was going on at the shop, which required the attention of its founder.  

“What’s goin’ on, Will?” 

“There’s been a break-in…it’s a fucking mess, man.” 

That had Andrew’s undivided attention as he sat straight up in his bed, attempting to rub the back of his neck to relieve the building tension.  

“I’ll be right there.  You call the police?” 

“Yeah.  They’re on the way…just…you gotta check this out.”

When he finally arrived at the shop he took such pride in, even with his recent brooding, he could barely believe his eyes.  Not only had just about everything in sight been knocked from shelves and tables alike, but the many colors of ink spilled across the floor, and splashed upon the walls, blended with what appeared to be vomit.  Given the scent that caused his stomach to instantly rebel, it would seem that was an accurate assumption.  

“Those functional?” The tall and slender officer asked, gesturing to the security cameras mounted high on the walls.  

“Yeah,” Andrew replied, “we recently upgraded them too.”

“Can you…”

“I’ll pull it up now,” he said, tiptoeing between splotches of ink and upchuck, attempting not to add his own brand to the numerous puddles.

Fortunately, the wide tablet had not sustained any damage or bodily fluids from whatever had occurred.  It was still propped on the front desk, next to the phone and desktop computer, both of which had not been quite as fortunate.  When he returned to the officer, just outside the door, he exhaled the breath he had held through his brief excursion inside.  

As soon as he regained control of his senses, he tapped his fingers across the device, seeking out the footage from the previous night.  When he pulled it up, he and Wonka both felt their collective jaws hang limp as the video progressed, while the cop muttered a few obscenities under his breath.  

The somewhat grainy recording showed Antonio coming in through the front door, closing and relocking it behind him.  He just stood in place for a moment, seemingly talking to himself, as far as anyone could tell anyway.  With the footage lacking audio, it appeared as though he was just flapping his mouth around, but his mannerisms were all over the place.  

When he finally began to move forwards, seemingly toward the back of the shop, he started waving his arms around, with his jaws still flapping as though he were furiously screaming at someone.  There was no indication that anyone else shared his company at the time, but that didn’t prevent him from continuing this rant for minutes on end.  Once he finally appeared to calm from this harried argument with the air around him, things grew even more bizarre.  

Even the officer jumped when Tony sprinted across the room, tackling the chair which once more sat next to his station.  The fact that Andrew knew himself to have left it parked beside his desk when he left for his sabbatical would not sink in for a few days, but that was the least of his concerns as he glared at the screen.  When his good friend, Tortilla, slung the cozy, black leather chair down the short hallway behind his station, he was almost grateful the camera couldn’t pick up the back rooms.  

For some time, the footage showed only the vacant shop, leaving the trio, who gave each other questioning looks, to wonder if the craziness had ended.  It wasn’t until they decided to indulge in a little small talk to pass the time, that they were shown in speckled, grainy footage what had caused all the wreckage in the shop.  When the chair came racing across the room with a wide-eyed and startled Antonio sitting upon it, any hope of rational conversation went out the window.  

Tony was clearly screaming out as the chair darted from one side of the shop to the other, slamming its passenger against walls, tables, and shelves alike, spilling their contents to the floor.  Tortilla looked to be attempting to push himself off of the somehow self-driving seat but seemed unable to break free.  As it careened from one object to the next, its rider’s head and shoulders slammed hard from one solid surface to another.  

The small castor wheels sprayed the spilled ink to either side as it sped through the puddles its path of destruction had wrought, before finally coming to a halt, spinning in place.  The occupant of the chair retched a spiral of halfway digested food at the walls and onto the floor, still desperately pushing against the armrests in an attempt to break free.  When it looked as though this chaotic ride had ended, it began once again; darting from the back of the shop to the front.  

“…aaaaaAAAAAAAAaaaaa….aaaaaAAAAAAaaaa….” Andrew heard in his mind as his screaming colleague came in and out of view, back and forth, over and over.  

When the swiftly rolling chair finally came to a sudden stop, sending Tony soaring a good five feet in the air, before landing face first, skidding through a pool of ink and fresh vomit, Andrew feared the worst.  He and William just gazed at the screen, with the latter shaking his head from side to side, holding his hand over his mouth.  

It wasn’t until Antonio came to, attempting to push himself up from the floor while fighting against his hands and knees slipping, that all three of the viewers of this bizarre footage exhaled a grateful sigh.  They watched on as the beaten and exhausted man got to his feet, before limping to the door, taking one final glance back over his shoulder.  He appeared to mutter something else as he snapped the deadbolt open latch, pulled the door ajar, and hobbled out into the night.  

The officer pulled the hat from his head, rubbed the stubble of his scalp, and walked back to his vehicle.  He took a seat in front of his steering wheel, looking as though he was quite tempted to crank the car up and squeal his tires away from this place, but he just began to speak into his radio, words that the two who still gazed at the tablet could not make out.  

Without a word, Wonka strolled into the shop, leaving Andrew standing alone at the open door.  When he returned to where his mentor stood, dragging the chair by its leathered and buttoned, low backrest, the two exchanged a silent glare for a moment.  There were no words to be spoken at that time; only the understanding that this damned chair could not remain within these walls.  

William just gave a nod to the officer who appeared taken aback by this cursed seat being dropped off beside his car, but he didn’t argue.  When a jet-black SUV rolled up next to where he was parked, several people wearing masks, latex gloves, and white overalls climbed out, along with a woman in a grey pinstriped pantsuit.  She looked to be quite pretty; maybe around her mid-thirties with her blonde hair tied into a tight bun, though very serious in her expression.  

“You two should head on home,” she said in a pleasant, somewhat understanding voice, “we’ll be in touch soon enough, but I’m afraid your shop will be closed for a few days.”

Andrew and William nodded; still unable to locate their collective voices, before heading to their vehicles.  They gave one more glance to one another before they parted company, but that would be their last interaction for some days.  Not only were neither of them in any rush to get to work on fixing the place back up, but Andrew, for one, was getting to the point that he didn’t care if he ever entered the shop again, even if it was his pride and joy for many years before the madness of late.  

“Turn off the light!” a voice called from inside when Andrew entered his home, flipping the switch to his left.

“Tony!?” he replied, recognizing the harried voice of his friend and colleague.  

“Please, Drew…cut it off!”

“What the fuck, man!? Where are you? What’s going on?” Andrew asked, reluctantly doing as his friend requested.

When Tony finally rose from behind the recliner, near the back of the room, Andrew felt his jaw drop for the second time that day.  Though the room was dark, aside from the sunlight beaming through from between and underneath the closed curtains, he could make out the markings lining his friend’s arms, legs, and face.  

As Antonio hesitantly walked from behind the couch, before flopping his body down onto it, Drew felt his legs marching him onward, dropping him to the recliner across from where his colleague sat.  His eyes traced the seemingly numerous emerald green eyes tattooed on what looked to be about every inch of his friend, unable to wrap his mind around how he was able to even accomplish this task, were he the one responsible for it.  

“Christ, man.  What the hell did you do to yourself?” Andrew asked, staring dumbfounded at the man before him.

“I didn’t…it.  It’s everywhere I go…”

“You’re not making any sense; you know that, right?” 

“Yeah.  Yeah, I do.  It’s just…every time I see it,” he stared down at his own hands, flipping them over to reveal another eye on each palm, “another one appears.”

“Huh? They’re just, like, showing up on you!?” 

“Kinda.  Yeah.  Thing is, I feel the needle, you know? I feel it cutting into my skin, but when it’s done, it’s already healed,” he seemed almost in a trance as he spoke, gazing from one arm to the other, “They don’t scab up or nothin’.  Don’t even bleed, but every one of them looks as fresh as if it’d just been done, even bein’ as smooth as they feel.”

He ran his fingers across the skin of his forearm, his legs below his shorts, and finally his face, wearing an almost mentally checked-out expression.  

“I’ve seen everything, Drew.”

“Everything?” 

“All the deaths of everyone I inked; every one of ’em.  Clancy; when he killed…when he murdered his family, I watched it happen, but it wasn’t directly, y’know? It’s like I was lookin’ through the eye I put on his shoulder…took me a minute to figure out what was even happening; bein’ such an odd angle and all.”

Andrew just stared at his friend, unable to even think of a word to speak.  Yes, he couldn’t believe that any of this was rationally possible, but he couldn’t deny that something was very wrong with the man he had known for close to two decades.  

“When he turned the knife on himself, I…I felt it cut.  Like it was my throat he was slicin’ through.  When it was done, and I realized I wasn’t dead, I went to the bathroom to check it out.  I wasn’t cut, but I had this,” he said, raising his chin to reveal the large, emerald eye in the center of his neck, right across his Adam’s apple.  

“Tony, we need to get you some help, man.  You can’t…”

“Nobody can help me, Drew!” he barked, cutting his former mentor’s words short, “it’s gone too far! I tried to stop it, but it’s alive, brother! As fucking insane as it sounds, that God-forsaken chair is…I never should’ve brought it to the shop.  I never should’ve bought the damned thing.  I can’t…”

His own wailing sob put an end to his words, leaving Andrew to consider whether or not he felt safe enough to move to the couch and console his friend.  For minutes on end, he just gazed at the crumbling man, while his mind stumbled between the disbelief of this madness and the desire to help his friend.  This inner battle ultimately led to little more than causing him to feel incredibly awkward the longer this went on.  

“We’ll get you some help, man,” Andrew said, finally deciding to take a seat beside his old apprentice, “it’s gonna be alright.  You’ll see.”

“How the fuck is it gonna be alright!?” Tony said, swatting at the arm Drew attempted to wrap around him, before jumping to his feet.  

“Tony, just cool it, man.  Let me at least try to help…”

“Look at me!” Antonio barked, pulling off his shirt, “I’m beyond help now!” 

Andrew just looked upon the endless stream of almost glowing eyes etched into the flesh of his friend.  

unable to form his erratic thoughts into anything comprehensible.  Though he had previously assumed that the eyes were some sort of reflection of every one he had adorned his clients with, these were far greater in number than if they represented everyone he had tattooed throughout his entire career.  

He lifted himself from the cushioned seat on trembling legs, to get a better view.  There were so many; each of different dimensions and style, that they overlapped in some places, or covered tattoos he already had, but Andrew could swear that every one of them was gazing into his soul.  He couldn’t convince himself to look away until they all began to blink in varying intervals.  

“What the fuck!?” he said in a trembling voice, dropping back to the couch when his legs gave out from beneath him.  

“I-I got no choice, Drew…I can’t…”

Those stuttered words were the last that Tony spoke, before turning from his slack-jawed friend and mentor, and running for the door.  Andrew still just stared deeply across the darkened room, while his mind lingered in full panic mode.  As he mumbled under his breath in words that made no sense, he finally broke free of his cozy couch, to race after his friend.  

By the time he reached the open door, Tony was nowhere to be seen.  Over the hours that followed, he drove from one street to the next, desperate to track down and attempt to help his old apprentice, but this quest would prove fruitless.  When he got back to his home, he placed some calls to both friends; those who knew Tony, and the police, still clinging to the hope he could find some way to make all of this right.  

Days turned to weeks, still yielding answers to neither where Tony had gone, nor what had become of him.  Even though life had returned to something resembling normal to the employees of Prodigy Tattoos, they still had so many lingering questions.  While fixing the place back up after the bizarre events that left it in such disarray had taken several days, and the town itself was still reeling from the series of unusual deaths, things had returned to some semblance of normalcy.  

It wasn’t until close to two months had passed since the disappearance of Antonio Vilas, otherwise known as Tortilla to his friends, that Andrew understood this nightmare was far from over.  When a potential new client came into the shop, she asked if she could take a look at some of the previous work the two remaining artists of the shop had done.  

Having two and a half decades of experience under his belt, Drew could sometimes be a little offended when someone came asking for reference material.  Though he was well aware that he couldn’t expect everybody and their mothers to know of his reputation, he couldn’t always prevent the immediate annoyance of such a request.  Still, he handed the young woman both his own portfolio, as well as Williams, with a nod of agreement from his associate, who was in the middle of a back piece at the time.  

Andrew left her to browse through the pages filled with images of tattoos spanning years, to shoot the breeze with his colleague and his client for a time.  He only had one more appointment that day, as his regular customer who was meant to be his two o’clock was a no-show, so he had time to kill.  He let out a somewhat audible sigh when the woman in the waiting area gestured for him to approach.  

“I’m sorry,” she said, looking almost embarrassed, “I just wanted to ask about some of these,” she pointed to the open book on her lap.  

“Sure thing,” he replied, feeling more at ease after seeing she was holding his portfolio at the time, “ask away!” 

“Well, I was looking for something simple, you know? It’ll be my first and all, so maybe, like, a rose or something like that, but I really like this recurring theme you have on a lot of these in the back.”

“Theme?” Andrew asked, knowing full well that, though he specialized in Japanese traditional and new school, the great majority of his work reflected in this particular book, varied by the page, “what sort of theme did you have in mind?” 

When she gave her reply, the lead artist and owner of Prodigy Tattoos felt his head spin as the blood drained from it.  

“You know, the eye? It’s a really cool touch, and I love how you made it hard to find in a lot of these.  Is it, like, a trademark thing you do?” 

Andrew pulled the book from her lap, causing her to jump from how quickly and erratically he moved.  When he looked at the pages to see that emerald green eye glaring back up at him from the hull of a clipper ship, the mouth of a tiger, and even the wings of an intricately designed butterfly, he let the book slip from his hands, fleeing to the bathroom in the back.  

Some moments later, he heard a knock on the door, followed by Wonka’s voice, 

“You alright, man?”

“I’m good…thanks…”

“Okay.  If you need anything, just holler.”

“Yeah…will do.”

He heard mumbled words grow quieter as his colleague seemingly walked back to his station, to resume the back piece he had been working on for three hours by this point.  After spilling the contents of his gut, Drew closed the lid, flushed, and took a seat for a few to attempt to clear his head.  

No matter how hard he tried to wrap his mind around the foreign and unplanned element of the work he clearly remembered doing, he just couldn’t fathom it.  For those past months, he still thought about Tony quite a lot, but only now did he far more desperately wish he could locate him.  While he sat alone in that small room, dwelling on the possibilities of what was in store for him, a burning pain in his upper right thigh pulled his attention back to the real world.  

As he reached his trembling hand to the hem of his shorts, he was breathing so heavily that he thought he may well lose consciousness before having a chance to examine the stinging flesh beneath the khaki fabric.  When he finally convinced his fingers to pull back the thick material, the single, slightly glowing tattoo etched into the skin gazed back at him, before giving him a quick wink, as if to say,

“That’s right, buddy-boy, I’ve got my eye on you.”

Old Rotgut

Ethan Powell felt a single bead of sweat trickle across the side of his face as he watched the old Ford pickup truck drift by.  Having only crossed the border to this humble little town some days before his leisurely stroll, he was certain nobody could have found him here; not yet anyway.  

The fact that the truck was a near-perfect doppelganger of the one his older brother used to drive fueled his startled state just as much as the man behind the wheel.  He had only viewed its pilot for seconds at best, and the rational side of his brain was certain it could not truly be who he had initially thought.  Of course, his was not always the most rational mind; not with the particular hobby that defined his life.  

He was only nine years of age when he experienced his first kill; the first he could speak of anyway.  Jeremy Powell had only taken the youngest of his three children with him for this excursion out into the woods, though he hoped to make such outings a family affair in the future.  Edward, the eldest of the Powell kids, had accompanied his dad many times over the years.  

Being a good three years older than his sister, Lisa, and five years his brother’s senior, he had experienced a good deal more than his siblings.  He could be quite cocky about it at times; his vast knowledge of the way the world really works.  Though the only daughter of Jeremy and Samantha Powell looked up to her big brother, Ethan grew to despise his arrogance.  

After their mother passed, a little over a year before this outing, their father learned to drown his sorrows in old rotgut, otherwise known as the cheapest whiskey his money could buy.  Rarely did his daily inebriation cause him to lash out at his kids, as he was quite the mellow drunk, but there were those times that his grief and intoxication got the better of him.  

Edward, being the oldest of the trio, was more of their dad’s buddy than his son, so he never had to worry about being on the receiving end of his wrath.  Lisa was Jeremy’s little angel, not to mention the spitting image of her mother, so her father would sooner cut off his arm than ever raise his hand to her.  Ethan would not be so fortunate.

He never beat him, so to speak, but the lashes from his belt most certainly left their mark, both on his rear end and subconscious.  He wasn’t a child of great emotion, nor was he one of many words.  He would take his whoopin’, while not allowing the tears to release from his welling eyes, but he wouldn’t argue against it; not at such a young age anyway.

Regardless of how slim the likelihood of the beat-up old truck being the one his brother used to drive was, just the sight of it stuck a fork into Ethan’s lower back.  While still glaring at the cracked and tarnished tail lights as they drifted up the road, taking a left and leaving his sight, he idly pushed through the door of whatever shop he was next to at the time.  

He continued to gaze at the road until the small, brass bell jingled against the door, effectively snapping his attention away from the sporadic traffic outside.  The building he had walked into was small but spacious.  The items that sat upon the shelves before him all looked ancient, yet well-kept, pulling his curious mind away from what led him there, to focus on what now surrounded him.  

He idly stroked his fingers across the old grandfather clock, which stood next to a row of smaller, tabletop time pieces arranged on an oak shelf.  He continued to allow his forefinger to lightly caress each one, while he paced farther down the aisle.  

Why such things held such fascination to him at the time, he couldn’t say.  To a certain extent, each trinket he passed by looked to have a story attached to it, or that’s how it felt to his curious mind.  He gazed upon framed paintings that lined the walls, again absentmindedly creating intriguing worlds in which they originated.  

The image of the blonde woman, whose hair blew in the wind as she stared out into the world from the clifftop upon which she stood, caused his pulse to quicken slightly.  He could only see her from the back, but he imagined her to be quite striking, were she to have the ability to turn around from her frozen stance.  

He could practically hear the sounds of the waves brushing against the lighthouse that shone its light upon the stormy seas in the next painting in line, as the rain fell upon his subconscious.  The one to the right featured a small child with wide eyes and a vacant stare; something that once more flashed his mind back to days long since passed.  

“Squeeze the trigger, boy.  Don’t pull,” Jeremy spoke directly into the ear of his youngest son, “breathe in deep.  Don’t let it out until…”

Before his father could continue his coaching from the sidelines, Ethan tightened his forefinger.  At first, the kickback from the rifle made him jump, feeling as though he’d just received a slug to the shoulder from his big brother; an all too familiar sensation.  

He didn’t even notice the blood gushing from the wound he drilled into the unsuspecting buck at first, only the enthusiastic cheer from his father.  When he once more turned his focus back to the task at hand, he felt almost loopy from the adrenaline rush.  He couldn’t have predicted such exhilaration from witnessing the large deer fall limp to the ground.  

“I knew ye could do it, boy!” Jeremy said, clapping his son across the back, WOO-EEE! I ain’t never seen shootin’ like ‘at from a first timer!” 

Though his heart still thumped against his sternum, Ethan had already returned to his default, vacant glare.  He had never been one to show a great degree of emotion, but this out-of-character pride from his father almost inspired his blank eyes to light up, for the briefest of moments.  The small child even offered his dad a smile for his efforts; something that almost caught the old man off guard for a second.  

It’s not as though he never showed happiness, just not to a particular extent.  While his siblings were often quite loud, running through the house playing hide and seek, or cops and robbers and the like, Ethan had little interest in such things.  He liked to read, solve mathematical equations, and plenty of other things the average nine-year-old had no interest in, but he saw himself as a thinker, more than a doer, so to speak.  

It wasn’t until his father led him to where his prey had fallen, that he truly understood the one joy that would trump any of his other desires in life.  He gazed into the wide eyes of the buck, feeling his pulse quicken even more than when he squeezed the trigger.  

As he glanced up to his dad to see tears trickling down his weathered and wrinkled cheeks, he felt his own eyes begin to well up.  Though the old man responded to this by wrapping his arms tightly around the son he had never before connected with, he couldn’t know what had actually caused the boy to cry.  

Ethan continued to stare at the lifeless shell, spurting blood across the forest floor, while his dad sobbed upon the bright orange vest his eldest son had grown out of some years back.  

“I’m so damn proud of ye, kid!” Jeremy said, rubbing his son’s back.  

“Thank you, father.  I am too,” the young boy replied, barely shifting the tone of his voice.  

“Are you looking for anything in particular?” a voice spoke from somewhere behind where Ethan gazed at the paintings.

“Hmmm? No, sir.  I’m just browsing.”

He didn’t look back to meet the eyes of the shop’s proprietor; only continued to gaze upon the framed canvas.  

“Looking to decorate your home a bit?” the man continued, almost annoying his potential customer with his badgering.  

“I do not have a home to speak of.  Just passing through “

“Very well, then.  Should you have any questions, simply call out, and I shall be at your beck and call.”

“Your name, sir?” Ethan replied, finally turning to face the man in the neatly pressed, black velvet suit, “You do have one, yes?”

“I do indeed, my new friend.  I’ll be available should you have any questions.” the man with the curled mustache said, holding out his hand.  

“Pleasure,” Ethan replied with a nod, cutting his eyes down to the outstretched hand.  

“My apologies, sir.  I do not shake hands.  Germs, you understand…”

The shop owner returned a courteous nod, followed by a slight bow, before turning on his heels to stroll back to his counter at the rear of the shop.

Momentarily caught off guard by what he almost considered to be harassment, Ethan continued his tour of the little shop.  He could feel the man staring back at him from time to time, causing his face to flush slightly.

Surely he does not think me to be a common thief! He thought, seeing this as the most feasible explanation for the man refusing to allow him peace.  

He could tell that this store likely didn’t do a whole lot of business, being such a classy place in an otherwise hovel of a town.  

Perhaps he’s just desperate to make a sale, practically begging you to purchase something, his more rational mind offered.

Yes, that made so much more sense than seeing the well-spoken and well-dressed Ethan Powell as nothing more than a meager shoplifter.  This allowed his facial temperature to regulate, as well as the pulse beating beneath his wrists and neck.  

His tastes, after all, were far too refined for something as pathetic as ripping off a local shop.  He had committed crimes like this humble store owner could not fathom; something that caused that rare smile to breach his lips once more.  

He continued his pacing up and down each aisle with his head held high, even when his eyes glanced down to meet another series of intriguing artifacts.  It wasn’t until he was content enough to make his way back to the exit, as he glanced to the man at the rear of the shop, pulling open the doors to a simple, wooden cabinet, that he saw something that immediately captured his attention.  One more precious trinket that opened the floodgates to memories of days gone by.  

The young boy could barely contain his excitement while his proud father taught him to skin the deer.  Being his son’s first kill, Jeremy promised to preserve the head until he could get it to the local taxidermist; something he had done for his eldest son and daughters first as well.  

Ethan wasn’t fond of the frozen eyes of the decapitated trophies gazing down on him from the living room wall, but he wouldn’t deny himself this memento.  He was one of few words; always had been, but he made sure to ask every single question that came to mind while stripping the carcass.  Though he didn’t fully appreciate it at the time, these would be lessons he would utilize a great deal in the future.  

Even while the whole family feasted on the venison the youngest of the Powell children had provided, his mind was elsewhere, still on the hunt for something new to feed his growing impulses.  He would offer his token words of gratitude to those unusually complimentary from his siblings, but none of that mattered to him.

That night, once every stomach in the house was satisfied, Jeremy asked his youngest son to accompany him to his den.  The boy was nervous at first, as he had never been allowed to enter his father’s sacred space before.  Even with the adoring and prideful look on the old man’s face, Ethan had no idea what to expect.  

He took a seat across from his father with a small table between them.  As two short and stumpy, crystal glasses were laid before him, he finally understood what was happening.  Jeremy pulled the familiar, tarnished silver flask from his pocket, unscrewing the cap before pouring a small amount of the dark liquid within into both glasses.  

The old man lifted his glass while nodding to the one remaining.  When his son lifted his drink, staring intensely at the dark brown fluid, he clinked the rim of his glass against the other.  

“Ye did good today, kid; damn good!” he said, gulping down his whiskey in one shot.  

Ethan sniffed at his glass, glancing at his father as if to ensure this was acceptable, before following the example and allowing the entirety of the liquid into his waiting gullet.  Jeremy was already on his feet, patting his son on the back as the boy violently coughed from the shock of such a thing entering his throat.  

His father chuckled while he continued to slap the palm of his hand against the sweat-moistened t-shirt until the spluttering gag subsided.  His son glared up at him, both thankful for the assistance, while somewhat agitated by the situation.  

“Thank you,” he said, still clearing his throat, but maintaining his monotoned and emotionally vacant tone.  

“I coughed like ‘at when my pop gave me my first shot too,” the old man said, still chuckling, “he called it a right of passage or somthin’.”

Once his breathing regulated, Ethan allowed himself to enjoy the somewhat light feeling in his head, as well as the lingering flavor of the cheap whiskey.  When his father pulled the flask out once more, holding it outstretched with his eyebrows raised, he gave a single nod to signify he was ready for another.  

Over the years that followed his first successful hunt, the whole family would trudge out into the woods on many early mornings.  He would allow his brother and sister the occasional kill, but his instincts were already honed so finely at such a young age, that he was quick to put down any prey that slipped through their fingers.  

Though he adored the adrenaline rush of the bullet tearing into the flesh of his victims, he far more enjoyed what came next.  As the blood would leak between his slender fingers and along his boney forearms, he would find his pulse quickening so erratically, that he feared he may lose consciousness before the job was done.  

After every successful hunt, the Powell children would share a drink with their old man.  Though Lisa and Edward only reluctantly accepted their glasses, Ethan looked forward to it more each time.  His older siblings did not have as refined a palette as himself, but he enjoyed the celebratory drink almost as much as the hunt itself.  

The small, tarnished flask that sat upon the shelf was identical to the one his father used to carry.  Ethan found himself standing beside the shop owner, gazing at the thing, mesmerized by the all too familiar object.  

“What is this!?” he belted, not breaking his gaze from the artifact before him.  

“Hmmm?” the unusual man replied, seemingly having not noticed the approaching, potential customer.

“How did you acquire this?” Ethan asked, ignoring the question presented to him.  

“If memory serves, I came across that one in London…”

“No! This belonged to my…someone I used to know.  Now, sir, how did you acquire this?”

Ethan finally turned to face the owner of this curious little shop, while gesturing to the flask with a slightly trembling finger.  

“I am afraid you’re mistaken, my friend.  If you will allow me…”

The well dressed man pulled a light blue handkerchief from the inner pocket of his coat, cupped it in his hand, and pulled the flask from the cabinet.  Powell looked on with his face reddening, instantly feeling rage tremor beneath his skin while this unusual individual held what he was certain to be his father’s flask.  

“If you look right here,” the man said, turning the small canteen upside down, “you will see the base is imprinted with a crest, yes?”

Ethan looked to the object and back to the eyes of the shopkeep, still attempting to calm his quickened pulse.  

“And?” 

“Well, this is a royal crest, my friend, as this once belonged to a somewhat, well, forgotten member of England’s royal family, you see?” 

Ethan studied the man, allowing his breathing to regulate.  Though he couldn’t deny he had no recollection of seeing such a brand on his father’s flask, he was uncertain if he had ever examined it in this much depth.  The more the man before him attempted to explain the origins of what he held, the more he took in the little details of the thing.  

While at first, it had looked identical to the one that provided him that frequent taste of cheap whiskey, he could now make out subtle inconsistencies.  A blemish here, a missing scratch there; little things that he remembered from his youth that were not present on the article he now gazed upon.  

“A forgotten member? If so, how can you know of him?” 

“Well, mister…?” the shop owner replied, attempting to receive his customer’s name for a second time.  

“Jameson,” Ethan replied, “Jack Jameson.”

Mr.  Powell had used this alias; inspired by his fathers love of whiskey, for some twenty years or so.  While the brands that lent their names to the false moniker he adopted would only grace his old man’s gullet on those rare occasions he could afford something better than old rotgut, he thought it had a nice ring to it.

“You see, Mr.  Jameson,” the man continued, barely missing a beat, “I am something of a collector–not of simple baubles and trinkets, but stories.”

“And this flask?” 

“This flask, my new friend, is said to have belonged to one of the most infamous killers in history: none other than the legendary Jack the Ripper.”

The two gazed at each other, both wearing a similarly subtle grin.  

“It may be no coincidence that this particular object caught your interest, Mr.  Jameson, given your forename, of course,” he said, allowing his smile to widen, “Naturally, that is the only thing you have in common with its previous owner, after all.”

It was only two weeks after receiving his own rifle for his thirteenth birthday when Ethan Powell finally gave into the desires which had been building since his first kill.  A surprise storm had prevented the planned hunt the day after celebrating him becoming an official teenager.  Responsibilities and a handful of other reasons had gotten in the way of being able to plan the next excursion out into the woods after that.  

Whether it was the constant badgering from his older siblings or the indifference of their father, the young boy found his patience with them waning.  Granted, his old man had a busy work schedule at his factory job, as did Edward at a local shop, now that he was saving for wherever life was to lead him after high school.  

Lisa had little time for either of her brothers, as her only concerns were with her friends and her ever-changing series of boyfriends.  Ethan could not deny that his sister had grown into quite the striking young woman, though he would never allow her to hear that from him.  

He had never given much attention to the opposite sex, as his passions were leading him on a different path.  Still, the changes his body was going through caused his normally focused mind to stray from time to time.  Perhaps that was a factor in his transitioning from a socially distant, yet intelligent boy, to what lay just around the corner.  

It had been some time since Jeremy Powell lost his temper with any of his children, but that Tuesday evening would be the last.  Being exhausted from his work, the attitude his youngest son put behind every word he spoke quickly got under his skin.  He was already a good four beers and half a flask of old rotgut into distancing himself from his troubles when Ethan completely ignored his request to take the garbage out.  

“I’ll get it later,” his son replied to the third attempt to get him to do this simple chore.  

“You’ll do it now, boy.  I ain’t askin’, I’m tellin’, you hear me?” 

Both the bluntness and the underlying disrespect of his old man’s words caused the young boy’s face to flush.  He had been strolling towards the stairs when the demand was belted out across the living room, causing him to stop in place while attempting to compose the anger building within.  

“I know you heard me, boy! Don’t make me…”

“Make you what, exactly?” Ethan asked, spinning in place to face the man still sitting on his recliner, “Make you stop binge drinking for two seconds to do it yourself?” 

The arrogant tone fueled his father’s rage as much as the blank look on the face of his youngest child.  He pressed his palms to the armrests of his chair, pushing himself to his feet, feeling his head spin for a moment.  He stood in place, waging a staring contest with the cocky young man across the room, battling for some semblance of dominance before he spoke again.  

“You’re gettin’ too big for yer britches, boy,” he said, unbuckling his belt before pulling it free, “been a long time since I’ve had to set you straight, but don’t think for a second, you ain’t old enough for me to tan yer hide!” 

He continued to glare into the blank eyes of his son with the belt dangling from his right hand.  Had he not still been attempting to convince his head to stop spinning, he would’ve already closed the gap, but he knew if he tried to take one step at a time, he would have likely dropped to the floor.  

Ethan took one glance to his father’s feet, before meeting his gaze again, allowing a small smirk to reach across his lips.  

“You can barely stand, old man,” he said, condescendingly, “how exactly do you expect to tan my hide, hmm?” 

Jeremy Powell grew more angered by the arrogant look on his son’s face, than the disrespectful words he spilled.  As he forced one foot forwards, not taking his eyes off his youngest child, he felt his mouth form its smirk, finding his stance more stable than anticipated.  

For the briefest of moments, Ethan felt his back stiffen with fear as his father plundered toward him, but he would not show it.  He stood in place, finally letting his grin melt away.  

I am not a child anymore, old man, he thought, balling his fists as the man who doubled his height drew closer.  

As his dad reached for him with one hand, while raising the one holding the belt high above his head, the teenage boy took advantage of how slowly the man moved.  He sped right at him, releasing his tightly balled fists to push against the round beer belly, just below eye level.

Whether it was the shock of the swift attack, or simply not being as stable as he presumed, Jeremy felt his feet betray him.  In that one quick motion, the boy caused the old man to lose his footing, falling straight to the floor behind him.  He would not connect directly with the weathered and stained carpet; not at first anyway.  

The chipped and tarnished coffee table had sat in that same spot for the better part of a decade, before the skull slamming hard against the corner closest to the door caused it to shift back a foot or so.  While the wide eyes of the father of the Powell children met those of his youngest boy, he accepted that this would be the last thing he saw before falling into the black, just as his wife had so many years before.

Ethan continued to stare at the twitching shell his father used to occupy, tilting his head from one side to the other as though he were a curious deer.  He traced his eyes from the dead stare of his old man to the shimmering crimson pool forming around where he lay.  

He did not feel guilty for his actions, nor was he repulsed by the sight of the corpse of the man who raised him.  It was nothing more than a fascination to him at the time.  He had gazed into that vacant glare of many forest animals over his thirteen years, but none were as intriguing as this.  Once more, his lips formed that smirk; something he experienced with every kill before, and the many more that lay ahead.  

Ethan blinked from the old flask to the annoyingly friendly face of the shopkeep, seeking meaning behind his words.  

Why would he choose to say something like that? He thought, attempting not to reveal the gears spinning inside his skull to the well-spoken Mr.  Hyde.  

Could he somehow know that I share a similar passion to the legendary Ripper of White Chapel?

He’s never laid eyes on you before this day, his rational mind argued, stop being so paranoid! He’s simply trying to sweeten the pot.

He continued to study the unblinking eyes of the man who still clutched what he had presumed to be his father’s flask, between his fingers and handkerchief, unable to get a read on the unusual individual.  Ethan always had a talent for being able to understand what was going on behind the gaze of those he looked upon.  

It was a talent that aided him in his craft; being able to get into the mind of his prey.  The mysterious shopkeep, however, was a nut he couldn’t quite crack.  

“Would you be interested in purchasing this item, Mr.  Jameson? I understand if the grim nature of its previous owner is something of a deterrent, but I assure you it has been thoroughly cleansed.”

The usual man offered a slight chuckle with his words, inspiring the would-be Jack Jameson to return a smile.  He glanced back to the tarnished flask, maintaining his light grin and holding his hand out to receive the curious item.  Once the man in the velvet suit placed it into the waiting palm, Ethan felt the cold metal react with his flesh in a not unpleasant manner.  

He turned it from one side to the other, upside down to further inspect the crest, and back to face him from the side once more.  He unscrewed the lid, holding the open vessel to his nostrils, closing his eyes as he could swear the familiar scent of old rotgut spilled from within.  

Momentarily stunned, he took a second sniff, to find nothing more than fresh oxygen greeting his senses.  He gave a slight chuckle, both at the memory of those first drinks he shared with his father, as well as the silliness of allowing his imagination to get carried away.  

“Yes,” he said, still staring at the article in his hand, “I believe I would like to purchase this.”

“Would you like to know the cost before making a final decision?” the man asked, maintaining his grin, “given its history, I’m afraid it is…”

“The price does not concern me,” Ethan said, interrupting the words of the surely common salesman.  

He had little doubt the strange individual was pulling his leg with his claims of its previous owner, but money had never been a problem for him; not for some time now.  

“What the hell happened!?” Lisa Powell asked, having sprinted down the stairs to see what the commotion was, “Oh ma Gawd! Daddy!” 

She ran to her father’s side, kneeling in the fresh pool, still growing wider.  Rubbing his face, while shaking him softly, she begged him to wake up.  Tears flowed down her face as she walked out, gazing at his empty expression.  

“He fell,” Ethan stated softly, finally choosing to answer his sister’s initial question.

“I…I think he’s dead…” Lisa said, hiccuping from her erratic breathing, “we…we gotta call someone…we gotta do something!” 

“Nothing to be done.  It’s too late for him.”

The teenage boy continued his emotionless words while staring down at his sister while she wept on the floor.  The sight of her kneeling in his father’s blood, wearing only a thin tank top and sweat shorts caused Ethans’ pulse to quicken.  The way the red seeped into the fabric of her garments fueled his gooseflesh just as much as the stains upon her tanned skin.  

Though he was well aware of how wrong it was to be glaring at his older sister this way, it didn’t prevent his mouth from watering.  He licked his lips, not breaking his gaze from her heaving back while she wailed on her knees.  The plan began to form before he even realized it.  

He finally cut his eyes from his sister, peeking at his watch, before redirecting his gaze to the gun cabinet, only a few feet from where he stood.  When Lisa finally got to her feet, still breathing heavily, she walked towards the phone, mounted to the wall, next to the kitchen.  That should be all the time he needed.  

Given that it was nearing seven o’clock, he only had a little over an hour before his brother would return.  His shift ended at eight, and the drive home generally only lasted fifteen to twenty minutes.  

Plenty of time to have a little fun, he thought, pulling open the unlocked glass door, and retrieving his father’s replica Colt 45.  

Be sure not to fire the weapon, the more rational portion of his brain added, keep it simple.  Keep it clean.

Clean? He thought, glancing back at the still widening crimson pool, too late for that.  

You know what I mean…

While his trembling sister attempted to dial the simple three-digit number with her shivering fingers, Ethan spun the blueish-black cylinder to ensure each slot held a bullet.  For his plan to work, he had to do as his logical mind suggested, but he hoped he could instill enough fear without pulling the trigger.  

“Hang it up,” he said, aiming the barrel on his sister, who stared back with shock in her eyes.  

“Eth…”

“NOW!” 

She jumped, allowing the phone to slip from her grasp.  At the time, she was unsure if the gun scared her more or the out-of-character raised voice of the one who trained it on her.  Ultimately, she would never secure the answer to this brief debate.  

“Back away from it,” Ethan said, pacing towards where the phone still swung from side to side, bouncing against the floor as the spiral cord expanded and contracted.  

Lisa did as she was asked, her whole body spasming as she stepped back with her hands raised.  

“W-what’re you d-doin’, Ethan?” she asked, struggling to form words, “d-did you do that to daddy?” 

“He started it,” Ethan shrugged, racking the phone back on its perch, “I finished it.”

“W-what’re you gon’ do to m-me?” 

“Nothing.  Well, nothing you haven’t done with plenty of boys already.  I’m certain of that.”

She stared back, fighting against the urge to retch from the implications.  

“Why don’t you go ahead and get undressed, hmmm?” He said, spinning one of the dining table chairs to take a seat.  

“You’re fuckin’ sick!” she barked, spitting with the words.  

“Strip, you filthy whore!” 

As those words slipped his watering lips, he felt his previously still extremities begin to shudder with anticipation.

“NOW!” he belted, cocking the pistol.  

Lisa jumped, certain she would be shot dead any second.  Just the idea of what her brother was planning caused her stomach to churn, but she knew she had little choice in the matter.  As she gripped her trembling fingers around the hem of her flimsy, white shirt, she began to sob even harder than before.  Unfortunately, this only made the boy even more excited than he had been.  

Ethan felt his muscles twitch as she pulled the garment free of her upper half, and even more so when the shorts fell to her ankles.  She stood there, still violently shivering while attempting to hold one hand high and the other low to maintain some semblance of dignity.  

“D-don’t,” Ethan stuttered, “d-don’t you cover-up.  Not yet.” 

He got to his feet, momentarily embarrassed by the way his body was reacting to the sight before him.  The look of sheer hatred and disgust his sister wore, caused his cheeks to flush even more.  

“Don’t look at me!” he barked.  

She did not comply.  

“DON’T FUCKING LOOK AT ME!” 

Her spiteful gaze did not falter.  

Holding the gun outstretched before him, with his arm shuddering, he stomped toward her.  As he drew closer, he noticed his sister’s hands, tightening into fists.  For a second, he considered abandoning the plan and shooting her dead right here and now, but that would ruin everything.  

Having lost his previous urges, he stopped in place, still facing the contemptuous gaze of his older sister.  

“Get dressed.  You disgust me.”

Lisa felt her heart beating so hard against her sternum, that she was certain she could not maintain consciousness much longer.  Her rage was boiling over, as was her fear of what the boy she barely recognized had planned for her, but she did not hesitate in obeying his demands this time.  

By the time she raised back up, pulling her shorts securely back in place, she had no time to react to the knife being plunged into her midsection, once and once again.  In those seconds before her rapid descent into oblivion, she glanced over to the knife rack beside the kitchen sink, now missing the one that pierced her flesh, over and over.  

“Why?” was the last word she was capable of speaking before she felt the agony give way to something almost blissfully light.  

When the proud new owner of the silvery and tarnished flask set foot back on the sidewalk outside the odd little antique shop, he had already forgotten about what initially sent him inside.  He had turned down the shopkeeper’s offer to box up his new artifact, choosing to slip it into the pocket inside his coat.  

Though he had a certain fondness for old rotgut, he stopped by one of the numerous local liquor stores to pick up something with a bit more class.  He would still sample the dirt cheap whiskey from time to time, but he favored something smoother.  He saw himself as having a far more refined palette than that of the late Jeremy Powell, so he would generally allow nothing less than twelve-year-old scotch to pass his lips, outside of those times he felt nostalgic.  

When he returned to the Honda he had left in a nearby parking lot, he picked up that old familiar scent again.  He took his place at the driver’s seat, inspecting both of his recent purchases to assure himself neither had leaked, though the flask was yet to be filled.  Regardless of the strange shop owners’ guarantee the flask had been cleansed, he would not feel secure drinking from it until he had fully rinsed it himself.  

Once he was certain the seal was yet to be broken on his bottle of significantly aged scotch, he began the drive to the cabin he was renting on the outskirts of this little town.  The familiar aroma lingered throughout the handful of miles he traversed, at right around the recommended speed limit, but it wasn’t unwelcome.

Being one of such intellect and imagination, Ethan often found himself experiencing surprisingly vivid reactions to his wandering mind.  Given the nature of his childhood, this would be neither the first nor last time he would pick up that old scent, being carried on the wind from unknown origins.  Yes, this time was far more intense than normal for him, but not enough to cause him any distress.  He did have quite the fondness for it, after all.  

During his brief drive to the outskirts of this humble, yet ratty little town, Ethan began to consider that the mysterious shop owner would be his first prey in this new hunting spot.  Whether or not his remarks were indicative of any insight into how Jack Jameson passes his hours away or not, he did seem an arrogant sort.  Perhaps he could relieve him of a few of his interesting belongings after the work was done.  

It’s only fair with how much he charged me for such a simple trinket, he thought.  

You didn’t have to buy it, the more rational side of his brain argued.  

And have him think me a pauper!? I certainly could have bartered with the infuriating man, but that would have left him the victor.  Besides, I’ll get my money back soon enough, with interest.  

Settling in for the night in his temporary living quarters, Ethan began rinsing his both new and ancient flask.  Every time he poured the hot water back into the sink, his memory revisited just about every drop of blood he had spilled to the floor, from one vessel or another.  He offered a smile to the imagery flashing before his mind’s eye, even those of the lone incident of his own fluids soiling the stained and weathered carpet.  

Glancing from the spasming corpse of his sister to the clock on the wall, Ethan knew time was running short.  Of course; for everything to go as planned, he would have to be certain the timing was perfect.  Time had flown more rapidly than he had expected, while he enjoyed his previous task so much, leaving him maybe a half hour to have everything in place for his brother’s arrival.  

He would occasionally arrive back home substantially later than expected, having spent time with friends or romantic interests after leaving his job.  Fortunately, his recent break-up should all but guarantee his lack of desire for any such social interactions.  Edward had been moping around the house these past few days, and he had surely been of that same mindset at his place of employment.

Taking one last glance at the knife protruding from his sister’s leaking corpse, Ethan wiped down the revolver and placed it back in the gun cabinet, just where he had found it.  

He’ll see father first, he thought, tracing his eyes from his lifeless old man and up to the door.  

That goes without saying, his rational mind insisted, inspiring him to roll his eyes at his sarcastic thoughts.  

Taking note of where Lisa had knelt in the crimson puddle, leaving a trail leading to her body in the kitchen, he hoped this would not raise any eyebrows.  

It’ll take him a minute to notice that.  He’ll be in shock, seeing dad like that.  He’ll cry, try to resuscitate him perhaps.  Five minutes tops.  Then he’ll follow the trail.  

He paced onwards, attempting to mimic the predicted actions of his older brother.  

This’ll hit him harder than seeing father.  He’ll assume the old man tripped, likely being drunk and unstable.  This one is no accident.  

He stood in the doorway, gazing at the vacant husk of human flesh once more.  

He won’t take as long on this one.  The shock will hit him like a sock to the jaw, but he’ll think someone broke in and killed her.  They may still be in the house.  

He walked back to the cabinet, being sure to avoid stepping in any specs of evidence.  Yes, he had his sister’s blood all over his shirt, but he didn’t have time to dispose of his clothing; not in a manner that wouldn’t be discovered.  If his plan was sound, he hoped this wouldn’t be a problem for him.

Ed prefers a rifle, but he won’t want to risk a longer weapon hitting a wall if he had to act fast.  

He glanced from one rifle to the next in line, and the handful of pistols on the bottom shelf.  

Automatics can jam.  He won’t want to risk it; not if he wants to be sure.  

He smirked at the replica Colt he had returned only moments before.  

Yes.  That’s what he’ll use.  Won’t matter if I didn’t wipe it down well enough with his prints on it.

He walked to the staircase that led to the second floor.  His room was in the very back of the hall at the top.  

Father’s dead, Lisa’s a goner, he’ll want to check on me as well.  He’ll move slowly, keeping his wits about him.  If the killer is still here, he can’t risk getting too hasty.  

He reached his bedroom door after acting out the entire scenario.  Taking one final glance at his watch to see only nine minutes having passed since he began his walkthrough.  This left a little more than a quarter of an hour before he should arrive.  

The scene was set, but he would have to act quickly as soon as he saw the lights of his brother’s truck approaching.  He flipped off the lights, taking one last mental note of any blood spatter he could not risk trudging through.  Surrounded by darkness, he took his place next to the phone, wrapping his fingers around it.  Glancing back at the hilt of the blade still embedded in his sister’s gut, he knew he would have to move quickly.  With the time to act drawing closer by the second, Ethan felt his fingers tingle and shudder with anticipation.  

When the time when Edward would normally arrive came and went, the blood-covered teenage boy began to feel his heart racing.  

What if he’s late!? 

He’s already late, dingus! 

But what if he doesn’t get here soon!? 

Then the evidence will show that he cannot be responsible for this.  

His breathing grew heavier by the second, Ethan felt his previously calm, yet jubilant state becoming something far more harried and manic.  He left his post by the phone, pacing from one side of the room to the other, attempting to prevent himself from having a meltdown.

When a subtle light was cast across the back wall of the otherwise darkened room, he almost stepped right into the puddle which had formed around his sister’s shell in his haste to reach the phone.  

His shuddering fingers battled to dial the simple, three-digit number, but with him having mentally rehearsed it several times while waiting, he got it on the first try.  

“9-1-1 emergency response.  What is your emergency?” 

“H-help m-me…” Ethan whined into the receiver.  

“Sir!? What is your address?”

The lone car driving the otherwise empty street drew closer each moment, inspiring the boy to quicken his performance.  

“43 Denford drive…h-hurry! H-he’s coming for me n-now!” 

With that, he set the phone back on the cradle, snatched the knife from his sister’s gut, and began his sprint to the bedroom at the rear of the second-floor hallway.  He heard the wheels directly outside coming to a halt as soon as he hit the landing.  He made sure to wipe a bloody handprint across the front of his door before he slammed it shut, preparing himself for what had to come next.  

“DAD!?” screamed out from the floor below.  

Here we go, kid.  Can’t back out now.

Ethan pressed the hilt of the knife against the left wall, preparing to push himself upon the blade when a thought occurred to him.  

You’ll spray across the wall, you simple shit! How’s that going to look?

He hadn’t thought about the potential for leaving obvious evidence in plain sight.  

“LISA!? JESUS CHRIST! NO!” 

Fuck! No time left! Why is he moving so quickly? He should be frozen with shock right now!

“ETHAN!? ETHAN, WHERE ARE YOU!?” 

Damnit!

Without giving himself a chance to back out or even put much thought into where he was aiming, Ethan raised the knife out in front of him, instantly plunging the blood-soaked blade into his own gut.  The pain was far more intense than anything he could have imagined, but he knew one cut wouldn’t be enough to sell him as the victim.  

You’ll be fine with just one kidney.

One more swing, right to the side of the last one.  It took every ounce of self-control he had not to scream out against the horrendous agony.  

As he heard footsteps thundering up the stairs, he pulled the blade from his stomach, slicing it quickly across one palm and the other forearm.  Dropping to his knees, he planted the blade one last time into his left shoulder, barely gripping onto consciousness when his door was thrown ajar.  

“NO!” Edward shrieked, running to where his brother swayed back and forth on his knees, “who did this to you, kiddo!”

“Ed?” 

“I’m here, kid.  Just hang in there, okay?” 

Without taking the time to second guess his actions, the eldest of the Powell children yanked the knife from his brother’s shoulder, releasing a thick and sticky spout of blood across his shirt.  

Ethan wrapped his weakened arms around his brother, squeezing as much of the fluids that spurted from his body across him.  He slid down, tracing more blood in his wake, before dropping limply to the floor.  

Having done considerably more damage to himself than planned, before his panic and haste got the better of him, Ethan blacked out as his brother dropped to his knees beside him, still holding the bloodied blade in his trembling hand.  Neither of the boys was fully aware of the flickering blue lights, just outside that splayed open front door, nor was the near-catatonic Edward fully capable of understanding why the cold metal handcuffs were being tightened around his wrists.  

Somewhere in the black, Jeremy Powell’s youngest son was still hopeful that his plan would come to fruition, almost as much as he hoped to grasp onto life.  When he would finally awaken, some two months later, he would find his world far different from how he left it, with his brother behind bars, and his father and sister buried.  

He would resist the smile attempting to breach his lips when the sheriff gave him the horrific news of his brother’s unfathomable crime, but his tears looked genuine enough, to someone not looking for anything else behind them.  

Ethan took his time cleaning out his purchase from the curious little antique shop.  He was always thorough when cleansing anything from silverware to his most recent victim.  Grime and germs belong on his cutlery just as much as evidence at a crime scene, after all.  

After no less than ten straight minutes of soapy hot water therapy for his new flask, he spent another five or so, rinsing out the suds.  Once content with his work, Ethan peeled off the seal from his fresh bottle of aged scotch, slipped the cork free, and gently poured some of the contents into their new temporary residence.  

Swiping the cork under his nostrils before sealing the bottle shut, he took one quick swig from his flask.  The sudden cough caught him by surprise as his throat was prepared for something far smoother than what drained into it.  The flavor wasn’t unpleasant, mind you, just unexpected.  

Once his spluttering fit calmed down, Ethan popped the cork to the bottle again, taking a sip directly from the source.  The smooth scotch almost instantly cleansed his pallette of whatever it was that the small flask provided, causing quite the puzzled expression to form on his face.  

Following that sip with another from the flask, there was most certainly a variance.  If he didn’t know better, Ethan would almost think he did indeed drink from that very flask his father stored in his pocket just about every day before he passed.  With the flavor of old rotgut swirling across his tongue, the strange sensation of nostalgia did not cause an unwelcome reaction.  Only an unexpected one.  

Being of logical and sound mind, Ethan chose not to dwell on this unusual occurrence, simply chalking up the confusion to the experience of drinking from such a vessel.  Though he poured some of the fresh scotch into a glass, he continued to indulge in the occasional belt from the weathered flask, in between refills of the stubby glass.  

As his head began to grow light and blissfully loopy, he carried the bottle, glass, and flask out to the front deck of his little cabin, just a ways back from the coastline.  He gazed up to the long-since darkened lighthouse, some miles in the distance, pondering whether or not that could be the prime location for his first kill in this dilapidated little town.  

Perhaps a certain shopkeep would like to visit the old place with you? Bring a little life into the old thing…

…Then snuff it out.

“What the fuck you doin’ all the way out here!?” a voice sneered from behind him.  

Turning to see only the exterior wall of the small cabin, Ethan took an accusatory glance at the half-drained bottle of aged scotch on the table to his left.  

“Hello?” he called, darting his eyes from one side to the other, pressing his palms to the armrests of the simple rocking chair, “Who’s out there?” 

With only the distant sound of the waves brushing the shore replying to his voice, he was certain he was simply hearing things.  

Old rotgut gets the wheels spinning, is all.  

It always did.  Each time he would sample its flavor over the years, it brought a different sort of inebriation than the good stuff.  There was something more vivid about the sensation than the average drunken echoes.  

Regardless of attempting to convince himself the voice was only some bizarre flashback of sorts, he wasn’t about to leave it at that.  After a quick jaunt back inside to pull his Walther from his bag, Ethan returned to the front deck, peering around the side, glaring from left to right once more.  

“You ain’t tryin’ to hide away from somethin’, are ye?” the voice whispered in his ear as he descended the steps from the patio.  

Without taking the time to investigate, he spun to the left; to where the sound came from.  Two shots were fired from the Walther, in search of whoever it was that taunted him.  

Once more, he saw no trace of anyone.  No footprints in the sandy dirt around the little cottage.  No evidence of anything around him, other than the sporadic trees.  Nothing that would have a voice with which to badger him.  

Someone’s fucking with you, his rational mind called out in an attempt to slow how quickening pulse.  

But how? 

Maybe there are speakers set up around the cabin? 

Ethan was quick to investigate the claims of his inner bargaining, practically tearing apart anything not bolted down.  He tipped the chair he had previously been sitting in, shattered the bulb of the lone light above the door, and even flipped over the unassuming welcome mat.  

Once he cleared the exterior of the house, he began on the interior.  Within a little over an hour, after the quaint little cabin looked as though a veritable hurricane passed through it, there was no trace of any manner of something that could have provided the disembodied voice.  

The drink got to you, kid.  Only thing that makes sense.

That wasn’t enough; not for Ethan Powell, the man who had butchered men and women alike across all seven states on his way to this one.  Were he a man with nothing to hide, perhaps he could let this rest, but he was one of many secrets.  

No.  Must investigate further.  

Taking another enthusiastic swing from the flask he did not recall placing in his pocket, he marched back towards the front deck.  With his Walther in one hand and a flashlight in the other, Ethan planned to check the entire surroundings of the small cabin.  He stood in the open doorway, staring out into the night, when,

“I ain’t out there, ya damn dumbass!” a female voice sneered from behind him

Spinning again to see nothing but the wreck he had made of the cozy living room, his anger began to reach its boiling point.  

“FACE ME, YOU CHICKEN SHIT!” 

“Why?”

He spun again.  Still nothing.  

“Gonna gut me like a fish, are ye?” 

With every word seemingly coming from a different direction, Ethan screamed with rage, spinning in place while unleashing a barrage of bullets.  He continued to squeeze the trigger, even after the ammunition was spent.  When the laughter erupted from all around him, so many more voices joined in on the hilarity.  

He shrieked out an anguished wail, which barely registered over the apparent throng of invisible audience members who scoffed at his pain.  

“STOP! FOR GOD’S SAKE STOP!!” he cried out, only inspiring the crowd to jeer more violently.  

Covering his ears did not muffle the mockery in the slightest, nor did his continued wails.  The only chance he could fathom was to escape this place.  His head was swimmy from the alcohol, while his limbs felt like slightly muscled gelatin, but if he lingered any longer, he was sure to lose his sanity.  

As he fled the cabin, climbed into his vehicle, and cranked the engine, Ethan could barely believe his ears when the laughter quietened.  He could still hear it as if the muffled sounds of the crowd of hecklers were indeed trapped behind the door of the cabin, but all that mattered was his escape.  

As he sped away, leaving that horrible cottage in the dust, the jeers faded into the beyond.  Whether the maddening laughter that erupted from his mouth was an indication of some level of insanity kicking in, or simply the sweet relief of silence after such an experience, he did not know, nor did he care at the time.  He was free.  That was his assumption anyway.  

While the young Ethan Powell had not truly accounted for whatever would come next for him, with his only remaining family member locked away, the news of his father’s generous life insurance policy allowed some semblance of security.  Yes, he would not be able to touch a cent of it until turning eighteen, but surely the next five years would pass quickly for him.  

Once he was released from the hospital, with many months of physical therapy to look forward to, he would be placed in the foster system for a time.  It wasn’t easy for the boy to resist his urges when bounced from one temporary family to the next; each one solely interested in the cheque they would receive for his care, but he knew he could not give in.  

Derek and Elaine Crawford, parents of twin boys, attempted to make his living arrangements comfortable.  It was clear they didn’t especially want him in their home, but they would at least play the part from time to time.  Daniel and Jake, the twins, did not conceal how they felt about the situation, however.  

It took far more restraint than Ethan had expected to not slice through the throats of the entire family in their sleep.  He even awoke in the wee hours of the morning, one rainy Thursday in October, to slide one of the blades from the rack in preparation.  Fortunately, that more rational voice talked him down from the ledge of his impulses.  

Just a few more years, kiddo.  Then we’re free and clear.  

His more rational mind could make a good point at times, though it would be quite annoying when it made too much sense.  Ethan wanted nothing more than to gut the owners of every home he lived in over those five years after his father’s death, but he held his ground.  When the time would come for him to be able to access his father’s insurance money, however; all bets were off.  

With no responsibilities to bind him in one place or another, the young Mr.  Powell began to see the wonders of the country around him.  For years he lived life on the road, adopting a new town as his home for a time, before heading on to the next one.  

Though he didn’t attend any further schooling after graduating, he continued studying just about any subject that caught his interest.  most of these topics involved just about anything that would assist him in his passion: anatomy, biology, criminal law, and forensics, were only a handful of those he acquainted himself with.  With every lesson, he would adapt his routine to fit.  

He never followed a specific type of victim; nothing with which the authorities could narrow down their search.  He slaughtered a couple of working girls in Miami, as well as the disrespectful individual who sold them for hours at a time.  He made quick work of the girls, after he indulged his other impulses, of course.  

With the flesh peddler, he took his time a little, testing out some new tricks he had picked up along the way.  His bits and pieces were scattered from one side of his ratty apartment to the other by the time Jack Jameson had his fill of blood for the evening.  He could only imagine the reaction of whatever poor bastard was the first on the scene for that one; something that inspired quite the satisfying belly laugh from the cross-country killer.  

After Florida, Ethan skipped over his home state of Georgia, heading straight for Tennessee.  A bartender who took far too long to serve Mr.  Jameson was the first of many across that state.  A few tone deaf karaoke singers were next, a snarky, elderly librarian, and some random, middle-aged man who gave him a look he didn’t care for after that.  He could never predict who or what he would look for in his next victim, but his plans would form quickly when it came to him.  

With several states crossed off his list over the decade that preceded his visit to the little town of Grady, Mr.  Powell thought it best to seek out a more humble venue for his next performance.  While authorities were still baffled by the identity of this madman, he was beginning to feel their breath on the back of his neck, so to speak.  

While there was little in common with each of the fifty-seven people he had laid to rest over the years, he had gotten sloppy a time or two.  A portion of a fingerprint here, an eyelash there, perhaps.  Perhaps it was only his paranoia, given his chosen profession, that fueled his need to get away from the more bustling areas, but even his rational mind agreed this would be for the best.  

He had never even heard of this little seaside hole in the walls of the world until his headlights shone upon the city limits sign.  It may have been little more than the hours on the road that inspired him to pull over to a nearby truck stop to inquire about lodgings in the vicinity.  

After being directed to a realtor in a somewhat larger town some miles away, they spoke of many rental properties they had spanning both the coastline and further back from the little town that caught his eye.  After arranging a small cabin, just a ways back from the ocean, Jack Jameson set his sights on the denizens of this shitty little slice of America.  

Surely a rathole such as this has plenty of people in need of killing.

Speeding across that forest-lined back road, Ethan knew he should let up on the pedal a bit, especially in his inebriated state.  As he attempted to release the tension of his lead foot, he found it to be resisting his will.  

Cool it already.  We’re not going back there any time soon.  

As the needle slowly drifted back from the seventy miles per hour he had reached, he let out a trembling sigh.  Reaching into his pocket while settling back into a more comfortable speed, he pulled the flask out to calm his quickened pulse.  With the familiar liquid burning the inner wall of his throat, he felt the trembling of his fingers begin to subside.  

I should’ve grabbed the bottle before I left, he thought, inspiring a light chuckle.  

Had he screwed the lid back on after taking that lone sip, he may have noticed the dark figure on the road sooner.  As it was, he was tipping the flask to his lips once more before he saw it standing in the dead center of the lane he was traversing at the time.  If nothing else, having slowed down substantially made the impact with the tree he veered into after dramatically cutting the wheel far less jarring.  

Peeling himself back from the windshield on which his forehead had collided, Ethan briefly considered that he should have buckled up before speeding away from the cabin.  With his head pounding and blood steadily trickling down from the open wound, it took him a moment to recall what forced him off the road in the first place.  

They’ve found me! he thought, ducking down in the seat he had only just flipped back to.  

There’s no fucking way anyone found you out here! Get your head straight already!

He raised up, glaring through the passenger side window, to see no trace of that shadowed figure from before.  Absent-mindedly, he reached for the flask which had practically flown from his hand as he jerked the steering wheel to the left.  Paying little attention to the fact it was laying open on its side in the seat beside him, he took in yet another mouthful of the liquid within.  

Don’t you think that’s a little strange?

What? The disappearing man on the road?

No, you idiot! The whiskey you keep knocking back! 

It keeps me calm.  Get off my ass about…

But why isn’t it empty yet!? Think about it for two fucking seconds! 

He glared down at the open flask, swirling it around in his hand.  He tipped it to his lips once more; not to take another sip, but to test how long it took the liquid to reach his mouth.  After barely having to raise the thing for the fluid to caress his lips, he cut his eyes to the puddle, splashed across the passenger seat, and back to the open container he held.  

How is it still full? 

Even if you hadn’t spilled it, how long have you been knocking it back? How many times did you even fill it up!?

He continued to stare at his recent purchase, realizing that it could not be as simple as the metal flask causing expensive whiskey to taste more like the cheap shit his father used to drink.  

The shopkeep…

Yup! That son of a bitch drugged us! 

But I cleaned it! How the hell…

It doesn’t matter how he did it! It only matters that he pays for it!

He turned the key, instantly causing the engine to rumble.  The front end took a decent hit, but the engine wasn’t shot just yet.  As he pulled the seatbelt across his body, preparing to get back on the road and make his way to the nearest pawn shop, he took one last swing from the flask.  

Stop that! For fucks sake, man! 

He tossed it back to the passenger seat, pulling the shifter into reverse and peeling the hood away from the thick tree.  

“Don’t run off on me now, boy…” the voice sneered from behind him.  

Ethan ignored what he assumed to be inspired by whatever hallucinogens were hidden away in the flask, turning back to the road, pressing his foot to the pedal harder than he had before.  

“Where the fuck are you going, ya damn psycho!?” 

He cracked the window to allow fresh oxygen to circulate him.  Not only did he hope to clear his senses of whatever drug was coursing through his system, but his head still thumped as though the wide trunk of a tree were beating against it every second or two.  

“You think you can escape me, boy? You think I’m all you got to worry ’bout?” 

“You’re not real,” Ethan stated to the voice that grew more familiar with every word, “I don’t believe in ghosts…”

“Don’t matter,” the light and almost joyful female voice spoke from his right, “we believe in you…”

When two more shadowed figures appeared before him, he pushed the pedal harder, tearing right through the pair.  They burst into a cloud of dark smoke which spiraled and spun around him, even as he pushed far past the speed limit.  He would not be distracted from his mission.  Nobody could talk Jack Jameson down when he had killing in mind, not even the false shadows of the long-since dead.  

Even when the smoke shot through the open window, encompassing the entire cabin of the car within seconds, Ethan would not take his eyes off the road.  As the thick fog separated in two; one drifting to the back and the other to his right, the driver refused to pay any attention to the silhouette riding shotgun, nor the one in the back seat.  

“You got this all wrong, kid,” the one beside him said.  

“That’s right, ya damn dumbass.  We ain’t in your head,” the other stated, before both began that hysterical laughter again.  

With the sporadic lights of the town ahead of him, he continued fighting to ignore the wailing hallucinations.  Being certain the drugs would run their course soon enough, he refused to even entertain the idea that they could be anything more than false shadows.  That was until a sharp and near blinding pain erupted from the side of his face.  

It’s not real! It can’t be real! You’re almost there! Don’t let up now!

While the blood rained across his shoulder from the split tissue of his cheek, he began to scream out as he had back at the cabin.  This only caused the shadows to wail even louder, causing his ears to ring from the sheer volume of their maddening howl.  

The tires bounced across the curb, almost sending the side of the car careening into the boarded windows of the old pharmacy at the end of the main strip.  When another sharp pain screamed from his right hand, his jaw dropped at the sight of the crimson spray where his knuckles used to lead to four fingers.  

“Aw shit,” the female voice whined, “someone’s got a boo-boo!” 

Ethan tumbled from the driver’s seat after throwing open the door, with that howling laughter echoing from all around him.  He whipped his belt off, wrapping it around his wrist to slow the blood spewing from the four gushing nubs.  He almost planted his face on the sidewalk as he fought to flee from the buckled and beaten sedan.  

As he began to stagger across the sidewalk, his head loopy from the combination of old rotgut and blood loss, he felt his body violently collide with a storefront window.  Ethan screamed out against the pain of his torn cheek making contact with the glass, sending him back to the concrete below his feet.  

“Damnit, boy! You can’t handle yer liquor fer shit!” the voice jeered from behind as he pushed back from the ground, wincing as he pressed his oozing stumps against it.  

“What, you ain’t never had a drink before?” the other sneered in between her wailing laughter.  

Ethan crawled across the ground before stumbling back to his feet, still attempting to charge across the sidewalk in search of the strange little antique shop.  

Maybe he has an antidote…maybe I’ll let him live if he gives it to me…

“You really think you been drugged, boy?” 

Another blinding pain; this time from his right knee, sent him back to the concrete.  Ethan shrieked with anguished horror when he looked down to see his leg flipped backward at its middle.  Jagged bones pierced through the flesh, spilling another flood of crimson across the sidewalk.  

Keep going!

Ethan still fought through the agony, pulling himself across the ground with his fully fingered right hand, while pushing with the foot that still had feeling.  

“You’re fuckin’ pathetic,” the voice of his father said, as Ethan felt a tight grip around his right upper arm.  

“DON’T TOUCH ME!” 

“Yeah…you disgust me,” Lisa sneered, wrapping her shadowy tendrils around his left.  

Ethan screamed out in horror as the two gently lifted him from the pavement, planting him back on his feet.  He continued to squeal, even after lifting both hands to his field of vision, seeing eight fingers and two thumbs, with not a speck of blood in sight.  Standing there, shivering from head to toe, gazing slack-jawed at the emaciated and decayed faces of his father and sister, Ethan felt little more than a child in their presence.  

They simply stared back at him, allowing him to take in each of the deep and grizzled wounds he had carved into his sister.  

“I…I’m sorry…I’m so fucking sorry for what I did to you! Both of you!”

Both gave him a warm smile at these words; something he could never have expected.  

Perhaps the shopkeep had pure motivations, after all, he thought, allowing his lips to form a gentle smile in return.

No more…no more death…time to…

His thoughts were cut short when the corpses before him snatched him up by the arms once more, spinning him in place to look upon what approached from behind.  The large, muscled man who charged right at him, wore a far more weathered and time-worn face than he remembered.  

Under different circumstances, Ethan Powell would never be caught off guard.  He was careful, almost to a fault.  He was meticulous in his preparation for things both expected and unexpected.  For every angle that stood between him and his goals, he would have a plan in place.  When it came to escaping whatever horror he left scattered in one back alley or hotel room across the country, he figured out no less than ten options for escape.  

In those brief moments, before his consciousness fell into the black, Ethan could not deny that even at his best, he couldn’t have seen this coming.  When Edward had been released from prison, or how he was able to track him to this particular hole in the world, he still could not fathom, but as the long, serrated blade pierced upwards, entering just below his sternum, he was almost proud of his older brother.  

The old, beat-up red truck was parked only a few yards away; something he would have surely noticed had he been of sound mind at the time.  As he gazed into the sheer hatred behind the eyes that almost mirrored his own, he felt the blade slip free, before cutting into him over, and over again.  

Edward did not look at the mortal wounds he was inflicting, as Ethan often would.  He loved to watch his hands at work, as well as the thick fluids that poured from within his victims.  His older brother clearly did not share his passion.  His gaze did not falter until there was no life left behind the eyes of the youngest son of Jeremy Powell.  

Edward was still heaving with heavy breath, gazing down at the twitching corpse of his youngest sibling.  When a subtle light began to stream across the blood soaked sidewalk, his heart skipped several beats, fearing that he would be dragged back to the cell he had only recently been freed from.  

His head was still in a daze as he approached the door of the small shop which had previously been closed up for the night.  The bell above the door as he pushed through it, once more caused him a moment of pause, before his eyes met those of a tall and slender man, with a curled mustache and neatly parted, dark hair.  

As he approached the counter, his gaze drifted from the man in the classy dark vest and rolled up, white sleeves, to the object perched on the countertop.  

“I believe this belongs to you,” the man said, sliding the tarnished, silver flask across the glass surface.  

“How much? I don’t got much money.” Edward asked, uncertain of why this was the only question that struck him at the time.  

“I’m a collector of stories, my friend,” the shopkeep said, his lips forming a crooked, but innocent smile, “how about a trade?” 

As the only living child of Jeremy Powell walked back out into the chilly night, he was only vaguely aware of the vacant sidewalk.  He strolled back to the truck he had left parked on the side of the road, choosing not to register the absence of the younger brother he had laid to rest only moments before entering the curious little shop.  

The headlights illuminated the dry and unblemished pavement, his fingers absentmindedly twisting the cap from the small, silver flask.  He would not take a sip until he returned to his hotel room, a few towns over only breathed in the euphoric scent that only Old Rotgut could provide.  

As he pulled back onto the road, set to drive off into the night, leaving behind the burdens he had carried these many years, he glanced at the older man riding shotgun, and the young woman in the back seat.  He screwed the cap back on the small flask, tucked it in his pocket, and allowed a smile to cross his lips.  

After the door to the little pawn shop was locked up for the last time–the last time in this pleasant, if somewhat downtrodden town, its owner made certain to fully cleanse his new artifact.  As the final droplets of the late Mr.  Jack Jameson’s blood was rinsed away, the slender, and well dressed man admired the craftsmanship of the old hunting knife.  

Once he was secure in the fact that not a single blemish remained, he paced between the aisles, approaching his simple, wooden cabinet.  Pulling open its doors, and resting the blade upon the red, velvet cushion he had hand picked for this very object, he took a single step backwards, to appreciate how nicely the red complimented the silver.

“I cannot wait to meet your new owner,” he said, a mischievous smirk lifting the left curl of his mustache.  

As he lifted his arms to close the doors back shut, a quick wink reflected in the polished metal of the hardened steel.  

“Farewell, Ethan Powell…and good luck, in whatever awaits you next…”